Aventus's prelude to greatness (OGSF)

[Bliss]

Started tapping again.
Started on the topic of socializing. got some lame answers such as "dont want to get hurt, Its tiring, it hurts, etc". Tears running down from the massive yawns that come after.
Protip: tapping with the sub playing may help with the effectiveness.

Massive yawns and tears are good signs! I never really got into tapping, I keep having half hearted attempts at it then stopping. Have you noticed a positive difference since tapping?

[Aventus45]

Started tapping again.
Started on the topic of socializing. got some lame answers such as "dont want to get hurt, Its tiring, it hurts, etc". Tears running down from the massive yawns that come after.
Protip: tapping with the sub playing may help with the effectiveness.

Massive yawns and tears are good signs! I never really got into tapping, I keep having half hearted attempts at it then stopping. Have you noticed a positive difference since tapping?

I just started again tonight. I used to do halfhearted attempts but I'll keep tapping and see where it takes me.

[Shannon]

HAHA!!! It always really makes me smile, to see somebody literally parrot back something directly from the sub. It's proof of it working on them, it's always so exciting to me to read!!!

"Overcoming Guilt, Shame and Fear 5G is a special and potentially life changing subliminal program designed and intended to be a very powerful assistant to gently and permanently overcoming, outgrowing, dissolving, neutralizing and replacing any and all guilt, shame and fear you may have with their reverse emotions, plus love and wisdom. (We are not aiming for romantic, erotic or platonic love, or any form of love that is false or would weaken you, but the general state of love that is the reverse of guilt, shame and fear.)"

If I can radiate that fuzzy warm feeling like an aura then I would be a total magnet Lol.The Naturalizer is making it really hard for me to notice changes and it makes me feel like over half the battles manifest in my dreams.

The program is designed to make the process as easy and painless as possible. That's why it works through dreams a lot. It's still working, but it's trying to work in ways and at speeds that you can handle.

[Aventus45]

Day 15
Tapped for a little bit. Just went with the flow and tapped on whatever that came up. Procrasination, Fapping, Approach anxiety, my ex. After a little bit I feel so drained I Literally melted on my bed. After a few minutes I felt mildly better and regained more energy than I had before tapping.
Edit:
-Tapped about procrastination and I finally begin to be productive. Sadly the day is already gone but it's nice to see I need help with procrastination

[Aventus45]

A wave of despair just came through, My self worth is questioned and my authenticity. Everything I have done seems to be to attract people. I started to question when will I finally start doing things for my self.

[Shannon]

As old constructs crumble, we discover new things and our eyes open. Sometimes this is disconcerting. But it leads to growth.

[Aventus45]

I felt like something died inside me after a dream i had. I cant remember much from it but I was running around trying to find a dead girl.

Embarrassing thing ls that happen to me stopped bothering me. I recover and made fun of it.

[Aventus45]

Dream
Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.-Albert Einstein

My dream literally looped over and over in a Macdonalds with a couple of people. I was doing whatever and not getting noticed by women. It looped for a couple of times before I went to the bathroom and washed my face and decided to take charge. I caveman-ed the girls around me and apparently got better results.

[Aventus45]

Tomorrow I have a Phone interview coming up. I asked some of my friends about it and they say it's probably just to screen me or something. The gravity of the situation makes me nervous yet I feel excited.

As I frantically get my stuff together, I remembered there is no such thing as failure. Only work in progress and lesson learned.

[Aventus45]

Today was a pretty cool day. The phone interview went fine. No stuttering and tried to build rapport with the interviewer. Hopefully I get the position.

Had a big social event hosted by some popular people in social media. Like some one jacked up my expressiveness dial a couple of notches I joined my group of two. I began clowning on my female friend and she was receptive to it. As the event progressed, I was doing some dance move stuff and made funny comments about it. That's something I wouldn't do before subs so that is an awesome change.

I was filmed with the social media people and my shyness was gone. I made comments and tried to seem more engaging but the cold wind tends to sap energy out of people. The camera guys were pretty cool and kept filming my group for some reason.

-The cashier of the spot was an amazingly cute asian girl.I wanted to take a picture with her but the spot was super busy and It would seem weird. Fear of approaching her for a picture even though my entire mind and body was pushing me to say "hey you are really cute can I get a picture?"

-Some of the young fans kept glancing at me. One was with her bf but she just stared at me with a blank and (somewhat) afraid look.

[Multiworld]

Dream
---I was accompanied with a female friend of mine in this school. I thought she was acting weird( Like "there's a glitch in this game and shes ragdolling around"). I asked her why she wasn't conforming and she said something( I dont remember what she said) and It opened my eyes and I perceived the world in a completely different way. I started seeing all the weirdness around me. Change in perspective?

In Real Life
Still feel awkward around girls. Like is there a method that I don't know about? Do I just stuff her in a bag and walk off? (LOL just kidding guys :angel I mostly just glancing at attractive women. This one girl was pretty but there was this hulk of an asian dude with a 2-3 foot upper lat spread was hitting on her.

I try not to be a wall flower in social situations but I feel like it's hard to go up and talk to people. There was this one panel with a startup and I had this question for this CEO and It has been boiling inside me for a good 1-2 minutes before I had the courage to ask.

I am starting to think my form of resistance is to subconsciously not to think about it at all. Which may explain why I feel like I'm breezing through the sub when in reality I (think) am being tossed all over the place.

Still feel jealous of all the guys I know that had massive success with women. It comes out but its subtle. It's like the mindless chatter the brain makes though out the day.

Found out my trickling stream volume wasn't high enough to have much effect and when I raised the volume i immediately got a sensation in my heart chakra.

Aventus don't be jealous of all the guys you know that had massive success with women,thats a false emotion,instead try to learn from them and I notice there are many intelligent people on this forum,pick up on what they do,I'm sure in time you'll be just like them.
I wish you much success with the women!:idea:

[Aventus45]

Day 23
When another person does some cool stuff I felt compelled to work harder to do achieve the same. When i was surrounded by people who are career driven. That was cool

When one of my friends have success with women I feel the same thing but this time the underlying emotion is different. Theres a sense of jealousy which is a fear.

What is the natural reaction of this fear? to try and one up him by running AM6. Which is cool to want jump into the big staged programs but it begs the question: why do i feel compelled to do it? That underlying motive is the one I need to address the most.

[Bliss]

Day 23
When another person does some cool stuff I felt compelled to work harder to do achieve the same. When i was surrounded by people who are career driven. That was cool

When one of my friends have success with women I feel the same thing but this time the underlying emotion is different. Theres a sense of jealousy which is a fear.

What is the natural reaction of this fear? to try and one up him by running AM6. Which is cool to want jump into the big staged programs but it begs the question: why do i feel compelled to do it? That underlying motive is the one I need to address the most.

You're doing great man. Yeah, that ol' wanting to change subs trick!

Your natural confidence and attraction will shine through once you heal the fear behind it, just a matter of time

[Aventus45]

Day 23
When another person does some cool stuff I felt compelled to work harder to do achieve the same. When i was surrounded by people who are career driven. That was cool

When one of my friends have success with women I feel the same thing but this time the underlying emotion is different. Theres a sense of jealousy which is a fear.

What is the natural reaction of this fear? to try and one up him by running AM6. Which is cool to want jump into the big staged programs but it begs the question: why do i feel compelled to do it? That underlying motive is the one I need to address the most.

You're doing great man. Yeah, that ol' wanting to change subs trick!

Your natural confidence and attraction will shine through once you heal the fear behind it, just a matter of time

Some times I question what is under the neediness. What is the real me? Who is this child before it all happened?

Other than that I absolutely destroyed my legs in my workout. I pushed myself more so than what my program asked of me.