12-30-2013, 12:52 AM
The Dream Journal of a Visionary
OMG its Pamela Anderson (screams!)
I had a dream, I was at a celebrity game show, X Factor or Pop Idol I think, as the celebrities seemed to be judging people. I remember Pamela Anderson been the last judge to speak in my dream.
Then the audience where told they could go get autographs and I remember been amazed at how the “crazy” everyone went for the celebrities. It was like a shark frenzy.
I was like a security guard or some authority figure of that sort. As it goes, I seemed to not to be star stuck or impressed with the celebrities.
Ex-Big Time Executive
And then in the dream I saw Irving Lorenzo or Irv Gotti the record producer and founder of the INC music label. He was sitting on brown leather sofas in what I think was a lounge area of a hotel or something.
I initiated conversation with him, and we eventually started speaking about what he was doing business-wise currently.
Which he replied Fashion and he was launching a new record label project.
As dreams go (skipping a few scenes), he wanted to sign me, but I keep telling him I could be huge but I wasn't ready yet, he asked when I would be ready because he had a flight to catch (oh it was an airport lounge) and couldn't wait.
He then asked If I could perform for a huge crowd, I replied with confidence, “Not only can I perform; I can have the crowd Spell Bound”. Which was I lie, the last time I performed in a group of more than 50 people I started shaking uncontrollably.
My Dream Interpretation
Well it seems pretty clear, what’s going on here. I always knew I could succeed in the music industry; I had the talent, drive and perseverance.
I spent years in full faith building up my skills in music and knowledge of the industry, releasing a compilation album and gaining momentum to enter the big league. But my insecurities and fears where stronger than my willpower, desire and ambition put together.
I recruited two other band members to compensate. Then when we were getting too close to the success of been in front of millions of people; the pressure of trying to please them all and handing criticism of that multitude made me eject from the mission in brilliance (self-sabotage am yet to match).
So either the dream means I have to face my fears and try to find crowds to place myself in front of (public speaking fears). Or that and AM5/6 have the potential of awaking the Giant within me.
OMG its Pamela Anderson (screams!)
I had a dream, I was at a celebrity game show, X Factor or Pop Idol I think, as the celebrities seemed to be judging people. I remember Pamela Anderson been the last judge to speak in my dream.
Then the audience where told they could go get autographs and I remember been amazed at how the “crazy” everyone went for the celebrities. It was like a shark frenzy.
I was like a security guard or some authority figure of that sort. As it goes, I seemed to not to be star stuck or impressed with the celebrities.
Ex-Big Time Executive
And then in the dream I saw Irving Lorenzo or Irv Gotti the record producer and founder of the INC music label. He was sitting on brown leather sofas in what I think was a lounge area of a hotel or something.
I initiated conversation with him, and we eventually started speaking about what he was doing business-wise currently.
Which he replied Fashion and he was launching a new record label project.
As dreams go (skipping a few scenes), he wanted to sign me, but I keep telling him I could be huge but I wasn't ready yet, he asked when I would be ready because he had a flight to catch (oh it was an airport lounge) and couldn't wait.
He then asked If I could perform for a huge crowd, I replied with confidence, “Not only can I perform; I can have the crowd Spell Bound”. Which was I lie, the last time I performed in a group of more than 50 people I started shaking uncontrollably.
My Dream Interpretation
Well it seems pretty clear, what’s going on here. I always knew I could succeed in the music industry; I had the talent, drive and perseverance.
I spent years in full faith building up my skills in music and knowledge of the industry, releasing a compilation album and gaining momentum to enter the big league. But my insecurities and fears where stronger than my willpower, desire and ambition put together.
I recruited two other band members to compensate. Then when we were getting too close to the success of been in front of millions of people; the pressure of trying to please them all and handing criticism of that multitude made me eject from the mission in brilliance (self-sabotage am yet to match).
So either the dream means I have to face my fears and try to find crowds to place myself in front of (public speaking fears). Or that and AM5/6 have the potential of awaking the Giant within me.
