08-28-2015, 12:30 PM
Well.
Stage two of my re-run, at some point I though the sub was making me unproductive as there was once a point that I was fuelled with motivation to show people my worth, then I started care less what people thought of me and that motivation died out.
It seems I went to extreme lengths to motivate myself, but now I am coming to terms with peace. Sort of like that serenity prayer that asks to know what can and what cannot be changed.
I still feel as though I could be the greatest like a lazy man sat on a gold mine but can’t work himself up to start digging.
Although my ambitions seem to have died out place has replaced them. Am okay. Am fine. Am good. Am alive so today is a great day, it could be worst, I could be dead.
I also have my self-two slaves now that call me “Sir” and “Master”, it’s great, I guess my subconscious mind took dominance too far, maybe it was in the script, neither way, we all going to die one day, while I am alive it’s a good day.
Good night. And may our cult leader Master Shannon Bless you.
Stage two of my re-run, at some point I though the sub was making me unproductive as there was once a point that I was fuelled with motivation to show people my worth, then I started care less what people thought of me and that motivation died out.
It seems I went to extreme lengths to motivate myself, but now I am coming to terms with peace. Sort of like that serenity prayer that asks to know what can and what cannot be changed.
I still feel as though I could be the greatest like a lazy man sat on a gold mine but can’t work himself up to start digging.
Although my ambitions seem to have died out place has replaced them. Am okay. Am fine. Am good. Am alive so today is a great day, it could be worst, I could be dead.
I also have my self-two slaves now that call me “Sir” and “Master”, it’s great, I guess my subconscious mind took dominance too far, maybe it was in the script, neither way, we all going to die one day, while I am alive it’s a good day.
Good night. And may our cult leader Master Shannon Bless you.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
