Glad that 2.4 is out. However, i'm conflicted about switching to the newest version since what I've been doing is working so well for the last few days. What the heck, I will download 2.4 tomorrow morning and run it and see what happens. I can always go back if things go awry. Shannon, have you figured out the optimal number of loops?
Five per day, consecutive.
(09-04-2016, 06:09 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Five per day, consecutive.
Thank you sir. Much appreciated.
05/09/2016
Labor day. First time using v2.4. Today I went to CNE in downtown Toronto. In the lineup to buy tickets I was right behind a woman. She kept glancing at me from the corner of her eye. As time went by she slowly turned beet red and kept fanning herself. Got in, and on my way to the rides, I see another one staring at me. She's sitting on a bar stool, with her legs spread open at a 45 degree angle. The interesting thing that I've observed is I am sure that the hair flick/toss is an instinctual reaction to attraction. Twice that day I saw two woman with bobs do it. One was quite funny as she practically had little hair to flick. On my way back home on the train, this young couple sat opposite to where I was sitting. The girlfriend took a few glances at me and the boyfriend kept shooting daggers at me. The girlfriend was showing pictures to him on her phone and as she was leaning towards him, she definitely gave me a butt display. I had a full view of her a$$. Must have been uncomfortable for her to maintain this position. Got home and decided to go for a stroll. As I was walking, I came across this woman who was taking her two dogs for a stroll. She definitely has a DIHL look on her face as she stared at me for a good half a minute. I must say that so far the results are good.
06/09/2016
After the gym, went to the grocery store. At the check out, the cashier got all discombobulated. She could not string two words together and could not bag my groceries, she kept dropping my groceries either on the conveyor belt or on the floor. At some point I had to help her bag my stuff. As she tried to hand over the receipt she dropped that as well.
07/09/2016
For some reason, I feel like shit today. Must be going through some resistance. I am getting checked out more frequently from a gal who just came back from maternity leave. I was in the kitchen, and she came in and stood beside me and she sighed loud enough for me to hear her. I asked her if something was bothering her and she responded in the negative
. At lunch, a female coworker sat with me and had lunch together. This is a first with her in the two years that I've been there. Second in command dropped by before she left and thanked me for some trivial thing that I've done. She's laughing more now since I've started 2.4.
08/09/2016
Not much to report today as I did not have many interactions with females. Second in command dropped by before she left to say goodnight. I'm sensing more attraction from her now. I can sense the autopilot kicking in as my conversational skills have improved tremendously. I am more quick witted and conversations seem to flow more naturally.
I don't know if anyone are experiencing the same effects, but I don't haven't experienced the sexual arousal with this current version (i.e.2.4) that I've experienced with the previous versions (night and morning wood, etc), especially version 2.3 where I felt like an animal.
(09-10-2016, 07:54 AM)Snoop Wrote: [ -> ]I don't know if anyone are experiencing the same effects, but I don't haven't experienced the sexual arousal with this current version (i.e.2.4) that I've experienced with the previous versions (night and morning wood, etc), especially version 2.3 where I felt like an animal.
Yeah, not really so far, now that you mention it. Like 2.2, I feel like the healing is taking front-and-center on this one. That's fine by me, I like to grow.
RTBoss. I'm all for healing as well but I miss the raw sexual magnetism that 2.3 was generating. I am planning to use the current version for at least 6 weeks and hopefully some of that glow will come back.
(09-10-2016, 07:54 AM)Snoop Wrote: [ -> ]I don't know if anyone are experiencing the same effects, but I don't haven't experienced the sexual arousal with this current version (i.e.2.4) that I've experienced with the previous versions (night and morning wood, etc), especially version 2.3 where I felt like an animal.
Yea, I have. I never really felt TOO horny on v2.3. I mean, I had those moments where the sexual arousal would hit me, but the first few days of v2.4 put that to shame.
I have noticed that the sexual arousal on v2.4 feels more natural -- as if it's coming from a place from deep within rather than some kind of surface level arousal. v2.3 felt like I was getting horny from watching porn. v2.4's arousal feels like a beautiful woman's rubbing up on me and I'm getting ready to take her.
10/09/2016
Went to Wall Mart tonight and ended up paying my purchase at a cash manned by a really attractive Chinese cashier. She bagged my purchase and as I was about to leave. I commented that her English was impecable. I thought that she just immigrated from China because based on her name tag she did not have an English first name. She immediately opened up and told me that she was born in this country. She went on and on talking my ear off for about 5 minutes. As she did, she was smilling, touching me and doing the whole preening routine. I had to break it off as the lineup was getting bigger and I could see from the corner of my eye that her supervisor was giving her dagger eyes. I did not want her to get in trouble.
11/09/2016
Woke up this morning feeling really down. I am having really bad negative thoughts in the last few days. Regardless, I am planning to push through this. Some weird stuff happened today. Went to the park this afternoon and as I dealt with the gate attendant, the security guard, which I know is a lesbian was giving me all those IOI's. Later on, on the trail, I meet another lesbian couple with a child. I started to chat one of them because they were speaking French which is my native tongue. Again, I can see all these IOI's from her partner as I was chatting. The guard is decent looking, but the other one was not particularly attractive. Otherwise, I got IOI's from a couple of Asian women who I believe / hope are heterosexual.
Edit: still trying to figure how to type on my phone. Auto correct is throwing me out for a loop
(09-11-2016, 03:32 PM)Snoop Wrote: [ -> ]11/09/2016
Woke up this morning feeling really down. I am having really bad negative thoughts in the last few days. Regardless, I am planning to push through this. Some weird stuff happened today. Went to the park this afternoon and as I dealt with the gate attendant, the security guard, which I know is a lesbian was giving me all those IOI's. Later on, on the trail, I meet another lesbian couple with a child. I started to chat one of them because they were speaking French which is my native tongue. Again, I can see all these IOI's from her partner as I was chatting. The guard is decent looking, but the other one was not particularly attractive. Otherwise, I got IOI's from a couple of Asian women who I believe / hope are heterosexual.
Backstory:
This lesbian I know, really hot. All the guys were trying to get into her pants and she would stonewall them by saying, "I'm gay."
So one day she comes up to me and my friend and says to my Male friend, "Craig, if I ever decide to have a baby, you are the guy I want to get me pregnant... I'd have sex with you to make that possible."
No, it never happened, but she meant every word of it!!
Not much to report since the last time I posted here. Apart from the baseline IOI's (smiles and stares), I haven't seen any signals that would indicate an increase in attraction from the opposite sex. The only thing that I've observed is renewed interest from a colleague of mine of Eastern European origin who was really into me when she first started here. It kind of died down when she found out I was married. Yesterday, she borrowed my phone charger to charge her phone battery. I did not make much of it at that time, but later on she called me twice to get clarification on something that we both working on. I don't believe that she needed my input to complete the work. I believe that this is noteworthy as I haven't heard from her in weeks. We'll see what happens in the future.
To be frank, I haven't felt the aura for awhile, apart from this morning when I laid my eyes on this gorgeous receptionist when I dropped my car at the dealership. I felt the aura kicking up. I don't feel particularly needy and I am at peace. I don't get angry as much anymore and I realize that I need to let go, as there are situations which are totally out of my control. I have no power on what people do and slowly realizing that its just not worth it to get flustered by the crap that people sometime throw your way.
Being an introvert, the sub has worked wonders in my social interactions with people. I am becoming more quick witted and I am realizing that I have a dark sense of humor that is surfacing. Some of my colleagues are appreciating. I managed to make the second in command in my division laugh out of control with something I said in a meeting. She even commented on it afterwards after we were in the kitchen. So to make a long story short. No out of this world interest from the opposite sex. However, I fully intend to run this sub until version 3 comes out as I think that the work under the hood is worth the price of the sub by itself.
16/09/2016
The autopilot is definitely making me smoother in my interaction with women. Yesterday a colleague dropped by my office. She wanted me to take a look at a video of herself and a former female colleague that her professional organization had made to promote the profession. I am sitting in my chair and she's standing beside me. As the video plays. She asked me how does she look. I told her "You look great". Then she's asking me to pick some of the best shots, screen capture them and email it to her. I make the screen caps and I type in the email "Here you go princess". She burst out laughing. I told her "I meant it, you look really good". Without batting an eye, I find myself touching her arm, shoulders, etc. as we're bantering back and forth. Before she leaves she initiate a high five. Afterwards, I thought to myself. "Did I really do this?". Before the sub, I would have never touch a woman before, especially at work. Definitely, the autopilot at work.
17/09/2016
Listen to my five loops while sleeping. Woke up this morning feeling really good. The best way to describe it is that I am in this constant euphoric, dreamy, sleepy, happy state. Furthermore, for the first time since starting v 2.4, I really feel horny to the point that it's becoming uncomfortable. I don't know if I am having a breakthrough, but this is an interesting development with this version.
(09-17-2016, 08:42 AM)Snoop Wrote: [ -> ]17/09/2016
Listen to my five loops while sleeping. Woke up this morning feeling really good. The best way to describe it is that I am in this constant euphoric, dreamy, sleepy, happy state. Furthermore, for the first time since starting v 2.4, I really feel horny to the point that it's becoming uncomfortable. I don't know if I am having a breakthrough, but this is an interesting development with this version.
Constant Dreamy state. I can relate to the 'constant dreamy, sleepy state' that you are experiencing yet, for myself, it wears off within two or three hours upon waking; plus, I have an additional 2-3 hours of sleep... Which means, sleeping earlier than before
