Josh UMS journal ultrasonic 14 july

[josh84]

Completed 8 loops of hybrid 4 loops with headphones 4 with speakers.
Dont feel any different or notice any more positive interactions or anything like that, but will see how the bloom goes for 3 days and do another 8 loops hybrid.

[josh84]

I have taken last 4 days off, didnt notice any bloom or any changes, so this week and until dmsi is out might run 1 loop hybrid with headphones every night and see how it goes.

I have been tired more last couple days but also had some big days and nights too.

See what happens.

[josh84]

This week i ran 1 loop hybrid with headphones each day for 3 days, took 3 days off thursday night, friday night and tonight.

Was out last night i talked to a few people but the ones that were nice are always nice and happy to talk to, others were stand offish apart from a couple they stayed with others in the group to talk.

At the pub the older lady that normally is nice has been a bit more i guess not as nice and happy when im around like doesnt want me to be there type of thing which isnt like her. Still polite though just gives the impression doesnt want me around.

Other women didnt really want to talk with me around was the feeling i got.

So after tonight will go to 2 loops for 3 days on see if it improves, no motivation to get any work done, or new ideas or anything like that, and just wasted over 200 on a tinder gold subscription that i forgot was to recharge for a year on the 1st except they billed it 2 days early before i could cancel the money was taken out and since it only works with good photos it was a waste of money but cant cancel now after paying that amount. Should of cancelled it sooner but they had readjusted the date when upgraded and had forgot about it.

Maybe things will be different on 2 loops a day for 3 days next run.