01-15-2014, 04:10 AM
I finally call up all the clients that owed me money.
Major Life Breakthrough
I think EFT is the greatest invention since the fire and the education system must teach it on the first day of school. It’s now in my view, one of the most important life skills that everyone should master and I will train to do it at a professional level as soon as I can.
As I was working on my budget for leaving home and setting up out there in the world, I found that I had little money left over and something in my mind made me forget that as my business grows so will my dividends.
Life in Hades
Anyway, feelings of depression came over me as It had before in my past; I had this pattern whereby every time I got close to achieving what I wanted this feeling would take over and I would quit or give up and crawl into my hole of despair. This would happen sexually, in education, money issues, relationships, you name it.
The feeling is really brilliant in its own nature for the outcome intented. I feel disoriented and disconnected from the world, I would feel confused and powerless.
All that stuff of faith and positive thinking starts to feel like wishful thinking and I would not know what to believe (good or bad), which just increases the uncertainly and anxiety levels. It’s a mixture of sadness, grief, sorrow and shame all mixed up in a victim mentality and empty heart. Then it fuctureates with frustration, anger, revenge, rebellion then back again.
I beat down my Demon litte little taps
Before I would let that feeling grow and get stronger by listening to sad music, making sad music, replaying all the events in my life that enforce those feelings or going to a therapist that would just make me relive painful memories then take my money at the end of the session. I did not have a way of dealing getting passed this state wilfully and was at its mercy.
But now I have this life changing tool and I spent about 2-4 hours in bed tapping on many different things until I hit the jackpot combination and that emotion left me. I feel as though there is now nothing I cannot achieve as before this state could stop me from doing anything that would mean me leaving home and been successful in my life and happy. And I have overcome my Demons.
Things I tapped on
I tapped on time, the past and future not existing therefore not been anything real to worry about, the future will be NOW tomorrow and if I don’t change NOW, then I’ll be the same tomorrow. I tapped the fact that everything we do in life is based on faith, I have faith tomorrow will come and I will wake up in the morning even though I know that one day I will have to die (but just not tomorrow
).
I tapped the fact that the fear I have about a plastic future is what has been shaping it into all the problems I have been having in the past and the fact that I can change all the NOW because that’s all that exists. And by replacing faith with fear I will get the positive outcomes and states that feel good instead of the fear based ones I dread.
I tapped a lot of things and am summarising but that done the trick and I woke up in the morning and I for the first time in my life I listened to a hypnosis recording and I was able to just listen without been distracted with thoughts of the past or matters of the future, I was just there in the NOW experiencing the present moment in it its fullness.
I will continue this line of tapping for the next week or some and see what else I can change.
This will be one of the best years of my life I am so grateful!
Major Life Breakthrough
I think EFT is the greatest invention since the fire and the education system must teach it on the first day of school. It’s now in my view, one of the most important life skills that everyone should master and I will train to do it at a professional level as soon as I can.
As I was working on my budget for leaving home and setting up out there in the world, I found that I had little money left over and something in my mind made me forget that as my business grows so will my dividends.
Life in Hades
Anyway, feelings of depression came over me as It had before in my past; I had this pattern whereby every time I got close to achieving what I wanted this feeling would take over and I would quit or give up and crawl into my hole of despair. This would happen sexually, in education, money issues, relationships, you name it.
The feeling is really brilliant in its own nature for the outcome intented. I feel disoriented and disconnected from the world, I would feel confused and powerless.
All that stuff of faith and positive thinking starts to feel like wishful thinking and I would not know what to believe (good or bad), which just increases the uncertainly and anxiety levels. It’s a mixture of sadness, grief, sorrow and shame all mixed up in a victim mentality and empty heart. Then it fuctureates with frustration, anger, revenge, rebellion then back again.
I beat down my Demon litte little taps
Before I would let that feeling grow and get stronger by listening to sad music, making sad music, replaying all the events in my life that enforce those feelings or going to a therapist that would just make me relive painful memories then take my money at the end of the session. I did not have a way of dealing getting passed this state wilfully and was at its mercy.
But now I have this life changing tool and I spent about 2-4 hours in bed tapping on many different things until I hit the jackpot combination and that emotion left me. I feel as though there is now nothing I cannot achieve as before this state could stop me from doing anything that would mean me leaving home and been successful in my life and happy. And I have overcome my Demons.
Things I tapped on
I tapped on time, the past and future not existing therefore not been anything real to worry about, the future will be NOW tomorrow and if I don’t change NOW, then I’ll be the same tomorrow. I tapped the fact that everything we do in life is based on faith, I have faith tomorrow will come and I will wake up in the morning even though I know that one day I will have to die (but just not tomorrow
). I tapped the fact that the fear I have about a plastic future is what has been shaping it into all the problems I have been having in the past and the fact that I can change all the NOW because that’s all that exists. And by replacing faith with fear I will get the positive outcomes and states that feel good instead of the fear based ones I dread.
I tapped a lot of things and am summarising but that done the trick and I woke up in the morning and I for the first time in my life I listened to a hypnosis recording and I was able to just listen without been distracted with thoughts of the past or matters of the future, I was just there in the NOW experiencing the present moment in it its fullness.
I will continue this line of tapping for the next week or some and see what else I can change.
This will be one of the best years of my life I am so grateful!
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
