STAGE 1: DONE! COMPLETE!
PLAY TIME: a good 16-20 hours day/night
TRACKS: i alternate ocean and stream AND do about 2-4 hours of ultrasonic
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these are the changes i have noticed:
and how that showed up in the world:
there are other subtle changes from within and i am still processing what these exactly are, but i am enjoying the process.
i am on STAGE 2, DAY 3 now.
woooo!
PLAY TIME: a good 16-20 hours day/night
TRACKS: i alternate ocean and stream AND do about 2-4 hours of ultrasonic
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these are the changes i have noticed:
- was easily moody (irritated/frustrated) the entire month (and usually am not)
- i challenged people and their opinions
- i did feel better about myself
- i thought less about what people thought of me
- i started betting on myself like a badass
- i said what i was thinking more easily (did not hide my annoyance)
- becoming more "sexually open"
and how that showed up in the world:
- people somehow noticed me/my presence more while out in malls or etc
- guys who are "cool" took notice of my as a man as well
- women of all ages stared at me here and there
- when i had to voice something out, i did (and usually i dont so not to rock the boat or to keep peace) -- and ppl respected that
there are other subtle changes from within and i am still processing what these exactly are, but i am enjoying the process.
i am on STAGE 2, DAY 3 now.
woooo!