01-29-2014, 03:42 AM
I was in a better mood today than yesterday so I called the presenter that called left a voice message yesterday other from that meet up. She wants to meet up for coffee, and she basically invited me to have an active role in her organisation as a speaker. I can’t believe this, I thought I was terrible, she actually said “I believe we connected like that for a reason, the universe made us meet”.
can’t believe this still my negative side is telling me she actually call up everyone and said the same thing because she needs supporters. But another part of me knows that’s not true cause I did “feel” something too and I saw something in her “click”. Plus I had to suppress many thought our sex then that same night I had a wet dream. She’s like 40 and she son is a few years younger than me, can you believe that sh*t, she looks younger tho.
I need some advice on this, cause I find it hard to separate reality of my imagination or that negative voice from the truth.
can’t believe this still my negative side is telling me she actually call up everyone and said the same thing because she needs supporters. But another part of me knows that’s not true cause I did “feel” something too and I saw something in her “click”. Plus I had to suppress many thought our sex then that same night I had a wet dream. She’s like 40 and she son is a few years younger than me, can you believe that sh*t, she looks younger tho.
I need some advice on this, cause I find it hard to separate reality of my imagination or that negative voice from the truth.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
