Subliminal Talk

Break days were interesting, sub-wise. Got some really strong FRM-related sensations yesternight, as I was re-charging on energy - they felt kinda similar to stuff I was experiencing on the first version of USLMax with fear removal (the one before the FRM 3.2 update), but it was barely on the fringes of my conscious awareness. And it hit an area of the left foot this time. So something deep's being worked on.

Unfortunately, the leftovers of the sinusitis resulted in something of a throat infection, but I'm taking steps to clear that out and going to Bardic practice tomorrow anyway because, apparently, I'm insane. Also, I'm frickin' tired of all the dumb delays.

F. in. that meeting with the gal from two posts above did not pan out today, as she seems to be in the middle of an emotional/professional shitstorm at the moment. So we moved it to tomorrow. Gah. Poor gal definitely needs a hug and some manly lovin'.

Considering whether to research and employ something to help out with nullifying the effects of negative cyclical and/or planetary influences.

BTW. liking the FAQ addition on types of resistance.

How many days are you suppose to listen to and how many days break?

(12-13-2018, 12:35 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: [ -> ]How many days are you suppose to listen to and how many days break?

It says on the product description page...

(12-13-2018, 12:35 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: [ -> ]How many days are you suppose to listen to and how many days break?

It's in the product description page which you can find in the IML store.

I'm half-tempted to leave you with that.

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EDIT: I'll leave you with that, haha.

(12-13-2018, 12:38 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]

(12-13-2018, 12:35 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: [ -> ]How many days are you suppose to listen to and how many days break?

It's in the product description page which you can find in the IML store.

I'm half-tempted to leave you with that.

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5 days on, 2 days off.

I mean, why encourage that level of laziness by answering? That's just ridiculous. How many times since I released this program have people asked questions about something they would have known by just reading the product description page?

(12-13-2018, 12:37 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(12-13-2018, 12:35 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: [ -> ]How many days are you suppose to listen to and how many days break?

It says on the product description page...

So how's the "RTFM" module coming along?

(12-13-2018, 12:40 PM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]

(12-13-2018, 12:37 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(12-13-2018, 12:35 PM)FluffyBunny Wrote: [ -> ]How many days are you suppose to listen to and how many days break?

It says on the product description page...

So how's the "RTFM" module coming along?

It's coming in right after I make the "overcome the laziness that makes you stop breathing and die" module.

And now we have a Schroedinger's post to boot!

Crap, no bardic practice today because I can barely speak. Gotta stay at home and recuperate. So, more delays on everything! Yippie!

Anyroad, switched listening time to early morning, and had some very, very powerful realizations which I believe to be FRM-related. I will try to describe some of them at a later point, as they were happening a mile a minute and I can't remember everything yet.

Sometime in the middle of the third loop, though, I noticed that I believe some resistant parts of me started getting uppity after those realizations, so I decided "screw it" and increased the volume of the playback to the comfortable maxx. Funnily enough, it made me a bit sad, but then I started feeling progressively better and then fell asleep. So this week's session is going be turned up to 11, volume-wise. (foobar says I went from a bit below -10db to 0db volume adjustment).

Well, at least just got a call saying I'll be getting my academic translation shekels Monday/Tuesday. And I should be getting more for this month, too.

Don't you just love it when people pay you top dollar for sitting at home and being pretty? I could get used to it, lol.

Heh. It's like even with the laryngitis and the darned delays, and perhaps even some resistance on my part (FRM's currently in the process of removing stuff that was in the way of fully executing DMSI3.2, which was recurrent back on that version), it's like I can't do wrong, as far as I can see from my interactions with that lovely lady who's been on my case since the first loop of DMSI 3.3 I played, lol.

Fighting that illness which I've come down with again (it turned out to be pretty severe So now I'm on antibiotics and stuff), progressively starting to feel better.

On the DMSI front, well, not much to report because I'm at home and having to recuperate, but there's definitely internal progress. I am noticing something similar to when I was fighting to execute DMSI 3.2 when fear-based resistance would kick in - I sometimes get very, very *annoyed* that I'm trying to fight the program which I've been running for like, ages already.

Definite progress as far as fear removal is concerned. Keeping on keeping on.

So physically I feel like total crap (although I do feel way better today, but there's still at least 2-3 days to go before I'm back to snuff), but internally I get moments when I feel really, really good. Good!

Setting up the loops for the day, then it's two days of break.

Recovering from that illness, feeling way better today than yesterday. I can also tell that it's passing because the increased libido effect is back, so I guess my body has more energy for that kind of stuff now.