01-20-2014, 05:10 AM
Wet Dreams and Nightmares
I have a sexual dream of my Coach, there was no intercourse just nudity, cool stuff. I have been doing the home I was given and received some resources to help with my dyslexia; I will see how that works out.
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser ~ Short Term Goal #3 – Week Day Ritual
So I woke up at 6 and I done everything in my new routine, and it was great. For the 8 hours of work I spent most of it talking to my sister. She just broke up from a bad marriage and came home to calm down, she had some serious issues and people have noticed her improvements since we began sour “talks”.
It’s helpful that I learnt all this stuff trying to “fix” myself, in a few more years I will be a expert in change work and I could help many more people.
Anyway I woke up today totally exhausted and I still feel ill, my head is pounding I feel weak etc. Maybe it was too much to change my whole routine in one day. I might need to phase things in to allow my body to adjust, I happy that I managed to stay on track with it so in time I will only have productive habits.
Now that’s what I call progress.
Negativity as a Concept
I am working on changing my minds view on negativity and fear based emotions, somehow I thought there where benefits or that its nesscercy to have them or I have many secondary benefits. But now am working on consciously erasing the concepts from my mind and it seems to be working wonders.
I have a sexual dream of my Coach, there was no intercourse just nudity, cool stuff. I have been doing the home I was given and received some resources to help with my dyslexia; I will see how that works out.
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser ~ Short Term Goal #3 – Week Day Ritual
So I woke up at 6 and I done everything in my new routine, and it was great. For the 8 hours of work I spent most of it talking to my sister. She just broke up from a bad marriage and came home to calm down, she had some serious issues and people have noticed her improvements since we began sour “talks”.
It’s helpful that I learnt all this stuff trying to “fix” myself, in a few more years I will be a expert in change work and I could help many more people.
Anyway I woke up today totally exhausted and I still feel ill, my head is pounding I feel weak etc. Maybe it was too much to change my whole routine in one day. I might need to phase things in to allow my body to adjust, I happy that I managed to stay on track with it so in time I will only have productive habits.
Now that’s what I call progress.
Negativity as a Concept
I am working on changing my minds view on negativity and fear based emotions, somehow I thought there where benefits or that its nesscercy to have them or I have many secondary benefits. But now am working on consciously erasing the concepts from my mind and it seems to be working wonders.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
