06-10-2019, 06:41 AM
06-10-2019, 09:16 AM
Because she works days and I work nights. It doesn’t allow us to listen at the same time. I don’t have a spare fifteen hundred (or a spare fifteen) right now. We are going to have her on USLM 4 as soon as we get through this refi though.
06-10-2019, 01:17 PM
USLM4 isn't what she needs. You'll do a lot better to put her on E3 if you can't afford LTU5. USLM4 is not going to be much use for you. At this point, I'm pretty sure that I need to either re-calculate ASRB2 or rebuild it with a different Magnus Engine tuning, because it does not appear to be performing as I had intended. Rebuilding it is going to be a while, but even if that was working the way I want it to, E3 would still be a better choice. If you want to save your marriage, E3 is your second best choice, and LTU5 is your best choice.
06-12-2019, 10:23 PM
I’m trying something new. Since I can’t use headphones at work without a cap, I’m running it in ultrasonic only from my iPod in my breast pocket. I tested it with hybrid, and selected a volume I could hear well. It’s weird. The only indication I have that it’s even running is this weird sensation of heat on my chest right where the device is. Don’t know why that would happen. Anyone else get something like that?.This way of doing things does result in exposing my coworkers for a few seconds occasionally, but I don’t figure that’s going to hurt anything. I’ve heard not to do that with DMSI, but not this. Please correct me if I’m wrong on that.
06-13-2019, 05:17 AM
It's not a good idea to use subliminal in public at all. What's going to happen when subs are more commonplace and people have a lot of different subs they're all trying to use at once?
06-22-2019, 12:02 AM
The pattern I noticed last time I refinanced the house while on USLM1 is at least partly holding true this time. Problems crop up that would normally derail things, but through a combination of good problem solving and luck, I’m able to find a solution. This time it took a fairly large chunk of money to do some mumbo jumbo to get something on the wife’s credit report changed quickly. We were able to come up up with it with a good thought and a bit of luck so as of Monday everything is back on track. A bit delayed, but nothing we can’t handle.
Once again I have to mention that while this is stressful, it doesn’t feel nearly as bad as it did last time. USLM1 helped me get it done, and I’m pretty sure I couldn’t have gotten through that minefield without it, I was sick to my stomach with tension for pretty much the whole time. Now, I just feel a bit stressed out when it looks like something is going wrong. I really have to think about it to realize there’s been a change though.
I also had an internal realization. A lot of why I am some of the ways that I am is that practically speaking, well, I’d say it came from my childhood, but the problem is I never had one. My parents were both so messed up that I had to be the only adult in the room all the time starting at age six or seven. It was up to me to hold everything together and make sure everything came out ok while everyone around me crumbled. I also had to be an emotional (and sometimes physical in the case of my mother) punching bag for two emotionally damaged people. Of course, my adult role didn’t extend to the adult authority so I really had the bad Peet’s of the child role and the adult role. That sucked.
I
I mention this because I know that since I didn’t see all this stuff earlier I have chosen personal relationships which mimic my circumstances growing up. It’s also probably why I come off as overly serious a lot of the time, and am not the most sociable person. I don’t know what I’m going to do about this, but getting a clear picture of it is the first step. I am quite sure that this is a result of LTU5.
Once again I have to mention that while this is stressful, it doesn’t feel nearly as bad as it did last time. USLM1 helped me get it done, and I’m pretty sure I couldn’t have gotten through that minefield without it, I was sick to my stomach with tension for pretty much the whole time. Now, I just feel a bit stressed out when it looks like something is going wrong. I really have to think about it to realize there’s been a change though.
I also had an internal realization. A lot of why I am some of the ways that I am is that practically speaking, well, I’d say it came from my childhood, but the problem is I never had one. My parents were both so messed up that I had to be the only adult in the room all the time starting at age six or seven. It was up to me to hold everything together and make sure everything came out ok while everyone around me crumbled. I also had to be an emotional (and sometimes physical in the case of my mother) punching bag for two emotionally damaged people. Of course, my adult role didn’t extend to the adult authority so I really had the bad Peet’s of the child role and the adult role. That sucked.
I
I mention this because I know that since I didn’t see all this stuff earlier I have chosen personal relationships which mimic my circumstances growing up. It’s also probably why I come off as overly serious a lot of the time, and am not the most sociable person. I don’t know what I’m going to do about this, but getting a clear picture of it is the first step. I am quite sure that this is a result of LTU5.
06-26-2019, 08:45 PM
Bad news, the refinance plan is dead in the water, and not damn likely to be revived. The original reason I started USLM was to get us out of financial trouble and to a place where we didn’t have to go broke every month. It went really well, things went wrong, and I came up with a solution or had a stroke of luck that made everything turn out ok. It went that way for almost nine months and we were almost there. Then last week we had two bolt from the blue strokes of bad luck that derailed the process beyond salvage. This time no solution presented itself.
We do have a plan B, but that’s something I was trying to avoid. It’s likely to be damaging especially for my wife. Apparently there is no way out of this without serious pain though, and I miraculously got her to agree to do it, so we will have some of the pressure relieved, but we aren’t at the next level like I wanted to be.
Now, I am not saying that USLM or LTU don’t work because they definitely do. The internal changes have been amazing, and the luck magnifier has allowed me to pull off some bloody amazing stuff to keep our heads above water for this long. However I seem to still have a major issue with actually leveling up for lack of a better term. Thus far, I’ve still had a problem breaking back into the career field that I want to be in. This has included a major stroke of bad luck where (I think) my interview results got mixed up with someone else’s. (I know this because a member of my interview board I ran into asked me when I was starting). The refi was another thing like that, it was just two things that shouldn’t have happened and we’re outside of my direct control that tripped us up at the last second.
The thing is I kind of knew it was going to happen. One of the things that LTU seems to be doing for me is giving me the ability to see into my own mind a bit more clearly. And there’s this voice in there that I recognize as a very deep level of my subconscious. This one hasn’t been reached yet. It’s still very negative, and so far when I hear it say something is going to go wrong, or not happen, it’s been right 100% of the time even when other levels are quite positive about things (one of these days I’ll sit down and try to figure out just how many of these levels/voices there are, and no, I don’t actually hear voices so tell the men in white coats to stand down). This guy seems to be the result of some very early, very negative programming, he’s a mean bastard, and he seems to be real resistant to any kind of change. The good news is that he speaks a LOT less than he used to. The only time I hear from it these days is when I am trying to make a major improvement. I don’t know if LTU in its current form is ever going to change that level, but at least it’s given me some clarity about it.
There have been two times when I managed to overcome that part of me. I got the job I wanted twice using Find Your Perfect job. I became overwhelmed during on the job training both times and lost them, but it did work, or at least got me the job that I thought was perfect. Since my current situation calls for me to get a dramatic increase in income, I am strongly considering doing that again. I can only assume that part of perfect would be high paying.
In other news, I had to qualify with firearms yesterday (my current job involves carrying a handgun). For some reason this test used to make me nervous, and my performance wasn’t what it could have been. This time I was relaxed throughout the process and turned in a near perfect score that was much better than any of my co workers.
We do have a plan B, but that’s something I was trying to avoid. It’s likely to be damaging especially for my wife. Apparently there is no way out of this without serious pain though, and I miraculously got her to agree to do it, so we will have some of the pressure relieved, but we aren’t at the next level like I wanted to be.
Now, I am not saying that USLM or LTU don’t work because they definitely do. The internal changes have been amazing, and the luck magnifier has allowed me to pull off some bloody amazing stuff to keep our heads above water for this long. However I seem to still have a major issue with actually leveling up for lack of a better term. Thus far, I’ve still had a problem breaking back into the career field that I want to be in. This has included a major stroke of bad luck where (I think) my interview results got mixed up with someone else’s. (I know this because a member of my interview board I ran into asked me when I was starting). The refi was another thing like that, it was just two things that shouldn’t have happened and we’re outside of my direct control that tripped us up at the last second.
The thing is I kind of knew it was going to happen. One of the things that LTU seems to be doing for me is giving me the ability to see into my own mind a bit more clearly. And there’s this voice in there that I recognize as a very deep level of my subconscious. This one hasn’t been reached yet. It’s still very negative, and so far when I hear it say something is going to go wrong, or not happen, it’s been right 100% of the time even when other levels are quite positive about things (one of these days I’ll sit down and try to figure out just how many of these levels/voices there are, and no, I don’t actually hear voices so tell the men in white coats to stand down). This guy seems to be the result of some very early, very negative programming, he’s a mean bastard, and he seems to be real resistant to any kind of change. The good news is that he speaks a LOT less than he used to. The only time I hear from it these days is when I am trying to make a major improvement. I don’t know if LTU in its current form is ever going to change that level, but at least it’s given me some clarity about it.
There have been two times when I managed to overcome that part of me. I got the job I wanted twice using Find Your Perfect job. I became overwhelmed during on the job training both times and lost them, but it did work, or at least got me the job that I thought was perfect. Since my current situation calls for me to get a dramatic increase in income, I am strongly considering doing that again. I can only assume that part of perfect would be high paying.
In other news, I had to qualify with firearms yesterday (my current job involves carrying a handgun). For some reason this test used to make me nervous, and my performance wasn’t what it could have been. This time I was relaxed throughout the process and turned in a near perfect score that was much better than any of my co workers.
06-30-2019, 11:49 AM
I’d never planned on running UMS because only some of my goals are money related. I have career goals which would make the money situation better if I achieved them simply because getting one of the jobs I want would translate to making more money, but that’s never been the whole of my focus or even really a main focus.
Now though, it’s like I’m trying to untie an invincible knot. Every solution I think of is blocked by some other aspect of the situation. Pull on one thread and the rest of them tighten.
There are two pieces of good luck that are going to help though. The first is that about half of my coworkers have moved on to other jobs in the last month and a half, so the next few months are going to see me Working sixty to seventy two hours a week. That’s five or six twelve hour shifts. Not pleasant but nothing I can’t handle for a while. That will keep the situation from getting worse and allow me to purchase UMS which will hopefully allow me to find the sword I need to cut through this knot before the gorgon decides to take a bite out of me.
Come to think of it, this is following the usual yearly cycle of my life. Things always seem worst, most stressful and require the most work in high summer. Then they change for the better just as fall hits. Hopefully UMS will help me get a major breakthrough along that timeline, and I can be on to what I actually want to be dealing with soon.
Now though, it’s like I’m trying to untie an invincible knot. Every solution I think of is blocked by some other aspect of the situation. Pull on one thread and the rest of them tighten.
There are two pieces of good luck that are going to help though. The first is that about half of my coworkers have moved on to other jobs in the last month and a half, so the next few months are going to see me Working sixty to seventy two hours a week. That’s five or six twelve hour shifts. Not pleasant but nothing I can’t handle for a while. That will keep the situation from getting worse and allow me to purchase UMS which will hopefully allow me to find the sword I need to cut through this knot before the gorgon decides to take a bite out of me.
Come to think of it, this is following the usual yearly cycle of my life. Things always seem worst, most stressful and require the most work in high summer. Then they change for the better just as fall hits. Hopefully UMS will help me get a major breakthrough along that timeline, and I can be on to what I actually want to be dealing with soon.
07-02-2019, 07:14 AM
Things feel a bit better now. The money situation feels a bit less tight than it has been. It’s not like we have more money just yet, but it feels better, and we aren’t going to go broke before payday. Next paycheck is going to be a very good one, and the one after that is going to be double or more. It’s going to stay at that level for a time too. I plan to use the opportunity to get some of the debt that’s getting in our way paid off.
I had thought this issue would be solved by now, and I’m a bit disappointed that it isn’t, but I’m feeling a huge swell of energy toward getting it solved in the near future. This may be TID, I have decided to run UMS. I think that that’s the best way to get my money problems sorted out as quickly as possible so that I can focus on other things moving forward. I actually feel kind of excited about it.
I had thought this issue would be solved by now, and I’m a bit disappointed that it isn’t, but I’m feeling a huge swell of energy toward getting it solved in the near future. This may be TID, I have decided to run UMS. I think that that’s the best way to get my money problems sorted out as quickly as possible so that I can focus on other things moving forward. I actually feel kind of excited about it.
07-03-2019, 07:22 PM
LTU has made a profound change in the way I think and thus how I feel on a day to day basis. This morning when I got up I was thinking our money situation, and while it’s still rough when viewed objectively, I didn’t have a single negative thought. I know that I am close to a full solution. It’s a very, call it, engaged knowing. It’s not just me talking to myself and forcing positive thinking as I had been doing for many years before I started these 5.5G subs. Its just how I think now. My feelings were fully engaged with these thoughts, I actually felt a bit of the relief. Negative thinking and positive have fully switched places in my head.
I also had a thought (vision, fantasy, whatever you want to call it) where I received an amount of money that I would have scoffed at as being ridiculous before. Once again, this was a fully engaged vision and my feelings were fully engaged in it. I then thought that, no, it’s perfectly reasonable that I would get that amount of money at some point in the near future, it does happen to people.
LTU has made some really incredible internal changes in me, and the USLM function hasn’t done badly either. We have gotten a turn of good luck every time we’ve really needed it to stay afloat. This situation would have me feeling a hell of a lot worse before, but I’m striding through it now. Well done Shannon.
I am really going to miss LTU, but it will soon be time to switch to UMS. It’s time for me to focus on the external results and really get them kicked into high gear now.
I also had a thought (vision, fantasy, whatever you want to call it) where I received an amount of money that I would have scoffed at as being ridiculous before. Once again, this was a fully engaged vision and my feelings were fully engaged in it. I then thought that, no, it’s perfectly reasonable that I would get that amount of money at some point in the near future, it does happen to people.
LTU has made some really incredible internal changes in me, and the USLM function hasn’t done badly either. We have gotten a turn of good luck every time we’ve really needed it to stay afloat. This situation would have me feeling a hell of a lot worse before, but I’m striding through it now. Well done Shannon.
I am really going to miss LTU, but it will soon be time to switch to UMS. It’s time for me to focus on the external results and really get them kicked into high gear now.
07-04-2019, 05:10 PM
YOU made some Hella Progress Paul over the past 5 months,. Deep Congrats,on the dedication and focus on all of that. its been profound and right down to the ground alike.
see ya on the UMS side of things,soon. Keith
see ya on the UMS side of things,soon. Keith
07-04-2019, 09:45 PM
Thank you. I really have changed a lot on this sucker, and make no mistake, I’ll be back to it at some point in the not too distant future, but now it’s time to grab the money situation by the neck and drag it into line. I intend to have our situation stabilized in the next three months, time for some concrete results.
I hope it does the same for you Man.
I hope it does the same for you Man.
07-07-2019, 12:21 PM
I just finished my last loops of this run of LTU for this run. That makes one cycle over five months total. It’s been amazing, but I’ll be purchasing UMS (or whatever it winds up being called) either tomorrow or on Friday depending on how a couple of things shake out. I’ll give a more detailed after action report when I get time, but one small update. The wife and I have been getting along a lot better for the last couple of weeks.
I showed her the product description for UMS, and she said that we should both be on it so that we’d be on the same page on all levels while we get our financial condition where we want it. I was going to suggest that but she beat me to it. This could be very interesting.
I showed her the product description for UMS, and she said that we should both be on it so that we’d be on the same page on all levels while we get our financial condition where we want it. I was going to suggest that but she beat me to it. This could be very interesting.
07-08-2019, 06:29 PM
I am currently taking a week’s break from subs before I start on UMS or whatever it winds up being called. I plan to buy it and start it on Friday. Depending on how much extra is on my check I may buy a second copy for my wife on Monday too. If not I’ll get hers on the next check. I was surprised about how positive she was when I showed her the description. I can’t wait to see how it works to have both of us working toward the same goal.
A five month run of LTU5 has worked wonders for me. I feel like a different person with a better life even though life isn’t that different outwardly. I just read my log, and it really drove home how much has improved. The effects that I have noticed.
- Reduced aches and pains on getting up in the morning.
- I get up faster and onto what I had planned to do.
- I got rid of three nervous tics that I’ve had since I was a kid.
- I pretty much quit drinking soda.
- I no longer have extreme stress and hyper vigilance when in crowded places (this came from working as a correctional officer for a decade). I am still on the lookout for trouble, but very calm about it.
- Dramatic reduction in angry thoughts and feelings. They used to hit me randomly, but that’s gone.
- Chronic indigestion is gone.
- I can now experience my goals as a “daydream” with full emotional engagement.
- Improved social confidence in public places.
- I am able to stand my ground and calmly assert myself with my wife, and anyone who is trying to mistreat or pressure me. The “push” they’re trying to send just doesn’t get to me.
- I am now able to set things aside when there’s nothing I can do to effect a situation (IE waiting on the results of a job interview, ect) and not worry about them. This one is huge, I used to stress myself beyond belief.
- I am less derailed by disappointments and setbacks. I can now say oh well, and go back at the problem with a different plan.
- My thinking has switched polarities. It used to be that the negative thoughts were dominant and I got a positive one now and then or if I forced it. Now it’s exactly opposite of that.
- I have greater insight into what is happening in my mind. I can occasionally hear “arguments” between different levels of my subconscious, or different “voices”.
- I feel a hell of a lot less stress on a day to day basis. My bad days feel better than my good days used to.
- I feel very optimistic about the future most of the time now.
- I have been able to calmly analyze a lot of the things in my past have caused problems with how I think and feel.
- I can now consciously calm myself down when I do feel stressed, angry, ect.
- I used to make self deprecating jokes a lot. That no longer happens at all.
- My internal critic is almost entirely silent.
- I am doing a much better job at keeping up with routine tasks around the house.
- My general self confidence has skyrocketed even more than on USLM. Others have commented on this as well as it being very clear to me.
- I feel like I deserve a great life and I will have one.
It’s been awesome, I will definitely be back to this one regularly, this version or the next. Excellent work Shannon and thank you.
A five month run of LTU5 has worked wonders for me. I feel like a different person with a better life even though life isn’t that different outwardly. I just read my log, and it really drove home how much has improved. The effects that I have noticed.
- Reduced aches and pains on getting up in the morning.
- I get up faster and onto what I had planned to do.
- I got rid of three nervous tics that I’ve had since I was a kid.
- I pretty much quit drinking soda.
- I no longer have extreme stress and hyper vigilance when in crowded places (this came from working as a correctional officer for a decade). I am still on the lookout for trouble, but very calm about it.
- Dramatic reduction in angry thoughts and feelings. They used to hit me randomly, but that’s gone.
- Chronic indigestion is gone.
- I can now experience my goals as a “daydream” with full emotional engagement.
- Improved social confidence in public places.
- I am able to stand my ground and calmly assert myself with my wife, and anyone who is trying to mistreat or pressure me. The “push” they’re trying to send just doesn’t get to me.
- I am now able to set things aside when there’s nothing I can do to effect a situation (IE waiting on the results of a job interview, ect) and not worry about them. This one is huge, I used to stress myself beyond belief.
- I am less derailed by disappointments and setbacks. I can now say oh well, and go back at the problem with a different plan.
- My thinking has switched polarities. It used to be that the negative thoughts were dominant and I got a positive one now and then or if I forced it. Now it’s exactly opposite of that.
- I have greater insight into what is happening in my mind. I can occasionally hear “arguments” between different levels of my subconscious, or different “voices”.
- I feel a hell of a lot less stress on a day to day basis. My bad days feel better than my good days used to.
- I feel very optimistic about the future most of the time now.
- I have been able to calmly analyze a lot of the things in my past have caused problems with how I think and feel.
- I can now consciously calm myself down when I do feel stressed, angry, ect.
- I used to make self deprecating jokes a lot. That no longer happens at all.
- My internal critic is almost entirely silent.
- I am doing a much better job at keeping up with routine tasks around the house.
- My general self confidence has skyrocketed even more than on USLM. Others have commented on this as well as it being very clear to me.
- I feel like I deserve a great life and I will have one.
It’s been awesome, I will definitely be back to this one regularly, this version or the next. Excellent work Shannon and thank you.