AM6 STAGE 1 - Day 14
Almost at the halfway mark for stage one:
-Noticed that am envisioning the future the way I want it to be, whereas before I would only see the unrealistic worst that can happen.
-Been jogging daily, am no longer having to push myself, I just know its that time and I get up and do it. Used my ab toner last night while jogging, interesting experience.
-I feel like there is two of me, the old vs the new (thoughts, feeling and beliefs), some immature behaviors and thoughts are re-surfacing (cud it be the maturity script in action?)
-Still finding it hard to sleep and hard to awake.
- Less and less am thinking about the past, and even when I do I realize it and change direction, before I would get caught up in the false memories for a longer time and feel worst with each.
I working on my goals for the year and a daily visualization script to keep me focused on them. I also done some shopping, getting my sexy grown-man look going on. For years I was walking around looking at a dum and feeling terrible spending all my money on self-help products , it paid off, now i'll walk around looking like somebody and feeling like a prince creator. Only progressive thoughts, feelings and emotions for 2015.
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I called up the ADHD clinic on Friday and they haven't even scheduled another appointment, I asked how long it may take until I feel a pill going down my neck and she said 1-2 months. After soaking up the "The Universe Doesn't Give a Flying **** About You" and “You Are Dying, and your World is a Lie” which I attached a few days ago, it made me realize that I lack a sense of urgency, am not getting any more younger and time is slipping by like sand in an hour glass, while I wait to live, to be happy, to achieve, to have fun etc. F*CK WAITING, am not going to wait 2 months to become more productive I have a lot of EPIC S*it to do. I organised to get myself some meds without a prescription, any min now I'll get them. Can't wait to get them and start building my empire.
Almost at the halfway mark for stage one:
-Noticed that am envisioning the future the way I want it to be, whereas before I would only see the unrealistic worst that can happen.
-Been jogging daily, am no longer having to push myself, I just know its that time and I get up and do it. Used my ab toner last night while jogging, interesting experience.
-I feel like there is two of me, the old vs the new (thoughts, feeling and beliefs), some immature behaviors and thoughts are re-surfacing (cud it be the maturity script in action?)
-Still finding it hard to sleep and hard to awake.
- Less and less am thinking about the past, and even when I do I realize it and change direction, before I would get caught up in the false memories for a longer time and feel worst with each.
I working on my goals for the year and a daily visualization script to keep me focused on them. I also done some shopping, getting my sexy grown-man look going on. For years I was walking around looking at a dum and feeling terrible spending all my money on self-help products , it paid off, now i'll walk around looking like somebody and feeling like a prince creator. Only progressive thoughts, feelings and emotions for 2015.
I called up the ADHD clinic on Friday and they haven't even scheduled another appointment, I asked how long it may take until I feel a pill going down my neck and she said 1-2 months. After soaking up the "The Universe Doesn't Give a Flying **** About You" and “You Are Dying, and your World is a Lie” which I attached a few days ago, it made me realize that I lack a sense of urgency, am not getting any more younger and time is slipping by like sand in an hour glass, while I wait to live, to be happy, to achieve, to have fun etc. F*CK WAITING, am not going to wait 2 months to become more productive I have a lot of EPIC S*it to do. I organised to get myself some meds without a prescription, any min now I'll get them. Can't wait to get them and start building my empire.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
