That reminded me to try and sell some of the expensive equipment I’ve accumulated over the years since an moving soon and won’t be using them again as they didn’t do what they were marketed to do. Man you don’t understand I’ve been hacking at this mountain with an IcePick for years now, I just hope the National Health Service of the United Kingdom as a better way.
So a few months ago after another failed ADD cure experiment I ticked off the list and moved on to another method. This time I had the option either to get a new car or get the equipment for the new method which was neuro-feedback, biofeedback didn’t have any positive results for me.
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The way I saw it is everything I ever dreamed off is on the other side of that mountain, some peoples obstacles are like Hills in the lovely countryside compared to what am facing and if I get over it I’ll be the greatest in my own estimate. So I forked out an arm and leg and got the gear.
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NASA patented EEG Neurofeedback technology from http://www.smartbraintech.com/
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Guess what, It didn’t help one bit. At this point in my life I rather die taking some experimental NHS ADD stimulate than become a bitter old man sat in a rocking chair in some old aged home I loath telling my grandchildren I resent (because I just settled for any women that would have me) that life is unfair and some people just aren’t meant to be successful no matter how hard they try nature and the universe has already cast the dire on some Eugenics Darwinian bullsh*t.
F*CK THAT, am not giving in or giving up, mine is going to be a Tale of Glory, after this, after the all the hardships, not getting accepted in jobs because I didn’t finish the tests in time, getting called names, getting laughed at, having people thinking am a failure, useless, a waste man, been depressed, having suicidal thoughts, going crazy for months and no one believing, been depended on illegal drugs just to make it thru a dreadful day, having the lowest of low self-esteems in human history, been the only non-physically disable child in the whole school in Special Class and not told why, dealing will racism even before I even knew what the word meant, beat up by teachers, thrown in closets in kindergarten, been exposed to domestic violence, going thru abandonment issues, dealing with a lot of other issues and obstacles and overcoming it all to be writing this Right Now.
After I deal with these ADD symptoms I would have gone all the way thru the fire (where countless others quit, gave up, committed suicide, settled for less or fall into the underworld’s life of crime) and I would have came out unscathed with an Iron Will and I red hot desire to WIN, everything else will be child’s play from that moment one. TRUST ME, I TELL YOU THE TRUTH!
So a few months ago after another failed ADD cure experiment I ticked off the list and moved on to another method. This time I had the option either to get a new car or get the equipment for the new method which was neuro-feedback, biofeedback didn’t have any positive results for me.
The way I saw it is everything I ever dreamed off is on the other side of that mountain, some peoples obstacles are like Hills in the lovely countryside compared to what am facing and if I get over it I’ll be the greatest in my own estimate. So I forked out an arm and leg and got the gear.
NASA patented EEG Neurofeedback technology from http://www.smartbraintech.com/
Guess what, It didn’t help one bit. At this point in my life I rather die taking some experimental NHS ADD stimulate than become a bitter old man sat in a rocking chair in some old aged home I loath telling my grandchildren I resent (because I just settled for any women that would have me) that life is unfair and some people just aren’t meant to be successful no matter how hard they try nature and the universe has already cast the dire on some Eugenics Darwinian bullsh*t.
F*CK THAT, am not giving in or giving up, mine is going to be a Tale of Glory, after this, after the all the hardships, not getting accepted in jobs because I didn’t finish the tests in time, getting called names, getting laughed at, having people thinking am a failure, useless, a waste man, been depressed, having suicidal thoughts, going crazy for months and no one believing, been depended on illegal drugs just to make it thru a dreadful day, having the lowest of low self-esteems in human history, been the only non-physically disable child in the whole school in Special Class and not told why, dealing will racism even before I even knew what the word meant, beat up by teachers, thrown in closets in kindergarten, been exposed to domestic violence, going thru abandonment issues, dealing with a lot of other issues and obstacles and overcoming it all to be writing this Right Now.
After I deal with these ADD symptoms I would have gone all the way thru the fire (where countless others quit, gave up, committed suicide, settled for less or fall into the underworld’s life of crime) and I would have came out unscathed with an Iron Will and I red hot desire to WIN, everything else will be child’s play from that moment one. TRUST ME, I TELL YOU THE TRUTH!
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
