Subliminal Talk

I am very much looking forward to starting on SM2011 myself. 18 days left. I love to go through the changes that tear me apart inside too.

You should be. I gotta tell you. You did a damn good job on this one, Shannon. The sheer lack of neediness that I'm feeling combined with the feeling of absolute abundance is astounding.

Awesome. I am really looking forward to it, more for the personality adjustment than sex, but that won't be a bad thing either.

I'm now about 4 or so days in to the 4th stage of Sex Magnet and things have leveled off quite a bit from my ups and downs. I'm feeling pretty good and life is looking very bright. I have been going out a lot lately and socializing as well. I'm trying to make some new friends. Things are going pretty well. The effects of this sub are subtle and somewhat hard to notice, but I have noticed that women just feel very comfortable and flirty around me. That is slowly increasing. Women have also been very touchy with me. I've also noticed that while my standards have been increasing, I've also been attracting more high quality women in my life, not that I ever really go far in to detail in to that sort of thing, but I feel like I have a lot of options right now and I'm really not attached to any particular outcomes. I'm attracting classier, more sophisticated women who have a great sense of humor and emotional stability. That's the kind of women I want in my life because I could stay on the level of getting with the girls that have the minds of teenage girls for the rest of my life, but that's not what I want and I am never going to grow as a person if I continue that behavior. My self control around beautiful women has substantially increased as well, now that I think about it. I'm still having strange dreams that are sexual on some level, but not really any discernible level. However, I will wake up and feel as if something has been "worked out" sometimes. All in all, I'm just more motivated lately and I feel more solid as a man. It is nearly impossible at this point for any women to get to me or embarrass me and believe me, they do try. I get tested like nobodies business and I love it, because that's a great way for me to test them by judging how legitimate and funny their tests are. How's that for a re-frame? I didn't even realize I do that until I was sitting here typing just now. We'll see what else stage 4 has in store. This week and the next one should be very good weeks for me. I have some fun times planned.

Sounds wonderful, Cortez! The changes havn't been so subtle for me in the first stage so far. The down days are real weird and so are the up days but man It sure does feel like 1 morning out of every week it feels like somethings really changed. I usually can tell what my changes are when I'm at work because I'm just around people all the time.. I could understand though If someone using this program had trouble gauging the effects if they were loners more often than not. I know it's not your case but I'm just saying.

Stage 4 is funny. I have a sex dream pretty much every night now. Also, it's a lot lighter feeling than stages 1-3.

how are things going for you Cortez?

Things are going well. I'm on stage 5 now and it's hitting pretty strong. I can always tell when it is because of my dreams and then waking up feeling that some fundamental thing has changed. I've been a hell of a lot more social lately than I have been in the past and always have a lot going on in my life. This set hasn't really changed my personality all that much, but there have been a ton of internal shifts. My neediness really dropped off to the point that I could care less most of the time if I have company from a girl and the ones I do hang out with are ones that I am VERY attracted to. It's pretty easy to get attention from girls. I don't have to do much. I got the comment from this girl(who's my age) who is friends with my mom that I'm intimidating because I ooze confidence. That's a funny compliment to get. Little old ladies seem to love me as well everywhere I go. Sometimes they want hugs or just go on and on about "What a wonderful young man I am" lol. It's a lot of fun, but I don't require much attention anymore. Actually, most the time I could care less if I got attention from most people. I've been getting more and more independent all the time. I feel like it's made me way more authentic too, which is a definite plus. I'm looking forward to what this stage will do. I already think I like it more than stage 4, which seemed like kind of a rough one at times.
Next month whenever I'm well in to stage 6, I'll be working as an actor all month on the weekends at a Halloween festival. Not one of the ones to scare people. but one of the street cast that's there to charm them. That's going to be so much fun...and dangerous for me, especially during stage 6, lol. As you can tell, my optimism has taken a very strong upswing as well. That, I think, is one of the best parts of this program.

Anyway, that's where I'm at right now

For lack of being blunt, and I underst that this is prob the least of your cares and concerns at this point in the set, but how's ur sex life and are u being approached and/or seduced by woman yet?

You know I find it interesting how this sub is changing us to make us more confident and go after fun things we want to do in our life...I've also been motivated to try acting in some way or another. I decided once I get down to my ideal weight I'm actually going to try for male modeling :o never EVER thought I'd do that but people keep telling me I could be one...

Ryan

(09-01-2011, 05:15 AM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: [ -> ]For lack of being blunt, and I underst that this is prob the least of your cares and concerns at this point in the set, but how's ur sex life and are u being approached and/or seduced by woman yet?

Ha, you're right, it really is the least of my concerns. I'm quite content right now and I'm not seeing any girls right now however, that may change soon and no, I don't really get approached head on by women stating their intentions for the most part. I mean it has kind of been happening on and off since the beginning of the set so maybe I just don't notice it that much. For instance, a married girl pm'd me on facebook the other day and told me that she may be putting herself back on the market soon. Just stuff like that, but all those things are just momentarily amusing.

Wow, I spoke too soon on the whole "women not approaching me aggressively sexually" thing, lol.

In the words of borat 'very nice!' Lol

(09-02-2011, 12:50 AM)Cortez Wrote: [ -> ]Wow, I spoke too soon on the whole "women not approaching me aggressively sexually" thing, lol.

The last two stages are where the program becomes aggressive about getting the women to approach you.