03-29-2015, 03:43 PM
@DarthXedonias
Seems like the nice guy still is in there somewhere, I few more runs of the AM6 will evict him.
@ffaux
I think I don't know what approval is any more, I mean I don't want to be an arsehole thinking I am an Alpha Male or be rude to people thinking am been assertive. So you need to explain the different between seeking approval and getting another perceptive on things.
@Benjamin
That's Very true. Whats annoying is she is now treating it like a formal meeting and she is a bit more cold. I wonder what the meeting will be like. That's annoying is that she thinks I want her but I do not and she keeps on bringing up her BF and now she text me today after a week about meeting up but it was to much short notice, so we will meet up another day , but she just closed off the dialog like ok we can set another day after Easter, Take Care.
And she kept saying my messages put her off, I am Fu*king confused as hell, why wud she meet up with me, I mean she ignored me for a year so why inst she doing it again.
I sense that I will get tested a lot and I might fail, I don't care about failing I just hate disappointing people hence my YES MAN attitude.
Seems like the nice guy still is in there somewhere, I few more runs of the AM6 will evict him.
@ffaux
I think I don't know what approval is any more, I mean I don't want to be an arsehole thinking I am an Alpha Male or be rude to people thinking am been assertive. So you need to explain the different between seeking approval and getting another perceptive on things.
@Benjamin
That's Very true. Whats annoying is she is now treating it like a formal meeting and she is a bit more cold. I wonder what the meeting will be like. That's annoying is that she thinks I want her but I do not and she keeps on bringing up her BF and now she text me today after a week about meeting up but it was to much short notice, so we will meet up another day , but she just closed off the dialog like ok we can set another day after Easter, Take Care.
And she kept saying my messages put her off, I am Fu*king confused as hell, why wud she meet up with me, I mean she ignored me for a year so why inst she doing it again.
I sense that I will get tested a lot and I might fail, I don't care about failing I just hate disappointing people hence my YES MAN attitude.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
