12-24-2014, 03:29 PM
AM6 STAGE 1 - Day 4
It seems my dreams have turned into action movies. I was like James Bond last night, I actually stabbed two guys in the chest during a car chase and tipped a truck. I then had a few intimate dreams, in one I was declaring my love to some girl. Then in another I was in a bath with two female kids, it was really disturbing they kept changing from women to kids. I don’t know if it has anything to do with the girl I met yesterday, I got her number and she said she was 17 via text, am like 26 so I thought to not take it any further. On that note I asked her to guess my age, she said 16. It made me a bit insecure, wondering if I was that immature in my approach, or the way I was dressed (I had a tracksuit on) or if it’s just coz am a small guy. I asked her why she said 16 and she said coz I asked her to guess. I have underachieved for my age so I get embarrassed sometimes when I said it. All that's soon to change tho.
AM6 Health Motivation?
I have been jogging for 3 days in a row, yesterday I just when out for a walk and I was like come on man and started jogging, today I was like let me go jogging. If I keep this up for a week + I will give full credit to AM6 has it will be a first.
I woke up at around 1:30pm today and stayed in bed a long time, I had planned to go and break some more fears today but I didn’t have the energy. I have been neglecting my diet and it’s been sapping my energy. I watched a vid from Tyler RSD for hardcase newbies and he has ADHD, had depressive tendies and who knows what else, In it he says that such people need to watch they diet more than others, they already chemically inbalanced and he was like even drinking a soda can change the outcome of a day for such a person. Can’t wait to start gyming and dieting when I get my first pay, I have a program and diet plan ready.
About ambition threatening diseases and cures
Besides that listened to “Attention Deficit Disorder” audiobook by some Doctor and it describes test cases and personal stories, I don’t know weather to be pissed off or happy, it seems all my problems like be sorted out by taking stimulates twice a day. Imagine that, self-esteem boost, motivation, focus, organisation skills and a host of my other weak points, sorted in 15-30 mins.
Am shaking in excitement right now, I always felt distained for greatness but had this invisible barrier, I could never break thru coz I could never see, but now a simple little pill can remove it. I have gained many qualities from having these condition and am burning with a desire to “win” that will make hell freeze over. I don’t know who I’ll become by this time next year, but I do know it will be the best year of my life and that will be a new trend.
Commitment and Enthusiasm
OH yeah finally got an email from the marketplace they approved the business account after giving my 6 months of hell, asking us to resend the documents like 100 times, lost interest in the business, now I need to psych myself up, wish I could start the new BASE now. Also I have started been active on the forums since starting AM6, any connection there, I wonder.
It seems my dreams have turned into action movies. I was like James Bond last night, I actually stabbed two guys in the chest during a car chase and tipped a truck. I then had a few intimate dreams, in one I was declaring my love to some girl. Then in another I was in a bath with two female kids, it was really disturbing they kept changing from women to kids. I don’t know if it has anything to do with the girl I met yesterday, I got her number and she said she was 17 via text, am like 26 so I thought to not take it any further. On that note I asked her to guess my age, she said 16. It made me a bit insecure, wondering if I was that immature in my approach, or the way I was dressed (I had a tracksuit on) or if it’s just coz am a small guy. I asked her why she said 16 and she said coz I asked her to guess. I have underachieved for my age so I get embarrassed sometimes when I said it. All that's soon to change tho.
AM6 Health Motivation?
I have been jogging for 3 days in a row, yesterday I just when out for a walk and I was like come on man and started jogging, today I was like let me go jogging. If I keep this up for a week + I will give full credit to AM6 has it will be a first.
I woke up at around 1:30pm today and stayed in bed a long time, I had planned to go and break some more fears today but I didn’t have the energy. I have been neglecting my diet and it’s been sapping my energy. I watched a vid from Tyler RSD for hardcase newbies and he has ADHD, had depressive tendies and who knows what else, In it he says that such people need to watch they diet more than others, they already chemically inbalanced and he was like even drinking a soda can change the outcome of a day for such a person. Can’t wait to start gyming and dieting when I get my first pay, I have a program and diet plan ready.
About ambition threatening diseases and cures
Besides that listened to “Attention Deficit Disorder” audiobook by some Doctor and it describes test cases and personal stories, I don’t know weather to be pissed off or happy, it seems all my problems like be sorted out by taking stimulates twice a day. Imagine that, self-esteem boost, motivation, focus, organisation skills and a host of my other weak points, sorted in 15-30 mins.
Am shaking in excitement right now, I always felt distained for greatness but had this invisible barrier, I could never break thru coz I could never see, but now a simple little pill can remove it. I have gained many qualities from having these condition and am burning with a desire to “win” that will make hell freeze over. I don’t know who I’ll become by this time next year, but I do know it will be the best year of my life and that will be a new trend.
Commitment and Enthusiasm
OH yeah finally got an email from the marketplace they approved the business account after giving my 6 months of hell, asking us to resend the documents like 100 times, lost interest in the business, now I need to psych myself up, wish I could start the new BASE now. Also I have started been active on the forums since starting AM6, any connection there, I wonder.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
