Subliminal Talk

The translation opportunity is a-go. And if it picks off, it's going to become a regular thing. Great side hustle: easy, on my schedule, pay's more than decent as far as I'm concerned. Fun fact: it's actually literary porn for females (a. k. a. "dark romance", lol). I'm *SO* totally going to use this to hit on girls too, lol ("hey, I'm working on this sex scene and I need your expertise on the subject", or somesuch lol).

BTW. I highly suspect the above mentioned gig is a DMSI-related manifestation, given the circumstances of how it's come about.

OK, listening to my loop of ver. A for today, tomorrow's break day, from Monday on I shall commence with the switcharoo (so ver. B for two weeks).

Feeling really good today.

Random musings time!

***POTENTIAL RULE 4 TRIGGER WARNING***

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The time with DMSI ver. A helped me truly and actually understand the meaning of "non serviam". It is actually a choice, which, once made, allows for free will, and one's will can be true only once it is free.

I actually might write a book about it. Should be useful to those who would listen.

Just wanted to say that ver. 3.2 of DMSI is an extremely powerful program that works and which I really like and appreciate.

Also added two more affirmations/statements to my "conscious reinforcement" set:

"I now willingly consciously and subconsciously choose to repeatedly, consistently and fully achieve and experience the design goals of DMSI 3.2, and I do"

"I now willingly consciously and subconsciously choose to execute the full extent of the DMSI 3.2 auric sniper module at full power <on person>, and I do"

I use the second one either with a particular person in mind (added to the statement as I choose), or just in general. I sometimes try out various variations of the wordings.

Tomorrow starting the switcharoo, so it's B-time for two weeks.

For some reason, as I am listening to my loop of ver. B today, I found myself repeating the "I now choose to execute blah blah" affirmation/statement, and then I found myself suddenly switching to repeating this statement in Polish, which is my native language.

Ver. B now feels much better than it used to, and whenever I notice anything untoward, I simply reinforce my choice with some affirmations, lol. Gonna keep at it until and as such.

Heh. For some reason, the quickest way for me to say here what I mean to say here can sound kinda rule 4. Seriously, I could explain in a different manner, but it'd take pages. Totally gonna write that book, possibly starting July/August.

Today's random musing:

Now that we've said non serviam, it is time to go beyond good and evil.

Today's bonus random musing:

The choice not to do something is, I believe, in fact not a choice to not do something, but a choice do something else instead.

It is impossible to perform a negative choice. This is getting non-Euclidean.

I guess that is why the subconscious don't give a damn about negation.

I am now thinking that there must exist a point in one's self/I space-time continuum where/whence once a decision or choice is made (f. in. the decision the execute all of the script of DMSI), all other related choices would spring from and adjust to, thus making choices which would not be in accord with the "pre-choice" obsolete/a non-issue (f. in. choices to resist executing the instructions contained in DMSI). This "pre-choice" would happen beyond all reason (as it requires no reason to be made - it would be, simply stated, an act of pure will), beyond all value judgements ("beyond good and evil"), basically beyond all reactive choice, as this would be, in essence, a purely active choice.

This would result in "every cell in one's body" adjusting accordingly to the causative pre-choice that's been made. This would, in fact, make it an "a priori" choice/decision for all intents and purposes.

I've no idea whether what I've just written makes any kind of actual sense, but I do believe that, should a way to actively make such a choice be found, all causation would then spring from that choice. I am now attempting to find a way of making such a choice. If this can be done, I will do it. Let's find the boundaries of free will.

On a less grand in scope note, I am noticing more obviously on ver. B than on ver. A how I am using my sex-drive and appreciation of women to motivate myself to execute the script. It goes something like this in my internal monologue:

"<random musing> <random musing> hey, let's reaffirm: I now choose to... [a woman with a DAT ASS kind of ass passes me by] OMG DIDJA JUST SEE THAT ASS I NOW SO TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY CHOOSE TO WILLINGLY CONSCIOUSLY AND SUBCONSCIOUSLY EXECUTE ALL OF THE SCRIPT OF DMSI 3.2b AND I TOTALLY DO! I mean, did you just see DAT ASS?!?!?!"

Ahhh. Dat ass. A preternatural source of inspiration to mankind. I now feel like waxing poetic.

What I love about DMSI ver. 3.2 is that pretty much every day I learn something new, or come to a new conclusion.

Whenever I'm not trying to resist the thing, that is - but I do believe I have that handled. At first, willful reinforcement did sometimes take up all of my conscious awareness, or at least as much of it as I could spare at any given moment, but I do seem to be needing less and less of it as time goes by - and am trying different variations on the theme, so to speak.

I do think it's necessary to note that, once again, I got the urge to do 2 loops when using ver. B, and I have decided to follow through with that. Got extremely strong internal/state-shift effects the first time I did it (yesterday), especially around the end of the 2nd loop (totally "felt high" in a good way, not in a "I just smoked a joint am totally bonkers" way - pretty much blissing out of my ass, so to speak), and did it once again today, and currently it seems to be fine. I think I will be sticking to 2 loops ver. B for the time being.

Also I am beginning to think that once I've figured out what I've been figuring out these past several days, I will have no need of switching to ver. A to achieve the design goals and more. Although the decision whether to stick with ver. B or proceed with the 'ol switcharoo I shall make when the time comes, and I'll just follow my gut in this matter. It feels great to be able to trust my gut again, finally.

EDIT

Take note, all ye who read this - this does not mean I am recommending anyone to start doing 2 loops, or start experimenting with the number of loops you are using. Do not use my decisions as a crutch for your decisions. Non serviam.

Yeah, ver. B can also lead one to heal themselves when necessary. Cleared through some stuff as I was listening to my loops today, and also took a nap afterwards - resulting in one of the "CRAZY DMSI DREAMS". It was pretty much a direct continuation of the last dream of this type I had and could remember (this was back when I was switching between ver. B and ver. A), and yeah - there is definite progress in what it was dealing with. Let's keep cracking, we're getting there.

Also, David Lynch has got nothing on my dreams, lol.

Am almost at the end of my weight cutting supplement I've been taking, and am going to buy another bottle. It is working - not exactly at a rapid pace, but yeah, steadily and efficiently. The difference pre- and post- is visible.

Liver stuff having been mostly dealt with, now it's my heart that's complaining (I've started experiencing a heavy, sinking sensation in that general area). Working on dealing with this, too.

Listening to my loops for the day. I am definitely getting the heart stuff resolved. It also explains why I was unable to stop listening to that darn song by Motley Crue, lol. Also I've got another song I can't stop listening to now.

By the by, I believe that I've been pushed to resolve this right now in response to a... well, responder to my DMSI extravaganza. Pretty much a "dat ass" kind of situation but more of a "dat smile :-o" variation thereof. I have noticed that while I do find very many various females attractive, I seem to have two preferred types: one that I find extremely sexually attractive (it'd be, I guess, a dark haired PAWG type of girl), and one that gives me more of a romantic attraction vibe (these would actually be slim blondes - I'd say "aristocratic" - with certain common aspects to their facial features and their natural seduction style).

I really, really like this program. Did I say that already? I'm saying it again.

Today's main conclusion:

My will is into doing this, now it is time to put my heart behind this, too. Otherwise, there's no point nor is there much chance of ultimate success.