Subliminal Talk

(03-14-2018, 03:12 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: [ -> ]

(03-14-2018, 03:06 AM)Have at ye Wrote: [ -> ]I got a double like! DMSI IS WORKING OMIGOD!!!!!

I have the power to take it away. Muahahaha~

It's going pretty good, I think. Effects are getting progressively stronger - and I've noticed a DEFINITE improvement in the strength of the celebrity aura module. The removal of the meet-'em-halfway thing was a good decision: I've noticed that women are actually putting in more effort to keep my interest (I actually find it pretty amusing - some girls, the one's who are a bit more shy, I think, remind me of myself when I was a 19-y-o trying to pick up girls, heh. It's extremely cute). Also, many more women are actually willing to initiate conversations and interactions - this did happen on ver 3.1 and earlier, but it's been happening much more often - and regularly at that - on this version.

Also various misgivings and blockages I might have unconsciously are being dealt with. Interestingly enough, I sometimes get dreams that are very pointed regarding certain issues, and usually have very good conscious understanding of what's what, and how to solve it, right after waking up.

I do feel the need for more sleep still, though. I guess overcoming the particular issues I might still have goes more efficiently when I'm in a dreaming state.

Also, I feel the urge to raise the volume something fierce. I started at -32dB, according to foobar, now I'm tempted to try waaay more volume, something like -12dB, perhaps. I'll see about that in tomorrow's listening session.

Oh yeah, one more thing: I've been resorting to conscious instructions given to myself whenever I sense consciously that I am resisting something in the script. I usually use these phrases, said to myself in my internal monologue: "I choose to execute", "Execute, now!", "I refuse to succumb to reversal resistance", "I refuse to resist DMSI", etc. Also had this idea: "hey, since I'm a stubborn oaf, how about I use that stubborness to resist resisting? How 'bout that?" Hence the "I refuse" phrases.

And thing yet another: I'm usually paying pretty decent attention to my posture when up and about due to work reasons, but I've been noticing lately that whenever I notice it degrading and I consciously adjust my posture as close to perfect as I can get it at any given time, I feel the auric energy effects more strongly and usually chance into a female I find attractive who proceeds to initiate interaction. Coincidence? I think not!

Gonna be switching to ver. A once it's released and I've finished up this secondary ASRB session for ver. B (so: Monday). Will probably use it for a month and then proceed with the 'ol switcharoo (so 2 weeks A, 2 weeks B - should the secondary ASRB be the same for both versions).

Ver. B is very, very nice, albeit it does force me to fight myself, and this can be very distracting or unpleasant at times. Also, this past week, I've been driven to search out and apply ways to - you guessed it - heal the stubborn bits of fear that come up in response to DMSI.

Also, the idea to increase the volume was a misfire. It triggered something of an "BUT I DON'T WANNA" response in the resisting parts. So it's back to -30db for me.

Had some more very promising responses from attractive females, too. The end goals are in sight. Let's keep cracking.

I've listened to my loop of ver. B for today already. Hopefully there will be no issues with the swtich to ver. A with no breaks once it is released.

Boy am I glad I made the decision to not follow other DMSI journals around here. I do visit Shannon's journal discussion and the DMSI discussion thread from time to time, and some of the stuff I'm reading there does not jive with me too well. F. in. I fully believe and expect to achieve end-goal results with this version of DMSI - I mean, I've had them on ver. 3.1, hell, had one way back on ver. 2.4, I think! Goddamnit, I've had stuff like what the end-goal stipulates happen way back when I did not even realize stuff like subliminal programming is something of note.

OK. So I've located the stuff holding me back on both mental and physical levels, gonna take a holistic approach - so apart from getting some good healin' on with DMSI ver. A, I'm also getting back on a liver optimizing dietary supplement I remember having used some time ago after having it prescribed to help my liver regenerate after pre-surgery/in-surgery/post-surgery antibiotics/painkiller combo. I remember the supplement being very good, nice and strong - I'd immediately feel it working physically and boosting my metabolism something fierce at the same time.

Gonna need a good, healthy liver for all the detoxing DMSI's doing, too. Also did some research on "metaphysical" aspects of non-optimal liver function, you know - like they do in Chinese medicine, for instance. I was like "check, check, check... lol, CHECK" on the symptoms. So yeah, let's get cracking.

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If anyone's curious, or feels the need for something similar - the thing I'll be using is a herbal/soy extract containing tons of Phospholipidum essentiale. I honestly doubt the brand I'm getting is available outside of my country, though.

Finished up my first week of ver. A today, tomorrow's break day.

Currently liking it very much. I'm much more calm compared to ver. B. One of the big hurdles I've got to clear is much better suited to the ver. A approach (it's basically "my own expectations and demands made by myself, of myself, and then the derrrrrrp following whenever I do not believe or feel that I have met them". It's pretty much why I had a reversal-resistance reaction to the sexual performance maximizer module back on ver. 3.1, and God knows what else).

As far as outside results are concerned, I do not know really yet. I've been at my parents' for Easter, and am staying here until Tuesday at least. I'll know more once I'm back to action.

BTW. the "removal of excess fat gained through faux-fueling of the aura" module is working splendidly. I think it's all gone now. I see a visible difference in the mirror, and people are actually commenting that I've lost weight. And I've not been dieting or cutting down on anything, either. Heck, it's holidays, so I've been eating like a madman. All the energy is being used, and not stored.

Gonna be doing an exercise regimen, started yesterday. I'll basically be doing various barbell exercises, starting with a month with an unweighted one. It's basically bel-canto and posture related: I'll be working on form using the barbell, and doing that every day, with some sit-ups added to the mix to make my ass gorgeous, lol. Started with a bamboo stick I found lying around here (lol), gonna buy the barbell once I'm back home. The plan is to do the exercises every day. I'll be probably adding three or two days per week with weights after the initial month.

As on ver. B, I usually get very, very sleepy sometime at the end of the loop of ver. A. Whatever it's doing, I can process it more efficiently when asleep, I guess. If I cannot sleep to my heart's content and have to wake up at a given time, I will feel a bit loopy for about 15-20 minutes after waking up. Otherwise I'm not feeling drained or anything.

Heh, some part of me is trying to put up a fight regarding DMSI. Yesterday evening I experienced symptoms of overload (one hell of a headache which would not give up), but - there's no friggin' chance that I was overloaded. I'm using the program according to instructions, so one loop per day - there's no fathomable chance of overload.

I was trying to convince myself to take a break, I think. I did not, struggled through, listened to my loop of the day - experienced some serious nervousness while at it, too. But - the "faux overload" headache passed somewhere near the end of the loop. Had no trouble with sleeping afterwards, either.

I'm seeing this through to the end! I might be trying to postpone, avoid or otherwise escape something in the program (probably an aspect of the healing - it's touching upon something that scares me stiff), but I am not stopping until and as such. Gonna have to convince myself that whatever is getting healed/cleared out is going to be a *non-issue* once it is done with - so there's no need to try avoiding it, really.

Hmm, decided to supplement with a weight-cutter, a non-thermogenic one (so it doesn't have caffeine, yohimbine or other stuff that directly affects the nervous system). Will use it for a month, if it works as intended, I'll continue using it until I've cut the flab. It does seem to be giving my metabolism and energy-processing one hell of a boost, though (which, hopefully, will allow me to use the stored energy for the purposes of DMSIng). It also gives me another reason to drink much more water, so I've been doing that, too.

The clearing and healing is progressing, some interesting developments in the field lately. As the song goes: let's keep cracking.

Totally blissing outta my ass at the moment, something big must have cleared through.

Having blissed out of my ass, I am now in heavy-duty healing mode. I won't lie, it's hard, and extremely sad. But it has to be done - because I choose to do it.

Also, no wonder I was doing my damnedest to resist this particular aspect getting cleared out - it is directly tied to basic survival; because of that, a "knot" has occurred, which from a basic survival standpoint (based in childhood) seemed inescapable.

Hopefully, I will be able to resolve this ASAP.

Regardless of the above, external results are beginning to ramp up in scope and effectiveness. I'm on the right track.

I do believe this calls for a "training montage" type of song, so here's one (couldn't stop listening to it today, lol):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Unjgyphu2-k

I think the aforementioned "knot" got unraveled, and now healing is progressing further (as are other DMSI things, I presume). I'm basing this on the fact that as I was listening to my loop yesterday, I got sleepy (as usual), and then felt a weird sensation somewhere down along the left side of my rib-cage (it was similar to the "knot" sensation I'd feel somewhere around my liver, but smaller in scope), and soon after got "reawakened" with a start (as in - I lost all sleepiness and became alert). Thus, I assume the program hit on something fear-inducing. I do not consciously know what it is, exactly, nor is there, at this time, any indication that shielding will have to be broken through in order to clear it.

Otherwise, feeling good. The fat-burner/weight-cutting supplement is working really well in conjunction with the program as far as I can tell (it does induce a strong "whoa, DMSI's doing its thing" sensation within 10 to 15 minutes after I take my daily portion).

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Also, I think I'm getting bits and pieces of the SATT kicking in, regarding getting direct results in the most efficient, and effective, way possible. Heh, apparently it runs contrary to any PUA or "alpha male bro-wisdom" type of deal I might have picked up over the years. I find myself chuckling to myself whenever these insights occur.

So, started my third week of A today: this time the healing did something very much noticeable in my tailbone (I actually felt a physical *click* in there). So we're at the root chakra, it'd seem - apart from the "liver knot" etc. energetic sensations I'm getting were indicating that the healing is progressively making its way from my feet on up as far as it can go, and then attempts to dissolve any blockages that are in the way.

Feeling good, keepin' on keepin' on.