Apex-Predator Evolutionary Log - AM6 RE-RUN Stage 2 - Letting go

[baftis]

What did you mean when you said you get girls but not the type you’d expect? And if you don’t mind sharing what goal you tried to attain that left you empty?

Usually, I used routines in clubs and bars, where there's high energy involved. Sometimes during dates, too, when I really don't know what to say next ( that's one of the few things routines are actually good for ). But mostly in clubs.

The girls I attracted with routines usually end up being either a one-night stand or just a two-week thing. When instead I was myself ( to the best of my abilities ) and just having fun, I attracted great and quality girls, with whom I had long term relationships with.

Routines are basically a shell, or more conveniently, hot air. And that shell doesn't last long when you get into a relationship. It was like you said, PUA community fakes confidence and you will get found out eventually.

My goal with Mystery Method was to bang as much girls as possible and that's it. It wasn't even my own goal, it was something that I could see as a validation of some sorts. When I did try to switch from mere making out for two or three days and considering asking her out more often, I'd get a no.

This is what I meant by "not the type you'd expect"

I have a feeling you are a right brain thinker, am I correct?

My hobbies are almost exclusively related to left brain thinking. I was a drummer for a band, make music, write novels, write lyrics, create in videos in Adobe AfterFX and collect concert bootleg CDs. I do enjoy reading business books, mostly sales now, but I ventured into marketing now too.

correct me if am wrong that’s a major purpose of IML’s training sets, right?

I don't have any sorts of experience with IML subs, so I wouldn't know what they're about. Also, I must say, I haven't read every single word you said, so if you did say anything about "removing emotional garbage/past programming" in other posts, my bad.

Which one out weights the other on your scale between the “computing brain” and the “creative mind”?

I don't think one outweighs another, because they all have advantages and disadvantages and they make a pretty great team as a whole. Without one, there would not be the other. They feed off of each other.

the truth is we are all just organic cyborgs’ driven by a spiritual consciousness nobody can fully define. If that weren’t true then “subliminal programming” wouldn’t work, or it would be called something else.

To each his own. For myself, I wouldn't word it like that, but we do end up in the same place with the self belief. And that's great.