AM6 STAGE 1 - Day 6
WWJD
Just got into an heated discussion with my brother, of course he has alot of ADD like I do, meaning he suffers from a lot of symptoms from what I’ve noticed. Told him about the assessment I went to and all that. He seems to think I always push my improvement stuff onto him.
I got over smoking and drinking and tried to give him the same techniques, I got over many issues he has using EFT, hypnosis etc but he won’t have it. I feel like if the ADD medication works as “advertised” I will grow by leaps and bounds and our relationship will be treated. I guess that’s what it’s like in relationships when one person grows and another stays stagnant (must be the worse in a marriage). Its just so the more f'd up when its family.
Selfishness or Self-righteousness
I need to find the line and stop trying to be like Jesus helping everyone and just help myself (selfish?). This reminds me of a dream I had, this morning, as usual the subs woke me up after a few hours. So I was having little periods of sleep and I had a dream, some aliens or something invaded my city and I decided to take charge, telling the women and children where to go, gathering young folk and men to join the fight, I even gave one of those motivational speeches you see in epic war movies. My mum, sister and brother where in the dream too, not sure what it means, but my dreams are really entertaining lately. I wonder what adventures are instore for me tonight.
Life Coach and ADD
I missed an appointment with my Life Coach today, it was to work on my goals for 2015 and the next 5-10 years, he emailed me 4 hours later for some reason, if he had done sooner we could have still had it. I can blame it on my ADD, his the only person in my life that suggested I go get checked out for my ADD and Dyslexia (Duh!!), so it will be promising working with him. He works with a lot of people with the same disposition or so he says.
2014 Recap – 2015 options
I swear down if the meds don’t work, am going ZEN on the world and seeking the spiritual path fully accepting that I was not meant for material success. I was reviewing my entire journal to summize the year and the improvements I made, it may take a while, family is still around for the holiday. I also lied to my investor today about the progress of Amazon, not proud about it but I thought best to get on the meds first for better productivity before we begin persisting again, doubt he'll understand.
BOTTOMS UP! :angel:
WWJD
Just got into an heated discussion with my brother, of course he has alot of ADD like I do, meaning he suffers from a lot of symptoms from what I’ve noticed. Told him about the assessment I went to and all that. He seems to think I always push my improvement stuff onto him.
I got over smoking and drinking and tried to give him the same techniques, I got over many issues he has using EFT, hypnosis etc but he won’t have it. I feel like if the ADD medication works as “advertised” I will grow by leaps and bounds and our relationship will be treated. I guess that’s what it’s like in relationships when one person grows and another stays stagnant (must be the worse in a marriage). Its just so the more f'd up when its family.
Selfishness or Self-righteousness
I need to find the line and stop trying to be like Jesus helping everyone and just help myself (selfish?). This reminds me of a dream I had, this morning, as usual the subs woke me up after a few hours. So I was having little periods of sleep and I had a dream, some aliens or something invaded my city and I decided to take charge, telling the women and children where to go, gathering young folk and men to join the fight, I even gave one of those motivational speeches you see in epic war movies. My mum, sister and brother where in the dream too, not sure what it means, but my dreams are really entertaining lately. I wonder what adventures are instore for me tonight.
Life Coach and ADD
I missed an appointment with my Life Coach today, it was to work on my goals for 2015 and the next 5-10 years, he emailed me 4 hours later for some reason, if he had done sooner we could have still had it. I can blame it on my ADD, his the only person in my life that suggested I go get checked out for my ADD and Dyslexia (Duh!!), so it will be promising working with him. He works with a lot of people with the same disposition or so he says.
2014 Recap – 2015 options
I swear down if the meds don’t work, am going ZEN on the world and seeking the spiritual path fully accepting that I was not meant for material success. I was reviewing my entire journal to summize the year and the improvements I made, it may take a while, family is still around for the holiday. I also lied to my investor today about the progress of Amazon, not proud about it but I thought best to get on the meds first for better productivity before we begin persisting again, doubt he'll understand.
BOTTOMS UP! :angel:
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
