EP UMS JOURNAL

[Shannon]

Thanks for the feedback Shannon. I'm aware this is directed squarely at UMS, I guess I'm just hoping my issues with this girl are sufficiently tied to my monetary concerns enough that the E3 in UMS wpuld really help clear it.

Anyway, the idea of my personality being "strong and willful" surprises me. I have for quite some time considered myself to have low willpower and a weak personality. Still, that's quite the compliment Shannon. I surely hope it's true.

Thanks again for your time and your input. Both are very appreciated.

You apparently don't know that your conscious and subconscious awarenesses can have different traits.  Your subconscious is certainly strong and willful, to be able to respond to UMS this way, regardless of how you perceive your conscious self.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Yeah that makes sense. My subconscious personality is under the grip of some sort of unknown past trauma and trying to get it to let go is a bitch. My online mentor told me we're dealing with a traumatized infant in this case, and that telling the infant to just get over whatever happened will just be met with more resistance. He warned me subliminals wouldn't work for this reason. But it seems E3 was working to some extent. Anyway maybe it's that past trauma causing the strong and willfull subconcious. I wish my conscious mind were as strong and willfull.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Man, so many people seem to be getting results and finding ways to make money that gets them excited... And I'm just sitting here with no results. Once I get to day 7 of the RE-reset, I'll probably have to go hard on this shit.

[Shannon]

Yeah that makes sense. My subconscious personality is under the grip of some sort of unknown past trauma and trying to get it to let go is a bitch. My online mentor told me we're dealing with a traumatized infant in this case, and that telling the infant to just get over whatever happened will just be met with more resistance. He warned me subliminals wouldn't work for this reason. But it seems E3 was working to some extent. Anyway maybe it's that past trauma causing the strong and willfull subconcious. I wish my conscious mind were as strong and willfull.

Subliminals can work.  They just have to be made and used properly.

If you are dealing with a traumatized infant, I can guarantee you that my subliminals will work for you as long as you use them the right ways.  We just have to figure out the right ways to use them for you.

Also, with each release, there are new technologies being introduced.  There are a few in the next version of DMSI that I think will be very helpful for a traumatized inner child.  They will be going into the skeleton script, and be in everything that is released thereafter.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Awesome! Thanks Shannon. You rock!

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Reset day 7. Tired, not cause of the sub. Stayed up late last night doing Psychological Statistics homework. No results noticed. Tomorrow will be day 1 of the REreset.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

RE-reset, day 1:

No effects that I am concsiously aware of.

[Shannon]

You played a single loop and you're going to observe for the next 7 days?

[EvolvingPhoenix]

You played a single loop and you're going to observe for the next 7 days?

Yes. That is correct. I am going to do what I should've done like 2 weeks ago when you told me to do that.

[Shannon]

Alright, good. Now if you don't see any results from this bloom period, or nothing significant, that tells us that your subconscious is trying to stonewall. The only option to try after that will be carpet bombing - playing a lot of loops every day until the wall is destroyed. Hopefully you don't need that.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I'm afraid that's what's likely. Shit, and you know, the thing is... College is KICKING MY ASS right now and taking up so much time and energy and leaving me drained. I dunnow HOW, if I start carpet bombing my subconcious, I'll be able to keep up with the already incresibly draining achool shit when I'll already be wiped out from the carpet bombing. So yeah, I REALLY hope it doesn't come to that.

[Shannon]

You may be surprised what happens when you break through that resistance. It's very much like suddenly clearing the top of a storm cloud, and instead of a raging storm, you have clear skies and sunlight. It's why a lot of people have reported that more loops = less energy drain.

[DavisMind91]

You may be surprised what happens when you break through that resistance.  It's very much like suddenly clearing the top of a storm cloud, and instead of a raging storm, you have clear skies and sunlight.  It's why a lot of people have reported that more loops = less energy drain.

Ok @Shannon I’m seeing results myself and just now getting to the point where playing more than 1 loop per day doesn’t cause me headaches or elevated heart rates, etc. however, I still feel drained for a day or two afterwards. How many loops per day is a carpet bomb and for how many days in a row?...or is it literally whatever the individual can handle until negative symptoms of resistance begin to clear.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

You may be surprised what happens when you break through that resistance.  It's very much like suddenly clearing the top of a storm cloud, and instead of a raging storm, you have clear skies and sunlight.  It's why a lot of people have reported that more loops = less energy drain.

That is great news to hear! Hopefully the period of resistance induced exhaustion will be extremely short. 

Also, I am beginning to realize that while I DO have what it takes to make it to my BA and travwl the world as an English teacher, the truth is college proba ly isn't for me ans I'm just now leaeni g that. Why? Because I hate the PROCESS required to succees in college, which I do, but hate the process of doing. Sadghuru rightly says that one lust be focused not on the goal, but the PROCESS for true fulfillment, and I believe je is correct. Also, I find myself rwlying WAYY too much on my parents' assistance to succeed in University, and I would rather find a way to walk my path INDEPENDENTLY. Hopefully, UMS will help me become a more self sifficient person and in a way I am passionate about DOING.