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1st January 2019 - *Happy New Year to ALL*
***100th day of me being on UMOP*** - If you include the 10 days I had missed then it is my 90th day today.
I have so far been on this 100 day journey by being on UMOP1 for 57days, UMOP2 43days (or 33 if you include the 10days I had missed from this total).
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Today
(Day 10) - End of Cycle 2, today is my 1 day of rest!
During this 2nd cycle, I have felt somewhat frustrated at my current lack of action, inability to act because of being at home in a dead end routine / cycle and eager to get moving.
This usually happens to me during the holidays when I get to take stock and feel the motivation rising to succeed once again, so this is my normal cycle/mood of getting juiced up.
I have also gone back to reading/researching and thinking about doing some affirmations to get me to my goals.
I had these affirmations or rather mechanisms of doing affirmations to do before I came to IML and had put them on hold as no form of mind programming was recommended whilst being on subs - for now its a desire to act that is making me trying to find ways to act if I again don't execute.
>>Overall no results to show as yet.<<
I will stay on this trajectory for 90 days, as the refund for 90 days done I believe was nullified by my missing 10 days. I dont know if Shannon will make a UMOP3 and release it for someone like me, but my current choice will be to remain on this for 90 days and see what happens (or get a refund after 90 days of still no execution which will have been 180days in full) or immediately jump onto UMOP3 if that is made and released and then see what happens.
You're not eligible for a refund, Jake.
At this point, all I see is part of you trying to execute, while most of you sits on your ass. If you want to keep going with subliminals, a switch to DMSI 3.3 will give you turbulence and FRM 4.1, and a wait of 35 days will give you bloom and time for me to potentially get something with FRM 4.2+ out.
(01-01-2019, 07:35 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]You're not eligible for a refund, Jake.
At this point, all I see is part of you trying to execute, while most of you sits on your ass. If you want to keep going with subliminals, a switch to DMSI 3.3 will give you turbulence and FRM 4.1, and a wait of 35 days will give you bloom and time for me to potentially get something with FRM 4.2+ out.
Im not eligible for a refund if I listen for 90days which im set on doing hopefully again? If I miss days again then I wont be, that I respect and understand completely, as im not seeking a refund at this stage but later should I manage to listen to 90days and get no execution.
Are you saying FRM 4.2+ is going to be released soon, and will that be in UMOP3 because then would I need a 35days break?
Otherwise i'm unclear what you're suggesting Shannon.
(01-01-2019, 08:01 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ] (01-01-2019, 07:35 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]You're not eligible for a refund, Jake.
At this point, all I see is part of you trying to execute, while most of you sits on your ass. If you want to keep going with subliminals, a switch to DMSI 3.3 will give you turbulence and FRM 4.1, and a wait of 35 days will give you bloom and time for me to potentially get something with FRM 4.2+ out.
Im not eligible for a refund if I listen for 90days which im set on doing hopefully again? If I miss days again then I wont be that I respect and understand completely.
Are you saying FRM 4.2+ is going to be released soon, and will that be in UMOP3?
Otherwise i'm unclear what you're suggesting Shannon.
The refund policy is pretty clear. You have to use the program according to the instructions to be eligible for a refund. You did not. Taking a 10 day break is not following the instructions. Case closed.
FRM 4.2+ is going to be in LTU and everything that comes from it.
(01-01-2019, 08:14 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (01-01-2019, 08:01 AM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ] (01-01-2019, 07:35 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]You're not eligible for a refund, Jake.
At this point, all I see is part of you trying to execute, while most of you sits on your ass. If you want to keep going with subliminals, a switch to DMSI 3.3 will give you turbulence and FRM 4.1, and a wait of 35 days will give you bloom and time for me to potentially get something with FRM 4.2+ out.
Im not eligible for a refund if I listen for 90days which im set on doing hopefully again? If I miss days again then I wont be that I respect and understand completely.
Are you saying FRM 4.2+ is going to be released soon, and will that be in UMOP3?
Otherwise i'm unclear what you're suggesting Shannon.
The refund policy is pretty clear. You have to use the program according to the instructions to be eligible for a refund. You did not. Taking a 10 day break is not following the instructions. Case closed.
FRM 4.2+ is going to be in LTU and everything that comes from it.
Yes that's my understanding too that's why I'm not asking for a refund right now nor even hinted at that lol
I said I'll be giving it a fresh new run for.90days and then see either if I execute or not and if not a refund then.
Great I'll wait for UMOP3 and hope that works for me if this doesn't in the next 90days. Will I need a 35days break before UMOP3?
Doing another run of the same thing doesn't make you eligible for a refund, Jake. If you want to run this program again, I suggest you start a break now and wait for the next version.
I suggested DMSI because you can get this version without spending more money.
(01-01-2019, 09:05 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Doing another run of the same thing doesn't make you eligible for a refund, Jake. If you want to run this program again, I suggest you start a break now and wait for the next version.
I suggested DMSI because you can get this version without spending more money.
Oh I see I understand.
So you imagine umop3 will be released after 35days Shannon?
Thankyou for the DMSI suggestion. If UMOP3 is to be released after a 35day break I much rather wait then for this instead.
(01-01-2019, 01:26 PM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ] (01-01-2019, 09:05 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Doing another run of the same thing doesn't make you eligible for a refund, Jake. If you want to run this program again, I suggest you start a break now and wait for the next version.
I suggested DMSI because you can get this version without spending more money.
Oh I see I understand.
So you imagine umop3 will be released after 35days Shannon?
Thankyou for the DMSI suggestion. If UMOP3 is to be released after a 35day break I much rather wait then for this instead.
UMOP3 should be out by then, yes.
(01-01-2019, 01:43 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (01-01-2019, 01:26 PM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ] (01-01-2019, 09:05 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Doing another run of the same thing doesn't make you eligible for a refund, Jake. If you want to run this program again, I suggest you start a break now and wait for the next version.
I suggested DMSI because you can get this version without spending more money.
Oh I see I understand.
So you imagine umop3 will be released after 35days Shannon?
Thankyou for the DMSI suggestion. If UMOP3 is to be released after a 35day break I much rather wait then for this instead.
UMOP3 should be out by then, yes.
Ok great thank you! Ill take my 35 days break from tomorrow.
**Journal Closed**
2nd January - Began 35 days break until I start UMOP3 with the next upgraded version of FRM.
During this time, im considering whether UMOP can ever work, and if instead it makes sense to simply try DMSI or USLM.
I'm unsure; except ill be back in Europe in some days time, where ill focus on staying for 6months, hopefully enabling me to get started with something without stoppage.
After 100 days with no execution again, this journal now comes to a close.
**Journal Closed**
(01-04-2019, 08:39 PM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ]**Journal Closed**
2nd January - Began 35 days break until I start UMOP3 with the next upgraded version of FRM.
During this time, im considering whether UMOP can ever work, and if instead it makes sense to simply try DMSI or USLM.
I'm unsure; except ill be back in Europe in some days time, where ill focus on staying for 6months, hopefully enabling me to get started with something without stoppage.
After 100 days with no execution again, this journal now comes to a close.
**Journal Closed**
I'm not taking any break, there's always a period of difficulty before breaking through a wall.
(01-20-2019, 04:11 PM)Zeroxmachina Wrote: [ -> ] (01-04-2019, 08:39 PM)Jake2015 Wrote: [ -> ]**Journal Closed**
2nd January - Began 35 days break until I start UMOP3 with the next upgraded version of FRM.
During this time, im considering whether UMOP can ever work, and if instead it makes sense to simply try DMSI or USLM.
I'm unsure; except ill be back in Europe in some days time, where ill focus on staying for 6months, hopefully enabling me to get started with something without stoppage.
After 100 days with no execution again, this journal now comes to a close.
**Journal Closed**
I'm not taking any break, there's always a period of difficulty before breaking through a wall.
cool
35 days break is finally over.
I will share what has been going on in this time. I have no idea if this is relevant, if its TID or Bloom or simply nothing but I feel its worth sharing for data.
My break started (and stoppage of UMOP2) began from 2nd of January.
I had missed 10 days out of the 100days use that I had of UMOP2 with no change, no results nothing noticed at all.
I was in the UK during this time, and during xmas I was more agitated and frustrated by how life in the UK (private and personal to me) didnt allow me to execute any of the goals I wanted to work on. Undoubtably this would also be procrastination since some can argue to change you or one would do anything and go to any lengths.
I should add, that there are goals and things that I do not procrastinate on, but they are easy fun or enjoyable tasks not the real goals of life that would advance me ahead and forward.
I returned back to Europe around the 2nd week of January. I usually suffer from jet-lag and my week is usually messed up immediately in terms of of my sleep cycle.
I have struggled to sleep on time and wake early for many years and for me sleeping late is far easier and far more enjoyable for 1 reason or another.
I cannot be sure but around the first or 2nd night of my return back to Europe, I managed to wake at 5am and slept at 8am.
I was super ecstatic by this as there wasnt any real reason for this change.
I have a theory which is why im unsure if this can be TID from UMOP3 or bloom from UMOP2 which ill share at the end.
Since this change the past 3 weeks I have managed to wake around 5-7am 5 days out of 7. The weekends are days I choose to sleep in as long as I can to recooperate from any lack of sleep in the week.
Due to this sleep correction to my life as I shall call it, I have been able to slowly chip away at tiny amounts at my goals, such as my need for breakfast (however poor its still a start when I seldomly had breakfast during weekdays).
I also have thus been able to start on planning my healthy diet. I havent started making the meals but im getting there.
I had an exam after a week of returning back however even though I had the exam I didnt negotiate on staying up late to cram. I also during the week found studying more enjoyable and learning more easier. Again why, I have a theory which I will share at the end.
There have been mornings where I have woken up later than 5am which has annoyed me as my goal is 5am and waking up at 7am or 8am is still early but not enough if i want to reach all my goals nevertheless today I woke at 5am. I find every morning and every evening im learning from the failure as such, not purposefully but organically to assess what to eat or when not to eat or drink and what temperature to have my heating on at night etc so that I can sleep early and wake early.
I have also few days ago swapped my normal beverage of english/british tea for green tea which im happy about. Drinking water though a goal is far away as yet.
So my theories:
In the past a long time ago, I recall spending all xmas talking about, imagining and thinking of the new low carb diet I was going to start in the new year. I did it so much, with so much reading and research that when the time came to start it was effortless. I believe the same has occurred now.
During this xmas I was frustrated so much so that I was getting annoyed vocally about how I am being obstructed by family to doing my goals and yet hearing them ridicule me for it when I lay the blame mostly on them and the lifestyle we have. They dont see the sacrifice I make as I call it.
This frustration resulted in me spending nights in bed googling ways to over come procrastination. All of the techniques are those I am aware of but havent started and still havent but i was learning about how its all to do with chipping away at things daily and consistently basically.
It was due to again personal and private obstacles in my student life in Europe that resulted in me missing 10days of UMOP2 which concluded in Shannon not giving me a refund even though after 3 years of me being here no sub has worked on me and if any has it has been on pure assumption and guesswork (I speak of NO fap of DMSI 3.2 - which I have realised may not have been DMSI but me, since I tend to go weeks without fapping easily - I didnt fap for 1 month whilst in the UK).
I believe that what happened to me in the past and during this xmas was akin to me programming my subconscious mind with what some call affirmation, or affirmative suggestions and visualisations (UK spelling lol).
I believe this is why the change had occurred then to me almost 10years ago and even now.
I also believe the reason the studying became easy for me was because I was learning real life applications for this practical exam/test from youtube videos so was easier than reading a book but the videos were also short 1-3min long clips rather than a long videos and were also practical application videos rather than boring long lectures.
I would be happy and pleased if this was indeed TID or bloom, and I am sharing this as it was a member here (no names mentioned) who in private message hypothesised if indeed the case could be TID, Bloom etc, thus im sharing here to be transparent as always and to offer more insight to how the subs work or dont work as is the case for me at this current time.
I now wait to see how UMOP3 will pan out for me.
Wow!! This is really interesting. I love when you make progress Jake.
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