05-12-2021, 07:13 AM
About 6 dys into refreshing AM6. Have been so much more assertive, enjoying work and the challenge as well as able to handle conflicts that have been going for a while. I've had a person draining my energy for a long time, and finally told him where to go. All of my work colleagues and my boss have noted how much more of a presence i am in my team and I have had several challenges which i would deal with in numbness and an undercurrent of overwhelm which now i'm dealing with with confidence.
One of these issues is, I got given a new job and a guy who i used to work under will be underneath me. He seemed to be doing his best to psych me out telling me how hard things were going to be since he was leaving the team and carried a lot of the knowledge of how to do everything I've immediately moved on and have got a full plan to deal with it.
On top of that i have that beautiful desire to hustle toward independence. I started having great business ideas again (I didn't realise that last time it was because of AM6, because when I last did it I set up several businesses and even got investment). Now i'm older and more mature i'm interested in seeing what comes of it.
I've had some very violent dreams as well. Being attacked viciously by people who have previously bullied me etc.
Oh and my partner is much happier. I won't say more on that.
It's insane to see all of this, and i wonder if it's partly because of having run FRM programmes which have eliminated some of the resitance i may have had to AM6 otherwise. It also makes me think that if new subs had programming to get you to take action regardless of how you feel/some alpha training then it would help with execution as well. As i mentioned i've been much more able to work and execute because im better at saying no to anything that isn't what I want to do, and i'm confident enough to take a chance in defining what I want.
I'll try to keep this up for another 24 days.
One of these issues is, I got given a new job and a guy who i used to work under will be underneath me. He seemed to be doing his best to psych me out telling me how hard things were going to be since he was leaving the team and carried a lot of the knowledge of how to do everything I've immediately moved on and have got a full plan to deal with it.
On top of that i have that beautiful desire to hustle toward independence. I started having great business ideas again (I didn't realise that last time it was because of AM6, because when I last did it I set up several businesses and even got investment). Now i'm older and more mature i'm interested in seeing what comes of it.
I've had some very violent dreams as well. Being attacked viciously by people who have previously bullied me etc.
Oh and my partner is much happier. I won't say more on that.
It's insane to see all of this, and i wonder if it's partly because of having run FRM programmes which have eliminated some of the resitance i may have had to AM6 otherwise. It also makes me think that if new subs had programming to get you to take action regardless of how you feel/some alpha training then it would help with execution as well. As i mentioned i've been much more able to work and execute because im better at saying no to anything that isn't what I want to do, and i'm confident enough to take a chance in defining what I want.
I'll try to keep this up for another 24 days.
