01-30-2015, 03:07 AM
Stage 4, 3 weeks in
Yesterday I have made few big realizations why I had so much trouble communicating with girls. It seemed recently that they all have lost their logic, for example girl from new year party (we haven't chatted besides few messages 2 weeks back) have invited me to her concert event (through facebook) 3 times in 2 days, and last day she even textted me asking me come. After I told her that I am busy that day, exchanged few messages back and forth, and suggested that we can meet up other day she just said "Good nigh
".
Only after talking with a friend (girl) of mine and reading some SM diaries here that it hit me... "She is so attracted to me and she doesn't want to look desperate", keep in mind that she is a good looking 9. I guess she is simply not used to have to play not by her rules. I understood this then friend told me that recently I have changed a lot and it might seem that not many people can stand up to me as equal and that might make a lot of girls insecure. Plus reading some crazy reactions in SM diaries seems by small amount similar to what is happening here. I guess I will just have to adjust my game a bit, lower the amount of teasing and giving a bit of approval to girls then they deserve that.
Now only then I have calculated to how much I am listening to sub it often adds up to as much as 15-18 hours out of which 9-10h is a sleep.
Some new changes I have seen is my body language suddenly improved, became way slower, more controlled. I always had a good walking posture, but now it seems I have that alpha aura around. I just love walking in crowded places because it seems like where I go people just walk to the sides and give me my way. Also noticed increase in hidden (45 degree) stares from girls when I am walking too.
Yesterday I have made few big realizations why I had so much trouble communicating with girls. It seemed recently that they all have lost their logic, for example girl from new year party (we haven't chatted besides few messages 2 weeks back) have invited me to her concert event (through facebook) 3 times in 2 days, and last day she even textted me asking me come. After I told her that I am busy that day, exchanged few messages back and forth, and suggested that we can meet up other day she just said "Good nigh
". Only after talking with a friend (girl) of mine and reading some SM diaries here that it hit me... "She is so attracted to me and she doesn't want to look desperate", keep in mind that she is a good looking 9. I guess she is simply not used to have to play not by her rules. I understood this then friend told me that recently I have changed a lot and it might seem that not many people can stand up to me as equal and that might make a lot of girls insecure. Plus reading some crazy reactions in SM diaries seems by small amount similar to what is happening here. I guess I will just have to adjust my game a bit, lower the amount of teasing and giving a bit of approval to girls then they deserve that.
Now only then I have calculated to how much I am listening to sub it often adds up to as much as 15-18 hours out of which 9-10h is a sleep.
Some new changes I have seen is my body language suddenly improved, became way slower, more controlled. I always had a good walking posture, but now it seems I have that alpha aura around. I just love walking in crowded places because it seems like where I go people just walk to the sides and give me my way. Also noticed increase in hidden (45 degree) stares from girls when I am walking too.
