01-21-2014, 12:13 PM
Source of my negativity
I Looked at everyone in my life and filtered the positive influences from the negative ones and noticed the cause of many of my problems in that one little excise. I must always evaluate my relationships and see whether they are negative or positive, major or minor and decide whether its worth investing time into. Also I must know who speaks the truth and associate with people who are honest, successful (in various areas ) and positive.
I have cut out porn, TV and other negative influences and replaced them with more helpful ones. It difficult to accept that my family as added to my pain instead of helping elevate it, it even more difficult to accept that they may never change and if I want to I must spend as little time as possible with them to decease they negative influence on my life (it’s not that bad but not helpful too). I have been a positive influence, more positive than negative to the people around me and as I sort out my issues my influence gets more positive.
I found that am triggered into sadness by certain music I can’t escape so I will have to make time at some point on the weekend and tap to all those songs that have the biggest negative impact on me espiseaply all those songs about how love hurts and is pain, and those victim mentality reggae tunes.
Right Brain Issue
Well maybe I missed the point people on the forum where trying to make when they said am trying to fix a right brain issue with the left brain, I have to work on my mind reading skills as I didn’t understand . My coach recommended that I write poetry or music and do something creative every day to balance myself out. I may want totally different things when my creative energies are balanced with the rest. So I have been attempting to do so.
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser ~ Short Term Goal #3 – Week Day Ritual
It’s so unbelievable I actually woke up at 6 am and lived out a structured day, my competed my whole routine on Sunday and now am left to write poetry, plan for tomorrow and do my mental work then sleep. I excised, done my brain training, and everything else. Before I was the creative type, I hated routine and structure, I just wanted to be free with my thoughts, but starting a business and trying to be “FREE” in the sense that money can free up your time I had to change. I have been struggling for years with my sleeping pattern and even just doing routine things in the order they need to be done by.
I am so grateful I found this IML’s store and forum and all the resources that have assisted me, this will be the most productive year of my life, all those things I have been saying I want to do for years, this year I do them, all those books, and they experiences, yes this is the year. Thank You
I Looked at everyone in my life and filtered the positive influences from the negative ones and noticed the cause of many of my problems in that one little excise. I must always evaluate my relationships and see whether they are negative or positive, major or minor and decide whether its worth investing time into. Also I must know who speaks the truth and associate with people who are honest, successful (in various areas ) and positive.
I have cut out porn, TV and other negative influences and replaced them with more helpful ones. It difficult to accept that my family as added to my pain instead of helping elevate it, it even more difficult to accept that they may never change and if I want to I must spend as little time as possible with them to decease they negative influence on my life (it’s not that bad but not helpful too). I have been a positive influence, more positive than negative to the people around me and as I sort out my issues my influence gets more positive.
I found that am triggered into sadness by certain music I can’t escape so I will have to make time at some point on the weekend and tap to all those songs that have the biggest negative impact on me espiseaply all those songs about how love hurts and is pain, and those victim mentality reggae tunes.
Right Brain Issue
Well maybe I missed the point people on the forum where trying to make when they said am trying to fix a right brain issue with the left brain, I have to work on my mind reading skills as I didn’t understand . My coach recommended that I write poetry or music and do something creative every day to balance myself out. I may want totally different things when my creative energies are balanced with the rest. So I have been attempting to do so.
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser ~ Short Term Goal #3 – Week Day Ritual
It’s so unbelievable I actually woke up at 6 am and lived out a structured day, my competed my whole routine on Sunday and now am left to write poetry, plan for tomorrow and do my mental work then sleep. I excised, done my brain training, and everything else. Before I was the creative type, I hated routine and structure, I just wanted to be free with my thoughts, but starting a business and trying to be “FREE” in the sense that money can free up your time I had to change. I have been struggling for years with my sleeping pattern and even just doing routine things in the order they need to be done by.
I am so grateful I found this IML’s store and forum and all the resources that have assisted me, this will be the most productive year of my life, all those things I have been saying I want to do for years, this year I do them, all those books, and they experiences, yes this is the year. Thank You
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
