EP E3 Journal

[Griffin]

Hey EP, I've been following your channel for a while  and I must say you have been doing great lately,
I was definitely rooting for you and to see you grow is awesome!
You will go far man
 

Re-reading my post in post #34, I see I'm probably not giving her enough credit. Maybe she was a better friend than I said she was in post #34. Either way, she's not my friend now and doesn't value me enough to accept my invitation to rebuild those bridges, so*****it. I'll just try to focus on the GOOD things about the friendship from here on out, while accepting that it's over. Part of me was speaking from a place of pain in that post. I realize that she cared about me, but I don't think cared as much as I'd have wanted, I dunno. I shouldn't have needed her validation so much and shouldn't need it now, so whatever. As painful as things have turned out to be, I'm just going to focus on the positives and move on.