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(11-15-2018, 04:52 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Over the course of enough cycles, you'll see that your thinking eventually equals the program's input results when you are taking a break. We do have to take breaks, though.
Yesterday was the first day off for me and my girlfriend. When we got up yesterday, she was so bitterly and ridiculously negative it actually started a fight between us. She was asking me to make breakfast for the most ridiculous reason I have ever heard. I don't mind making breakfast, but this was so ridiculous that I decided that she was going to make breakfast just to prove herself wrong about what she can and can't do. All during making and eating breakfast she was bitching, and eventually I realized, this is her subconscious resisting the USLM programming now that it has an opportunity.
So I considered the things she had said while bitching and then realized that she needed self esteem to be playing, since USLM was on break. I started SE and she was good in minutes, and stayed that way for the rest of the day.
What USLM, and USLM3 especially, is doing is not an overnight thing. It will likely require at least 3 months of use to make this programming override the old. But when we take these breaks, holy cow, look at what the difference is! And that only shows you how much the program is doing, and how well it's working.
Like I said, over time, as the programming "takes", the breaks will become just like when you are listening to USLM. But it's a process.
This situation is extremely similar to what I experienced when I finished my 32 day run of APE last year. The day after I finished the sub, my ex (who was still then my Wife) started acting like a maniac, but she doesn't use subliminals so I don't know if it was something about my energy that could've triggered her.
Shannon, I too, have noticed the 'drop' in energy and focus....however not nearly as intense a version as some have shared,but still. I can see the stark contrast when on USLM3 and when NOT...lets say for the day I stop listening to USLM3 at 6 on a wednesday and by 4 pm the next day Thurday,I can definitely feel and see the difference in my 'line' of thinking and feeling. I did however notice some 'self adjusting' state shifting stuff yesterday.... in short even within the first 22 hours of not listening to USLM3,I can tell a big difference than while being constantly on it for shure. from what all I can tell, as the cycles go by, the gap is bridging and USLM3 is taking hold more and more,slowly( faster than we realize and certainly much faster than other previous programs) with each cycle. that I have noticed for shure.
the possible Dilemma I have that is upcoming...is to get LTU when it emerges or wait for some kind of USLM+Monetary Success combo sub,when it comes out....the question remains how long might it be between those two...and would it be worth the wait for USLM+M.S.??? time will give the answer.
(11-15-2018, 12:16 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I too, have noticed the 'drop' in energy and focus....however not nearly as intense a version as some have shared,but still. I can see the stark contrast when on USLM3 and when NOT...lets say for the day I stop listening to USLM3 at 6 on a wednesday and by 4 pm the next day Thurday,I can definitely feel and see the difference in my 'line' of thinking and feeling. I did however notice some 'self adjusting' state shifting stuff yesterday.... in short even within the first 22 hours of not listening to USLM3,I can tell a big difference than while being constantly on it for shure. from what all I can tell, as the cycles go by, the gap is bridging and USLM3 is taking hold more and more,slowly( faster than we realize and certainly much faster than other previous programs) with each cycle. that I have noticed for shure.
the possible Dilemma I have that is upcoming...is to get LTU when it emerges or wait for some kind of USLM+Monetary Success combo sub,when it comes out....the question remains how long might it be between those two...and would it be worth the wait for USLM+M.S.??? time will give the answer.
I concur. It just shows how much powerful this program really is!
(11-15-2018, 12:34 PM)Hatman Wrote: [ -> ] (11-15-2018, 12:16 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon, I too, have noticed the 'drop' in energy and focus....however not nearly as intense a version as some have shared,but still. I can see the stark contrast when on USLM3 and when NOT...lets say for the day I stop listening to USLM3 at 6 on a wednesday and by 4 pm the next day Thurday,I can definitely feel and see the difference in my 'line' of thinking and feeling. I did however notice some 'self adjusting' state shifting stuff yesterday.... in short even within the first 22 hours of not listening to USLM3,I can tell a big difference than while being constantly on it for shure. from what all I can tell, as the cycles go by, the gap is bridging and USLM3 is taking hold more and more,slowly( faster than we realize and certainly much faster than other previous programs) with each cycle. that I have noticed for shure.
the possible Dilemma I have that is upcoming...is to get LTU when it emerges or wait for some kind of USLM+Monetary Success combo sub,when it comes out....the question remains how long might it be between those two...and would it be worth the wait for USLM+M.S.??? time will give the answer.
I concur. It just shows how much powerful this program really is!
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ncbeareatingman I suggest that if you want to focus on money, wait for the Ultra Monetary Success to come out. If you want to hit everything at once (which may or may not include money at this time), and spend more money in the process, get LTU. I think in your shoes I would go for UMS.
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Hatman This shows just how powerful FRM really is making the rest of the program by forcing the gates to open. The programs have been plenty powerful for a long time now, but without having a way to force the gates open which were locked by fear, we haven't gotten far.
FRM v4 and later should be a significant increase in speed, power and effectiveness over v3.x.
Thank you Shannon for that most useful advice. I will wait for the much anticipated(by then) release of
Ultra Monetary Success! great title man. Love that Shannon!! Not meaning to bug you nor belabor the point,however will Ultra Monetary Success have FRM v4 in it? wheather it does or not Im still on it,lemme tell ya. in the mean time Im gonna keep on rockin USLM3 FRM v3. february 6th would make 3 months on USLM3 FRM v3 and if Ultra Monetary Success isnt out by then I'll keep on with USLM3 until it is. thanks again Shannon. Keith.
(11-15-2018, 01:59 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: [ -> ]Thank you Shannon for that most useful advice. I will wait for the much anticipated(by then) release of
Ultra Monetary Success! great title man. Love that Shannon!! Not meaning to bug you nor belabor the point,however will Ultra Monetary Success have FRM v4 in it? wheather it does or not Im still on it,lemme tell ya. in the mean time Im gonna keep on rockin USLM3 FRM v3. february 6th would make 3 months on USLM3 FRM v3 and if Ultra Monetary Success isnt out by then I'll keep on with USLM3 until it is. thanks again Shannon. Keith.
Before I answer your questions, one point.
USLM3 should be able to help you significantly with monetary success also, once it has overcome those fears, as long as achieving money is your goal. Might save you some money if you're willing to be patient.
That said, if you're interested in UMS, it will have FRM vLATEST in it. Whatever is latest at that time, which is definitely going to be at least v4.
Good to hear I'm not alone with this. I thought I was doing something wrong.
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cataleya I got the strong doubts as well. Those questions like "Can I really do this?" Like you when I'm on USLM those doubts shift to figuring out how to solve what I think stands in my way of success
Gonna try to condense a feeling I've been having without having it turn into a rant.
So basically I've come to realize there are layers of fear. For me at least there's the big fear. That's the one that says no to major life changes, drastically different situations, alterations to what I've come to understand as my "personality". and anything else that isn't the familiar and comfortable. Then there's the "watchguard" fear. This level of fear is dedicated exclusively to cancelling out anything that could result in dismantling the big fear. This is why affirmations never worked for me, why when I first started subliminals I had a vague feeling of it being "wrong", why goals go the route of "maybe it's better if I didn't", why I numbed myself for years, why I just took the path of least resistance, etc. You get the picture.
The anger I've been experiencing at my situation was on that watchguard level. That subtle discontent with life, blaming unhappiness on situations around me when really I put myself into these situations. And I have the choice to change them. But deep at that core, the big fear, the one that doesn't want major changes it signals to the watchguard. The watchguard distracts me with nitpicky details, how bad the week was, how I'm tired, how I don't get paid enough, how I'm not as independent as I'd like, how I feel like there's too much work to do that I don't want to do, etc. Instead of being focused on how to get out of this, I'm hyperfocused on what it is. And as long as I'm distracted by it, I lose sight of the real goals. The ones that are so terrifying to that deeper part, that it would rather distract me with the negatives of my current situation in an effort to get me to forget what I really want.
So what I'm learning here, people vastly oversimplify what fear is. How it interacts within the mind of individuals and the degree to which you can override it with willpower only. It's crazy stuff. I do my best to explain how the sub interacts within my own mind. But essentially I think with this new level of the FRM, we're getting access to knowledge that nobody else has thought of. To put it in more simple terms.
Imagine a puzzle. You're given this thing to solve. You bang your head against the wall, use as much available knowledge as possible from known sources and your own. But nothing seems to be working. Then you realize a piece was missing, the piece unlocks the real puzzle. The actual solvable one. The short of it is, you can't solve a puzzle if you're not even working at a level of having it solvable.
You always have something interesting to say. You are introspective as well.
Man, last night was intense. I could feel myself letting go of fear, then getting afraid, letting go, getting afraid, sort of cycle. During this process I noticed this odd tingling sensation all around my body. Felt like that sensation when your arm or leg falls asleep, but not uncomfortable. Went to sleep around 11. I woke up at 12. It felt like I was woken up because I needed to consciously address this fear. But basically I stayed up for about 30 minutes just focusing on bypassing this fear, trying to cooperate with the instructions of the sub as much as possible. It was this feeling of getting to the root of everything, a lot of strong sensations in my stomach. Deep sort of primitive level of fear, like the pure fight or flight. But I just tried to stay with it as much as possible.
Feels like I'm getting closer to moving past all this. Not just transcending the current problems I face in day to day life. But what brought about that stuff to begin with. You know how it is, battling to not fail when really a part of your mind is making you head towards failure. Most of my life has been "well this really sucks, how can I make this suck less for myself or work within the boundaries I've set for myself?"
Yup I'm now getting hit with the fatigue. I can feel the fear being chipped away at but it's burning through a lot of energy for me.
Trying to release inner tension held in my body. Feels like years of dealing with fear has left my body in this really tightened withdrawn state. The more I release these tensions, the more I notice USLM sort of hit me like waves in my body.
I'm not gonna say it's trauma, but something is being released. It's like fragments of it break off, intensity goes up for a few seconds, then it passes. I don't exactly know what it is, all I know is it needs to be removed.
I have been looking forward to seeing how this affected you.
Been learning music theory. On one hand it lets me be more expressive with my music. On the other hand it guarantees that the music "works". But what works isn't always inspiring.
I was working on a track today and felt like I was fighting again to get things right. But then I played my track one more time, closed my eyes, and noticed I had this apprehension while listening. Like "what if my kick drum is too loud?", but it was that exact anxiety that distracted me from really tuning in and listening. Sometimes I feel as if when I hold too much fear it blocks me from perceiving what's actually in front of me.
So I just did that. Then opened my eyes and just following my intuition for what needed to be changed. And in less than 5 minutes my track was sounding better than when I was fighting with it for the past hour. I think ultra success is having an influence, but part of me is still afraid and not trusting my own judgement or intuition. So I don't make solid decisions with my own creative expression.
I've never really been a confident person when it comes to any abilities or skill I possess. So I have a tendency to second guess my competence in anything to the point where it breaks my flow.
I am listening to Tipper's video you posted in this journal, and I've listened to it 3 times now. I wonder how long/how often he built and edited his own work back and forth, numerous times. Considering the mass output and the multiple sounds playing, I'm sure--he did it a lot.
I'd love to hear a creation of yours Mat. You are a talented composer, a trait not common, and I also have done pieces in my head plus have wondered how composers make such intricate pieces sound so.......easy. I listen to a lot of John Williams, James Horner, and Hans Zimmer, all which have built their names by putting together major movie soundtracks. And........all are likely perfectionists as well. But somewhere along the lines, someone heard them and believed in them.
I'm not sure your self doubt is so accurate. I'd like to hear your intuition pieces
Thanks for sharing this, as your honesty is felt.
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