07-12-2015, 09:29 PM
Still running the sub. But now running in combination with aypsl. Ultra sonic at night in a playlist running each sub 3 times before going to the next.
So far I'm still feeling cockyness and confident. Sex drive is way up. Just walking around the mall I couldn't stop the erection from pitching a tent up in my pants. Not really noticing too much attention yet from others though. It's possible I'm not recognizing the subtle interest,but there hasn't been any 100% obvious manifestations yet.
I've been going to the mall a lot more lately, haven't been approaching anyone but I've just been admiring the beauty around me and realizing that beautiful women are a common thing, they're not that special or rare. More girls turn 18 every day, and more being born all the time.
Although while I was walking in the mall I walked passed a short woman with a petite body and nice booty , just my type. After I passed her she passed me back and just kept walking directly in front of me about 4 feet ahead of me and I couldn't stop this erection if my life depended on it. I think people were noticing the tent in my pants as I walked behind this woman, I started digging my nails in my hand to try to stop it. She was turning to look in the stores as she was walking but glanced back at me a few times while she did that. Her body was nice but when I got a good look at her face it wasn't as good as I expected. Not bad, just not matching the body.
In general I feel most of the changes have been internal, changing my opinion of my own attractiveness and desirability. Which in turn is making me more confident, removing women from the pedestal and wiring it into my brain that all women are attracted to me and I deserve their attractions.
Oh and I keep forgetting to write this, since I started using biatbws I've been driving like a racecar driver. Driving fast, doing dangerous maneuvers, going fast through turns, power sliding whenever I can.
I think I'm growing tired of my friends, possibly a late manifestation from am6 or it could be something biatbws or aypsl is pushing me to do.
So far I'm still feeling cockyness and confident. Sex drive is way up. Just walking around the mall I couldn't stop the erection from pitching a tent up in my pants. Not really noticing too much attention yet from others though. It's possible I'm not recognizing the subtle interest,but there hasn't been any 100% obvious manifestations yet.
I've been going to the mall a lot more lately, haven't been approaching anyone but I've just been admiring the beauty around me and realizing that beautiful women are a common thing, they're not that special or rare. More girls turn 18 every day, and more being born all the time.
Although while I was walking in the mall I walked passed a short woman with a petite body and nice booty , just my type. After I passed her she passed me back and just kept walking directly in front of me about 4 feet ahead of me and I couldn't stop this erection if my life depended on it. I think people were noticing the tent in my pants as I walked behind this woman, I started digging my nails in my hand to try to stop it. She was turning to look in the stores as she was walking but glanced back at me a few times while she did that. Her body was nice but when I got a good look at her face it wasn't as good as I expected. Not bad, just not matching the body.
In general I feel most of the changes have been internal, changing my opinion of my own attractiveness and desirability. Which in turn is making me more confident, removing women from the pedestal and wiring it into my brain that all women are attracted to me and I deserve their attractions.
Oh and I keep forgetting to write this, since I started using biatbws I've been driving like a racecar driver. Driving fast, doing dangerous maneuvers, going fast through turns, power sliding whenever I can.
I think I'm growing tired of my friends, possibly a late manifestation from am6 or it could be something biatbws or aypsl is pushing me to do.
