01-07-2014, 02:07 AM
LIFE IS REAL
In love with an illusion
Illusion: Definition
1.
a. An erroneous perception of reality.
b. An erroneous concept or belief.
2. The condition of being deceived by a false perception or belief.
3. Something, such as a fantastic plan or desire, that causes an erroneous belief or perception.
Regardless to say I stopped watching TV and listening to popular music of many types for the reason stated above.
My whole life I was lied to, considering the subconscious minds inability to tell the difference between the real and the fake hence visualization works, I feel that a lot of people use that knowledge with indifference.
My porn adventures made me “believe” that was what life was like and there’s 1000000s of young men and women still under those illusions about life (wish I had met a perverted fantasy world girl back in the day, oh well).
Then there’s the normal entertainment industry that have associated Sex and Love to pain, death, tragedy and a host of other "c*ck blocking" beliefs and emotions
Pain Is Love
Titanic , Cleopatra ,Dying Young ,The English Patient ,Cold Mountain ,Dr Zhivago ,City of Angels , The Lakehouse ,Edward Scissorhands , Boys Don't Cry , Cruel Intentions ,Phenomenon , American, Beauty ,Sweet November , Forrest Gump , The Butterfly Effect , Gone With the Wind , Roman Holiday , PS I Love You , Vanilla Sky , Ghost , Wuthering Heights , Becoming Jane , Phantom of, the Opera , The Way We Were , Splendor in the Grass , Casablanca , Brokeback Mountain , Anne of a Thousand Days ,Always , Dangerous Liasons , The Crying Game , Sense & Sensibility , Sid &, Nanc , if only , ……………………………………………
I won’t even get into music.
Am not saying that anyone sat down and planned this just that the effects speak for them selfs, eg in "Romeo and Juliet" that may have just been a great ending to a play.
But after years of that same programming I found that I believed that if someone really loved me they had to sacrifice something to show it.
The Mask of Power
During this month I have changed my perception about a lot of things, before I would get triggered into fear by a beautiful “dolled up” female. I wound put that person on a pedestal as if they were a goddess, give that person compete power over my emotions and behavior.
It was as if all that make up and those trendy clothes and a magical power behind them and I broke the spell, as I no longer “fear” beautiful “dolled up” women.
I no longer place them on a pedestal I seriously see them as ordinary people now. I also have compassion for some because that social program can suck the joy out of life has physical beauty does no last for ever and some would do anything to maintain they social power.
How I See It
I am not judging anyone, I just see things different now. Sure relationships have issues, but I don’t need to seek dramatic signs to prove love, things can just be light hearted, happy and positive. Most of the women I considered to be 10s where wearing masks, and there’s something to be said about natural beauty.
Oh yeah, PIMP Ken in his book wrote a chapter about been able to scout potential in females, I see his point clearly now. Most of all women spend hours dolling them self’s up, to impress and meet guys, how rude would I be not to appreciate that and reward them with an approach.
My new world view
[video=youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPfK4h_lG7g [/video]
Silly but true
It feels really good, and truly clear
Unfortunately cultural and other belief systems get in the way and the children learn about life from TV, music, peers, other people. Be grateful if you where raised with no "issues", too few people are these days.
The rest of us have to DISPOSE OF ALL THAT GARBAGE our selves and reprogram all those illusionary beliefs, its fun thought.
In love with an illusion
Illusion: Definition
1.
a. An erroneous perception of reality.
b. An erroneous concept or belief.
2. The condition of being deceived by a false perception or belief.
3. Something, such as a fantastic plan or desire, that causes an erroneous belief or perception.
Regardless to say I stopped watching TV and listening to popular music of many types for the reason stated above.
My whole life I was lied to, considering the subconscious minds inability to tell the difference between the real and the fake hence visualization works, I feel that a lot of people use that knowledge with indifference.
My porn adventures made me “believe” that was what life was like and there’s 1000000s of young men and women still under those illusions about life (wish I had met a perverted fantasy world girl back in the day, oh well).
Then there’s the normal entertainment industry that have associated Sex and Love to pain, death, tragedy and a host of other "c*ck blocking" beliefs and emotions
Pain Is Love
Titanic , Cleopatra ,Dying Young ,The English Patient ,Cold Mountain ,Dr Zhivago ,City of Angels , The Lakehouse ,Edward Scissorhands , Boys Don't Cry , Cruel Intentions ,Phenomenon , American, Beauty ,Sweet November , Forrest Gump , The Butterfly Effect , Gone With the Wind , Roman Holiday , PS I Love You , Vanilla Sky , Ghost , Wuthering Heights , Becoming Jane , Phantom of, the Opera , The Way We Were , Splendor in the Grass , Casablanca , Brokeback Mountain , Anne of a Thousand Days ,Always , Dangerous Liasons , The Crying Game , Sense & Sensibility , Sid &, Nanc , if only , ……………………………………………
I won’t even get into music.
Am not saying that anyone sat down and planned this just that the effects speak for them selfs, eg in "Romeo and Juliet" that may have just been a great ending to a play.
But after years of that same programming I found that I believed that if someone really loved me they had to sacrifice something to show it.
The Mask of Power
During this month I have changed my perception about a lot of things, before I would get triggered into fear by a beautiful “dolled up” female. I wound put that person on a pedestal as if they were a goddess, give that person compete power over my emotions and behavior.
It was as if all that make up and those trendy clothes and a magical power behind them and I broke the spell, as I no longer “fear” beautiful “dolled up” women.
I no longer place them on a pedestal I seriously see them as ordinary people now. I also have compassion for some because that social program can suck the joy out of life has physical beauty does no last for ever and some would do anything to maintain they social power.
How I See It
I am not judging anyone, I just see things different now. Sure relationships have issues, but I don’t need to seek dramatic signs to prove love, things can just be light hearted, happy and positive. Most of the women I considered to be 10s where wearing masks, and there’s something to be said about natural beauty.
Oh yeah, PIMP Ken in his book wrote a chapter about been able to scout potential in females, I see his point clearly now. Most of all women spend hours dolling them self’s up, to impress and meet guys, how rude would I be not to appreciate that and reward them with an approach.
My new world view
[video=youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPfK4h_lG7g [/video]
Silly but true
(01-06-2014, 04:05 AM)AeJe Wrote: it feels good and clear.
and to see women in a different vantage point than what 99.9% of PUA ascribe to, and all their crappy philosophies.
It feels really good, and truly clear
(01-06-2014, 08:02 AM)Quote Wrote: There is so much taboo about not discussing sex "until you are a certain age". After I read your journal, and I appreciate so much for sharing your personal story, I am certain that sex and relationships should be discussed by parents before other people do.
Thank you for writing. I'm glad to read that you are determined to create ground-shaking changes, and I wish you well on your journey!
Unfortunately cultural and other belief systems get in the way and the children learn about life from TV, music, peers, other people. Be grateful if you where raised with no "issues", too few people are these days.
The rest of us have to DISPOSE OF ALL THAT GARBAGE our selves and reprogram all those illusionary beliefs, its fun thought.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
