02-13-2015, 06:52 AM
Stage 5, day 6
Well more and more I am in AM6 the more I feel like I am actually doing something like WM2 instead of AM6. Wherever I go I get stares, waitress trying to flirt with me, coming to my table as much as 9 times just to ask if I have everything I need. Overall in last month and a half I probably got more attention from women than in whole last year, so improvement is big and it seems like its only starting to pick up.
I guess that might be the effect of Optimus Engine that is pushing me to fix my weakest link. Lately lots of my beliefs have changed, started to believe that I am the catch, that I am worth the best of the best girls and it seems like the reality is responding to that in law of attraction way for example it seems like thing are just happening so I could easily get to talk and make friends with hottest girls (talking about the 9-10s in looks). From class group assignments to random meetings in city.
Have been noticing that I find most girls now are simply boring, lifeless and without goals in life, but at the same time I attract more and more ones that are worth my time. Another thing that changed, or at least became more apparent is my seduction style. Now I am not taking the initiative and most of the time let girl to escalate the talk and do most of the seduction. The only thing I do is then talking and listening look them deep in their eyes. It seems to drive them nuts, you can clearly see them start to blush, get a little bit of panicked and start to talk more fast. I take initiative only then girl have put quite a bit of work herself and I feel like I want to.
Can feel strong non neediness, my ego getting down and simply not caring then I get rejected (not all girls do respond to me, but its only a matter of time
). Now the main question is whatever I should do WM2 or SM3 after I finish with AM6.
Well more and more I am in AM6 the more I feel like I am actually doing something like WM2 instead of AM6. Wherever I go I get stares, waitress trying to flirt with me, coming to my table as much as 9 times just to ask if I have everything I need. Overall in last month and a half I probably got more attention from women than in whole last year, so improvement is big and it seems like its only starting to pick up.
I guess that might be the effect of Optimus Engine that is pushing me to fix my weakest link. Lately lots of my beliefs have changed, started to believe that I am the catch, that I am worth the best of the best girls and it seems like the reality is responding to that in law of attraction way for example it seems like thing are just happening so I could easily get to talk and make friends with hottest girls (talking about the 9-10s in looks). From class group assignments to random meetings in city.
Have been noticing that I find most girls now are simply boring, lifeless and without goals in life, but at the same time I attract more and more ones that are worth my time. Another thing that changed, or at least became more apparent is my seduction style. Now I am not taking the initiative and most of the time let girl to escalate the talk and do most of the seduction. The only thing I do is then talking and listening look them deep in their eyes. It seems to drive them nuts, you can clearly see them start to blush, get a little bit of panicked and start to talk more fast. I take initiative only then girl have put quite a bit of work herself and I feel like I want to.
Can feel strong non neediness, my ego getting down and simply not caring then I get rejected (not all girls do respond to me, but its only a matter of time
). Now the main question is whatever I should do WM2 or SM3 after I finish with AM6.
