12-17-2014, 07:49 AM
(12-16-2014, 05:42 PM)LiquidMind Wrote: Nice journey man
How would you describe the stages from 1 to 3 so far with a couple of words each? (I'm day 9 of stage 1 so far)
Keep it up!
LM
I always felt resistance at 1st week of each stage then 2-3 week pretty much nothing and on week 4 it always blossoms.
Stage 1: Became more cocky, confident, calling people on shit, more relaxed. Voice became deeper. Had some nightmares, not pleasant dreams (was killing zombies and stuff).
Stage 2: Felt pretty casual, a bit of anger at start, then it calmed down. Had lot's of scary nightmares, felt lots of fear in them (mostly from my past traumas). Then suddenly socializing became way more easy, fun and casual. Got rid of some fear of being judged or not approved. (EPRHA?) Voice became normal once again.
Stage 3: Well was angry and frustrated at the start as usual, no bad dreams now, actually had a lot of super pleasant ones (dreamed of me having my dreams). Moving slower, posture and movements improved, a bit more confident and noticed my voice getting deeper again.
