Aventus's prelude to greatness (OGSF)

[Multiworld]

Dream
---I was accompanied with a female friend of mine in this school. I thought she was acting weird( Like "there's a glitch in this game and shes ragdolling around"). I asked her why she wasn't conforming and she said something( I dont remember what she said) and It opened my eyes and I perceived the world in a completely different way. I started seeing all the weirdness around me. Change in perspective?

In Real Life
Still feel awkward around girls. Like is there a method that I don't know about? Do I just stuff her in a bag and walk off? (LOL just kidding guys :angel I mostly just glancing at attractive women. This one girl was pretty but there was this hulk of an asian dude with a 2-3 foot upper lat spread was hitting on her.

I try not to be a wall flower in social situations but I feel like it's hard to go up and talk to people. There was this one panel with a startup and I had this question for this CEO and It has been boiling inside me for a good 1-2 minutes before I had the courage to ask.

I am starting to think my form of resistance is to subconsciously not to think about it at all. Which may explain why I feel like I'm breezing through the sub when in reality I (think) am being tossed all over the place.

Still feel jealous of all the guys I know that had massive success with women. It comes out but its subtle. It's like the mindless chatter the brain makes though out the day.

Found out my trickling stream volume wasn't high enough to have much effect and when I raised the volume i immediately got a sensation in my heart chakra.

Aventus don't be jealous of all the guys you know that had massive success with women,thats a false emotion,instead try to learn from them and I notice there are many intelligent people on this forum,pick up on what they do,I'm sure in time you'll be just like them.
I wish you much success with the women!:idea: