03-12-2021, 12:31 AM
Feeling miserable, angry, resentful and quite petty. I'm embracing it somehow and accepting this darkness. Kind of reminds me of being on adhd meds years ago.
Anyway smarts are improving a bit. Had an evening where i focussed solidly in a deep state for a good four hours. Part of me tried to sabotage it for fear of 'getting lost' in it. I want to just throw 'myself' away though and see what happens.
I am MLS.
Anyway smarts are improving a bit. Had an evening where i focussed solidly in a deep state for a good four hours. Part of me tried to sabotage it for fear of 'getting lost' in it. I want to just throw 'myself' away though and see what happens.
I am MLS.
