01-06-2015, 05:38 AM
AM just mixing a lot of files for the next 3 months, am not taking my PC with me, just my laptop as my PC as the editing programs installed in it.
I’ve been up 24 hours now, well I have 2 hours light sleep. The energy drink is doing its job, but I have had too much and an feeling anxious and negative, I guess everyone tends to think negativity then they are ill. (And the guy I spoke to about a flat has had second thoughts about taking me on, guess it’s for the best, his single and 38, it might rub off on me.)
What I’ve noticed is when the negative thoughts come in, I keep telling myself I have to validate myself (thus rejecting the thoughts), “I have to be the source of my own positivity” I tell myself, its a good skill am developing but I seem to be afraid that I might end up with delusional trying to validate myself which makes it temping to try and get a second opinion but that just starts the cycle of external validation again.
I haven’t completed DYD so I don’t know if he address this directly but I do remember David saying to be careful with affirmations and the sort as he met many guys that thought they were successful but really weren’t.
Anyone experienced this yet?
I’ve been up 24 hours now, well I have 2 hours light sleep. The energy drink is doing its job, but I have had too much and an feeling anxious and negative, I guess everyone tends to think negativity then they are ill. (And the guy I spoke to about a flat has had second thoughts about taking me on, guess it’s for the best, his single and 38, it might rub off on me.)
What I’ve noticed is when the negative thoughts come in, I keep telling myself I have to validate myself (thus rejecting the thoughts), “I have to be the source of my own positivity” I tell myself, its a good skill am developing but I seem to be afraid that I might end up with delusional trying to validate myself which makes it temping to try and get a second opinion but that just starts the cycle of external validation again.
I haven’t completed DYD so I don’t know if he address this directly but I do remember David saying to be careful with affirmations and the sort as he met many guys that thought they were successful but really weren’t.
Anyone experienced this yet?
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
