08-21-2020, 09:34 AM
Earlier in the week, I was helped out my sister with clearing her desk and bring books back to her place to sell. By chance, one of her coworkers was throwing out a book that is supposed to be for boys and sex. Cheesy concept at first impressions but since it’s free I thought “why the hell not” and decided to take it and read it. It finally gave me that name to the darkness that I felt for the longest time and is opening my eyes up to my porn addiction and what type of relationship I want in the romantic sense.
Gave me a lot of food for thought for what to run after OF 5.75g. I’m still thinking about sex magnet because it might help me heal, express, and develop my sexual side which I find lacking. I don’t really feel the need to absolutely duck every hot girl anymore.
I’m also thinking of LTU 6 because it will help with my self esteem and all around growth. Currently I’m seeing a crossroads in what I want to do in the future.
OF still will take priority because I feel like there’s a lot of fears that I still have in general and if it works as advertised then I’ll definitely become better and more clear and expressive in my
Life as well as having the courage to pursue things that held me back.
Gave me a lot of food for thought for what to run after OF 5.75g. I’m still thinking about sex magnet because it might help me heal, express, and develop my sexual side which I find lacking. I don’t really feel the need to absolutely duck every hot girl anymore.
I’m also thinking of LTU 6 because it will help with my self esteem and all around growth. Currently I’m seeing a crossroads in what I want to do in the future.
OF still will take priority because I feel like there’s a lot of fears that I still have in general and if it works as advertised then I’ll definitely become better and more clear and expressive in my
Life as well as having the courage to pursue things that held me back.
