12-28-2013, 12:22 PM
Alpha Male 5 Training Set Objectives Part Two
Objectives of AM5 and my position before I began it,
New inclusions for Version 5.0:
• Acceptance of, and feelings of deservedness of, being treated well, Deserving respect from others
You need to do something worthy of those things first and I have done nothing significant my whole life but try to be a good boy for my mama and a good person for God to the decrement of my achievements. Eg I would not sleep with many girls as in to add to they torment in hell, Am I good guy aren’t I?
• Self-love and liking yourself
Love has conditions and I have high standents, I am disappointed in myself, I had a change to make it big in the music industry with companies willing to work with me here in the UK and aboard but I wasn’t strong enough for a life in the lime light.
• Valuing yourself
In this material world I man is only worth the amount of money in his bank account, and I am overdrawn at the time of writing this.
• Extended ego balancing
I remember once when I moved to a new city, approached some girl, I was like 16 or something. I went to meet her at the park and about 13 of her friend where there, cute little things. They all started to give my signals of interest and I could pick any one I wanted, it got to my head they noticed and they stopped. Ego balancing sounds helpful.
• Strong, centered masculinity and masculine presence
Don’t know what that means, I imagine a person in a room with an masculine physique and confidence body talk.
• Destruction of negativity within you concerning yourself and others, and replacement with positivity
I am self-critical and I project that on everyone and everything I do, if it’s not perfect it’s not good enough.
• Self-acceptance with continual striving to be better than you are
I need to be a perfect being to accept myself no less no more.
• Destruction of laziness and Motivation boost
Well, we’ll see about this one too, laziness is a dish best served cold.
• Doing what needs to be done, because it needs to be done, and that is the way of the Alpha
Well first get rid of the laziness then we’ll talk
• Extroversion enhancement and training
You stating that you will change my personality. I like spending time alone, before I would only really need company when I drank, otherwise I can spend months without any human contact and still been okay. Can’t imagine life with that in reverse.
• Self forgiveness
Well I hate myself for all my inabilities, forgiving that would be accepting it.
• Social stability, skill and strength
I am normally in my own world, and when I do come back to relate with people I don’t know how to, and have this thing in my head that says this is right or that is wrong or what is the person thinking about what am saying etc I would say am unskilled and would need to rid myself of caring about what people think to enjoy social interactions.
• Overcome abandonment issues,
As I family we been moving around every few years, and I think I now have a problem settling down because I don’t think I belong anywhere. As a kid my mum left a lot at 11/12 every on in my family left home and it was just me and my dad, who would always be doing his own thing. I don’t think I have any abandonment issues
• Success training
I don’t know what that comprises off, of more of positive ideas it’s a good thing
• Gratitude
I was ungrateful for my life, and everything in it, although I am fortunate in many respects, I still prefer to look at people with more stuff and compare it to my own.
• Self trust
I can’t even compute what that means, letters twist around in my head when I try to read, I have to learn to trust my brain first.
• Self-image of man, instead of boy
It relates to my self-image issues I spoke about before, I think I would need to grow taller for that when you stop growing at an early age you feel as though you not grown up (when I say you, I meant me)
• Leadership training and development, Decisiveness training
This would be excellent has I feel am a leader but to afraid to lead.
• Authenticity and congruency training
Well if I could think, feel, speak and act like an Alpha that would make me one in theory right? Cool
• Destruction of jealousy and possessiveness, and replacement with self security, self reliance and self satisfaction
I remember once I was drunk and there was this girl I liked, I made sure no one spoke to her that as much as I could, insecure + alcohol.
• Constant self growth and progress
I think I already have this.
• And more!
Objectives of AM5 and my position before I began it,
New inclusions for Version 5.0:
• Acceptance of, and feelings of deservedness of, being treated well, Deserving respect from others
You need to do something worthy of those things first and I have done nothing significant my whole life but try to be a good boy for my mama and a good person for God to the decrement of my achievements. Eg I would not sleep with many girls as in to add to they torment in hell, Am I good guy aren’t I?
• Self-love and liking yourself
Love has conditions and I have high standents, I am disappointed in myself, I had a change to make it big in the music industry with companies willing to work with me here in the UK and aboard but I wasn’t strong enough for a life in the lime light.
• Valuing yourself
In this material world I man is only worth the amount of money in his bank account, and I am overdrawn at the time of writing this.
• Extended ego balancing
I remember once when I moved to a new city, approached some girl, I was like 16 or something. I went to meet her at the park and about 13 of her friend where there, cute little things. They all started to give my signals of interest and I could pick any one I wanted, it got to my head they noticed and they stopped. Ego balancing sounds helpful.
• Strong, centered masculinity and masculine presence
Don’t know what that means, I imagine a person in a room with an masculine physique and confidence body talk.
• Destruction of negativity within you concerning yourself and others, and replacement with positivity
I am self-critical and I project that on everyone and everything I do, if it’s not perfect it’s not good enough.
• Self-acceptance with continual striving to be better than you are
I need to be a perfect being to accept myself no less no more.
• Destruction of laziness and Motivation boost
Well, we’ll see about this one too, laziness is a dish best served cold.
• Doing what needs to be done, because it needs to be done, and that is the way of the Alpha
Well first get rid of the laziness then we’ll talk
• Extroversion enhancement and training
You stating that you will change my personality. I like spending time alone, before I would only really need company when I drank, otherwise I can spend months without any human contact and still been okay. Can’t imagine life with that in reverse.
• Self forgiveness
Well I hate myself for all my inabilities, forgiving that would be accepting it.
• Social stability, skill and strength
I am normally in my own world, and when I do come back to relate with people I don’t know how to, and have this thing in my head that says this is right or that is wrong or what is the person thinking about what am saying etc I would say am unskilled and would need to rid myself of caring about what people think to enjoy social interactions.
• Overcome abandonment issues,
As I family we been moving around every few years, and I think I now have a problem settling down because I don’t think I belong anywhere. As a kid my mum left a lot at 11/12 every on in my family left home and it was just me and my dad, who would always be doing his own thing. I don’t think I have any abandonment issues
• Success training
I don’t know what that comprises off, of more of positive ideas it’s a good thing
• Gratitude
I was ungrateful for my life, and everything in it, although I am fortunate in many respects, I still prefer to look at people with more stuff and compare it to my own.
• Self trust
I can’t even compute what that means, letters twist around in my head when I try to read, I have to learn to trust my brain first.
• Self-image of man, instead of boy
It relates to my self-image issues I spoke about before, I think I would need to grow taller for that when you stop growing at an early age you feel as though you not grown up (when I say you, I meant me)
• Leadership training and development, Decisiveness training
This would be excellent has I feel am a leader but to afraid to lead.
• Authenticity and congruency training
Well if I could think, feel, speak and act like an Alpha that would make me one in theory right? Cool
• Destruction of jealousy and possessiveness, and replacement with self security, self reliance and self satisfaction
I remember once I was drunk and there was this girl I liked, I made sure no one spoke to her that as much as I could, insecure + alcohol.
• Constant self growth and progress
I think I already have this.
• And more!
