Apex-Predator Evolutionary Log - AM6 RE-RUN Stage 2 - Letting go

[Dee]

If you can clear EVERYTHING (both the obsession, AND the nervous emotions about people, family, and relationships) then everything can go smoother.

You are right as before I would use negative energy from things like rejection for example as fuel for my financial success. So instead of been sad and depressed I would be motivated on my goals. I life was so bad in all areas and still is to some extent that my motivational fuel became a compulsion.

The strategy seems to have worked well at a time when I did not believe I could change the things I didn’t like about myself. So materiel success would compensate for all my short comings. It seems to me that “most” successful people in the world have negative motivations.

As I have been getting rid of emotions and thoughts not aligned with the enlighten person I will become, I have found time to work on the other areas of my life I had been neglecting.

Soon I will be clear and live a smooth life with all of my needs met allowing me to reach the state of self-actualization.

A few thought where brought up tho

Is Prescribing Energy Medication for you self-safe?

I think it can be dangerous for “messed up” people to tap on their own using they own scripts and much. I experimented with me own subliminal recordings back in the day mostly I was high or drunk and I am recovering from the un-thoughtful suggestions I made to myself.

I had also made one to stop smoking then after some time I could not handle the intensive paranoia so I stopped smoking weed overnight (maybe longer than that, but still). Most of the guys I did it with admire my willpower as none of them believed in subs. I still smoked nicotine but I felt 1000 times worst than it made the average person feel.

Now these feelings where good right for that particular issue? They were there to convince me stop smoking as its bad for my heath and well been. I hated those feelings and wanted freedom from them and guess what I did.

Yes you guessed it, I started taping. “Even though smoking makes me feel like a piece of pig sh*t I still love and accept myself”. I worked it made those feelings bearable and I continued smoking for a few more years.

Bottom of the Pyramid headed to the Top

If you can picture Hierarchy of needs in your head, am at the second stage my physiological needs are met by my parents (God Bless Em). And I feel as though I need to fulfil my Safety Needs - Physical security, interpersonal security, employment, resources, health, property etc before I can move on. Love and belonging is next up and that includes friendship and family, sexual and intimacy.

Is it possible that some emotions are necessary to get you from one point to the next and buy clearing them you could do more damage than good?

Also as we all know emotions are a sort of communication negative ones are telling you that something is wrong, either with your belief system or something else. And EFT seems like it may be used the wrong way, like sticking your head in the sand to experience peace.

I think I need to start studying F-EFT as its more advanced, maybe that’s what my dream meant.