05-09-2021, 08:41 AM
Ok so it's been a while since I posted, figured an update was in order.
I've been using MLS 4.0 as instructed for two months. Nothing noticeable happened after the third cycle, i've kept going but with nothing happening for a while.
I did, however, find sustained changes like improved handwriting and some improvements in problem solving - nothing very mindblowing (relative to what i know it will do when i'm not resisting in some way). I think resistance might boil down to a general story of 'this is not what i need' and 'is this worth the time?, it's not doing anything', and I've noted a couple of clear self sabotaging behaviours. So i decided to take a break.
Now this is interesting, I put on AM6 stage 7 after about 5 days off and, wow. I'd forgotten what it felt like and why the time I did it previously was the biggest adventure period of my life. Since starting, I'm far more decisive and firm which has helped potentiate some of what i've gained on MLS because i decide what i want and then do it, the boundaries in which I am using my intelligence are defined and my mind can do its job.
It's interesting as well to feel what an alpha means to me now, versus years ago when I was so lost and confused. Back then I was looking for freedom from criticism and for acceptance (particularly from women as well as others). Now I have acceptance, at least in my personal life, and my desire is to be a benefit to the people in my life, being an alpha is less about me and more about the effect it has on the people i care for. For one I can see all the people around me relax. It's like my being firm and clear and directive has allowed them to breath and taken some of the 'load' of decision making off. I noticed immediately my partner was far happier and similarly my child is much more playful.
2014 I did this sub last. The year that my whole life changed, and i experienced totally new horizons. I'm very interested to see what might happen if i continue this. SO i'm going to do this for a month and see where it takes me.
Shannon, I'm sorry my unconscious isn't playing ball to the same level with FRM generations of subs, I guess it's still the need to be rid of fear before everything kicks in. But damn, your sub from 7 years ago is so artful and transformative of my daily experience - not to mention making me more beneficial to those I love that I know once I get there the latest subs are going to be something else.
I'll get there man.
I've been using MLS 4.0 as instructed for two months. Nothing noticeable happened after the third cycle, i've kept going but with nothing happening for a while.
I did, however, find sustained changes like improved handwriting and some improvements in problem solving - nothing very mindblowing (relative to what i know it will do when i'm not resisting in some way). I think resistance might boil down to a general story of 'this is not what i need' and 'is this worth the time?, it's not doing anything', and I've noted a couple of clear self sabotaging behaviours. So i decided to take a break.
Now this is interesting, I put on AM6 stage 7 after about 5 days off and, wow. I'd forgotten what it felt like and why the time I did it previously was the biggest adventure period of my life. Since starting, I'm far more decisive and firm which has helped potentiate some of what i've gained on MLS because i decide what i want and then do it, the boundaries in which I am using my intelligence are defined and my mind can do its job.
It's interesting as well to feel what an alpha means to me now, versus years ago when I was so lost and confused. Back then I was looking for freedom from criticism and for acceptance (particularly from women as well as others). Now I have acceptance, at least in my personal life, and my desire is to be a benefit to the people in my life, being an alpha is less about me and more about the effect it has on the people i care for. For one I can see all the people around me relax. It's like my being firm and clear and directive has allowed them to breath and taken some of the 'load' of decision making off. I noticed immediately my partner was far happier and similarly my child is much more playful.
2014 I did this sub last. The year that my whole life changed, and i experienced totally new horizons. I'm very interested to see what might happen if i continue this. SO i'm going to do this for a month and see where it takes me.
Shannon, I'm sorry my unconscious isn't playing ball to the same level with FRM generations of subs, I guess it's still the need to be rid of fear before everything kicks in. But damn, your sub from 7 years ago is so artful and transformative of my daily experience - not to mention making me more beneficial to those I love that I know once I get there the latest subs are going to be something else.
I'll get there man.
