02-05-2014, 12:48 PM
(02-04-2014, 06:42 PM)Fonzy3 Wrote: I think the next step from being in more of a zen stage is being someone that welcomes change.
I am not really sure about most of the goals I once had, I wanted to sleep with many women mainly because of all that porn in my head since I stopped I have stopped seen every women as a potential sex object.
I wanted lots of money so that I didn’t feel so dumb and now that my insecurities about that are been channelled and destroyed, I see money as a “thing” to get what I want (physical and experimental) not as an end goal.
Which leaves me where. I know I can’t be the only person who has had to rethink they entire futures because of these subs. And it’s just stage 2, it’s a really clear feeling to want a thing because you really want it and not because of some insecurity urging you on to fulfil its own base desires. Yep change is really scary, and it kinda feels like am losing something or that am killing a part of me for a wish to be someone else.
Lots of excuses to tap on already, cool idea thanks
, am sure Shannon added something to do with change in AM5 at stage 1-2 to deal with resistance. Change is a Big one
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
