10-31-2014, 11:08 PM
(10-31-2014, 09:36 PM)Shannon Wrote: Depression is often a result of the subconscious wanting to resist the program, but realizing that it cannot... feeling unable to avoid that change that scares it... and responding with depression (feelings of hopelessness to avoid a fear). Until the change is made, at which time it disappears and is replaced by new positive programming. It is also possible that you are confronting and dealing with feelings of hopelessness in other directions based on other things, usually strongly ingrained faulty thinking and beliefs.
Thank you Shannon, it might just be normal reaction of depression (I have felt it a lot during AM5). Kinda thought that it might be sub pushing me to move my ass somewhere and to do things to improve my life by making me feel not content with what I have and creating that feeling that my life lacks something.