Stage 3 Back to Front
This is going to be one of my long posts.
STAGE TWO REVIEW:
Stage two was awesome; I stopped “needing” women totally. I would picture my future been single without the missing something or sad lonely reaction. In my everyday life when I see an attractive women my old patterns of “wow, she’s an angel, her shit must smell of roses” type thoughts to sticking to whatever I was thinking about, no big deal just a symmetrical body of fresh, bones, blood and shit.
So this one girl I saw that I used to send love poems to over Facebook when I used to get drunk years ago, that I saw at a wedding last week , came to me and said “why are you acting like I don’t exist”.
Care less what people think:
I turned up to the wedding late with my brother, thought everyone had eaten so I went to serve myself and got chased away from the food by one fat lady in front of the whole audience, normally I would have thought I looked stupid and worried the whole time but I let it go. And let my brother do the worrying for me.
On Women again:
So been the introvert with ADD that I am I never wanted women for friendship (or guys at that), it was always a status thing, plus porn high jacked my brain and made me sex crazed. Stopped porn. Stopped looking at women at sex objects, starting caring less what people think stopped chasing social acceptance. My life was trapped by thinking about getting married and having kids and how that will mess up my plans of traveling the world (4 hour work week style) and indulge myself in project after project. Now am free from the burden of having be “normal”.
Its fucked up to say I wasn’t interested in women but business analysts say they is a reason why the majority of men reach success in they 40s or 50s when they sex drive takes and dive.
Meditation:
I finally managed to start meditating and it’s amazing how quite my mind has been since I started and how I keep improving each few days. I now see my brain more of a tool than who I am, its like when you detach and obverse your thoughts you start to notice that most of your thoughts are generated by your brain rather than by “you” or by your conscious will. It’s like when I first started driving and it was a powerful car that I was always reacting to rather than me been in control of it and making it move at the speed I wanted, turn smoothly, park the way I wanted etc.
Coaching:
Women are a fucken distraction, I can bet my life that if there where no women on earth man would have built a utopian planetary society of highly enlightened beings by now. I don’t say this lightly but even one of the most oldest and commonly known creational stories starts off with a guy risking everything to impress a women by becoming more powerful and intelligent, not blaming women for anything here. The reason am saying that is because I spend months and 100s with a dating coach and achieved nothing, when I could have got a life coach instead, the few months working with Steve and I am changed a lot of bad habits for healthy positive ones, and in a few years I won’t have a single bad habit at the pace am moving at.
ADD:
Went for a blood test for my liver and kidneys, and am left with a heart test before start taking my meditation for ADD. The few weeks I had the prescription drugs with India where great and I did a lot before the negative reactions kicked in, but in the next few weeks I can say bye to inattentiveness, poor memory, slow processing speeds and a list of other conditions due to the lack of important neurochemicals, of course a car running without enough oil will be a bit jagged, that’s expected. Since I started meditation after my week of depression, I feel I don’t need to expect my world to change because of the stimulates, life is meaningless expect for the meaning I give it.
Stage 3- So far
Stage 3 is becoming annoying , I have had a wet dream and a few sex dreams since starting and I have begun to look at women with a sexual twist, also I wasn’t into black girls and now am like fuck there are some amazing ones out there (sexually of Couse). At this point I don’t think I will do women magnet or sex magnet but I don’t know if what am expiring is from AM6 Stage 2 or just something from my general life. I will hate to start needing women again even if it’s for hot passionate sex. But if the end of AM6 ends up that way I will benefit from Women Magnet so that I can enjoy just talking with women, coz at the moment my pattern is like this, I see I hot women, I start my needy craving for love pattern, then I ask myself what I want her for? I definably don’t want friendship I find people boring when am sober, sex? I don’t enjoy it unfortunately , to show her off to my friends? So I feel superior for a few mins then what? The arward silence on the way home while I think about my projects, then that pattern is broken, I see the women as she is in reality and no thru my desires and life moves on.
It will be interesting to see how this program ends, but I tell you I will run it as many times as it takes to get all I can out of it. Also I haven't tapped for used another other self change methods, surprising that I no long run to EFT to solutions to my problem.
That’s it for this month folks, got work to do, see ya later
PS CALL ME "NO DAYS OFF DAN"
This is going to be one of my long posts.
STAGE TWO REVIEW:
Stage two was awesome; I stopped “needing” women totally. I would picture my future been single without the missing something or sad lonely reaction. In my everyday life when I see an attractive women my old patterns of “wow, she’s an angel, her shit must smell of roses” type thoughts to sticking to whatever I was thinking about, no big deal just a symmetrical body of fresh, bones, blood and shit.
So this one girl I saw that I used to send love poems to over Facebook when I used to get drunk years ago, that I saw at a wedding last week , came to me and said “why are you acting like I don’t exist”.
Care less what people think:
I turned up to the wedding late with my brother, thought everyone had eaten so I went to serve myself and got chased away from the food by one fat lady in front of the whole audience, normally I would have thought I looked stupid and worried the whole time but I let it go. And let my brother do the worrying for me.
On Women again:
So been the introvert with ADD that I am I never wanted women for friendship (or guys at that), it was always a status thing, plus porn high jacked my brain and made me sex crazed. Stopped porn. Stopped looking at women at sex objects, starting caring less what people think stopped chasing social acceptance. My life was trapped by thinking about getting married and having kids and how that will mess up my plans of traveling the world (4 hour work week style) and indulge myself in project after project. Now am free from the burden of having be “normal”.
Its fucked up to say I wasn’t interested in women but business analysts say they is a reason why the majority of men reach success in they 40s or 50s when they sex drive takes and dive.
Meditation:
I finally managed to start meditating and it’s amazing how quite my mind has been since I started and how I keep improving each few days. I now see my brain more of a tool than who I am, its like when you detach and obverse your thoughts you start to notice that most of your thoughts are generated by your brain rather than by “you” or by your conscious will. It’s like when I first started driving and it was a powerful car that I was always reacting to rather than me been in control of it and making it move at the speed I wanted, turn smoothly, park the way I wanted etc.
Coaching:
Women are a fucken distraction, I can bet my life that if there where no women on earth man would have built a utopian planetary society of highly enlightened beings by now. I don’t say this lightly but even one of the most oldest and commonly known creational stories starts off with a guy risking everything to impress a women by becoming more powerful and intelligent, not blaming women for anything here. The reason am saying that is because I spend months and 100s with a dating coach and achieved nothing, when I could have got a life coach instead, the few months working with Steve and I am changed a lot of bad habits for healthy positive ones, and in a few years I won’t have a single bad habit at the pace am moving at.
ADD:
Went for a blood test for my liver and kidneys, and am left with a heart test before start taking my meditation for ADD. The few weeks I had the prescription drugs with India where great and I did a lot before the negative reactions kicked in, but in the next few weeks I can say bye to inattentiveness, poor memory, slow processing speeds and a list of other conditions due to the lack of important neurochemicals, of course a car running without enough oil will be a bit jagged, that’s expected. Since I started meditation after my week of depression, I feel I don’t need to expect my world to change because of the stimulates, life is meaningless expect for the meaning I give it.
Stage 3- So far
Stage 3 is becoming annoying , I have had a wet dream and a few sex dreams since starting and I have begun to look at women with a sexual twist, also I wasn’t into black girls and now am like fuck there are some amazing ones out there (sexually of Couse). At this point I don’t think I will do women magnet or sex magnet but I don’t know if what am expiring is from AM6 Stage 2 or just something from my general life. I will hate to start needing women again even if it’s for hot passionate sex. But if the end of AM6 ends up that way I will benefit from Women Magnet so that I can enjoy just talking with women, coz at the moment my pattern is like this, I see I hot women, I start my needy craving for love pattern, then I ask myself what I want her for? I definably don’t want friendship I find people boring when am sober, sex? I don’t enjoy it unfortunately , to show her off to my friends? So I feel superior for a few mins then what? The arward silence on the way home while I think about my projects, then that pattern is broken, I see the women as she is in reality and no thru my desires and life moves on.
It will be interesting to see how this program ends, but I tell you I will run it as many times as it takes to get all I can out of it. Also I haven't tapped for used another other self change methods, surprising that I no long run to EFT to solutions to my problem.
That’s it for this month folks, got work to do, see ya later
PS CALL ME "NO DAYS OFF DAN"
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
