01-16-2014, 07:05 AM
I swear this stage must be dealing with the past or relationships, I have been dreaming about people I haven’t thought about or seen in years, and it’s always from the view point I haven’t done anything with my life. I wonder what this stage will achieve.
Albert Einstein was once considered retarded
During a business meeting today with an expert service provider and an ex vice president of an international cooperation I came up with a solution to a problem we were having, that they experience should have shared a light on and the reason I arranged the meeting in the first place.
I still had a problem of feeling smart or thinking well of myself, its as if I don’t want to get big headed or lie to myself, or I feel as though they must be really stupid (but I would still feel intimidated to train to do they jobs).
I would think 1000 other things before I pat myself on the back.
This seems to be a big issue because how is my confident to grow or how will I develop the attitude of a self-made millionaire if I only look at my weaknesses and brush my strengths to the side?
So I began tapping asking my self question like “how do I know my smart”, “how would I know if I was a genius or not”, the fact that blind people have deflects and can’t perceive certain things doesn’t mean they stupid, and how it relations to my ability to spell. How the blind person would develop other sense to compensate and how I also have many skills as a result of my dyslexia and other hidden talents I will only find out if I experiment and try new things.
I feel better and I think I will continue this line of tapping.
Money By All Means
Last night I noticed that I have a believe that it’s okay for me to be Wealthy but I have a problem been Rich. It’s a really funny issue, how can I be wealthy without been rich first? I believe everyone can have abundance that we still living in paradise like Jesus said the Kingdom of Heaven is within you, so we can all experience it NOW. But I have a problem been rich.
It’s as if words are they own unique concepts in the brain and need to be dealt with individually. I neutralized my favourite trigger word “Stupid” and my relentless mind replaced it with “Thick”, Ha, I thought to my self.
Hopeful I won’t have to go through the whole dictionary and neutralize all the words relating to “Stupid”, even if I did it wound be blissful to live a life where I don’t have to be paranoid about my level of intelligence.
I wonder if I will feel the need to take IQ tests and all that nonsense at the end of AM5 and after I cleared out all my fears and triggers.
But then again “how does anyone know if they smart or not”? “top of the head” tap tap tap.
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser
I am now waking up at 8-8:30 when this stabilizes for a week or so I will start waking up 10-15 mins early every day until I reach my target of 6 am.
It a bit hard because some nights I have an issue that keeps me up and a tap for hours, other nights its smooth sailing. Anyway better to have a target than none at all.
Short Term Goal #3 – Week Day Ritual
I am finding it easier to do things a used to dread before, I have been doing my brain training without any resistance at all, I always read every morning say my affirmations, visualize, listen to my hypnosis, do my brain wave entrainment.
The meditation and excise will take some pushing to do. But am happy with the progress, before I would either just focus on one thing until it’s done and forget other areas of my life. Now am finding balance and months away from the perfect balance but progress is a process that takes more than a few days.
Albert Einstein was once considered retarded
During a business meeting today with an expert service provider and an ex vice president of an international cooperation I came up with a solution to a problem we were having, that they experience should have shared a light on and the reason I arranged the meeting in the first place.
I still had a problem of feeling smart or thinking well of myself, its as if I don’t want to get big headed or lie to myself, or I feel as though they must be really stupid (but I would still feel intimidated to train to do they jobs).
I would think 1000 other things before I pat myself on the back.
This seems to be a big issue because how is my confident to grow or how will I develop the attitude of a self-made millionaire if I only look at my weaknesses and brush my strengths to the side?
So I began tapping asking my self question like “how do I know my smart”, “how would I know if I was a genius or not”, the fact that blind people have deflects and can’t perceive certain things doesn’t mean they stupid, and how it relations to my ability to spell. How the blind person would develop other sense to compensate and how I also have many skills as a result of my dyslexia and other hidden talents I will only find out if I experiment and try new things.
I feel better and I think I will continue this line of tapping.
Money By All Means
Last night I noticed that I have a believe that it’s okay for me to be Wealthy but I have a problem been Rich. It’s a really funny issue, how can I be wealthy without been rich first? I believe everyone can have abundance that we still living in paradise like Jesus said the Kingdom of Heaven is within you, so we can all experience it NOW. But I have a problem been rich.
It’s as if words are they own unique concepts in the brain and need to be dealt with individually. I neutralized my favourite trigger word “Stupid” and my relentless mind replaced it with “Thick”, Ha, I thought to my self.
Hopeful I won’t have to go through the whole dictionary and neutralize all the words relating to “Stupid”, even if I did it wound be blissful to live a life where I don’t have to be paranoid about my level of intelligence.
I wonder if I will feel the need to take IQ tests and all that nonsense at the end of AM5 and after I cleared out all my fears and triggers.
But then again “how does anyone know if they smart or not”? “top of the head” tap tap tap.
Short Term Goal #1 – Early Riser
I am now waking up at 8-8:30 when this stabilizes for a week or so I will start waking up 10-15 mins early every day until I reach my target of 6 am.
It a bit hard because some nights I have an issue that keeps me up and a tap for hours, other nights its smooth sailing. Anyway better to have a target than none at all.
Short Term Goal #3 – Week Day Ritual
I am finding it easier to do things a used to dread before, I have been doing my brain training without any resistance at all, I always read every morning say my affirmations, visualize, listen to my hypnosis, do my brain wave entrainment.
The meditation and excise will take some pushing to do. But am happy with the progress, before I would either just focus on one thing until it’s done and forget other areas of my life. Now am finding balance and months away from the perfect balance but progress is a process that takes more than a few days.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
