Running the sub at night is ruining my sleep tovthe point that it is affecting my productivity at work. I will try running it during the day even though it may be difficult getting back to back loops given that I get interrupted quite frequently at work.
On another note. A few if the women at work are responding differently to me. Got a sheepish hand flap really quiet sing song greeting from R, a petite blonde. I also had really subdued quiet greetings that I could barely hear from other women as well throughout the day yesterday. Had a few really attractive girls hovering around me at the gym yesterday to the point that I was getting death stares from other men. Went to the grocery store afterwards, a woman walking in the opposite direction stopped dead in her tracks, looked at me and started to follow me around as I was going aisle to aisle.
Here's what has been happening since I've last posted. First, I am getting more respect at the gym. I am getting more friendly greetings from other men. Some of them going out of their way to chat.
Last week at the grocery store, locked eyes with this tall gorgeous brunette. In my opinion, she's easily a 9. When it happened, I had my own DHIL moment and for awhile it felt that time had stopped. I was definitely taken by her beauty and starred at her for a good 10 seconds. Somehow, it felt like a deja vu feeling.
Last Wednesday, I had to volunteer to help the teacher manage my son for an outing at the local arena for a skating activity. Teaching is one of those professions where women outnumber men by a large margin and any men in this profession must be having a field day. As I was watching my son skate, a number of women started to naturally gravitate towards me and striking conversations. One of these was my son's EA, a petite long hair brunette. We were eventually alone on the bench and we were making small talk. Just to test her level of interest, I decided that i would not be the one restarting the conversation if it died. Interestingly enough, ignoring her definitely increased her attraction level in me. She kept making efforts to re-initiate the conversation when there was a lull.
At work, the second in command, dropped by and said that we should hang out. I did not know if she was joking as she knows that i am married.
Was at an auto show today and I was asked if I would volunteer to have my pic taken between two sirens. One of them had her arm wrapped around my waist. At the end, she apologized for touching me. I told her no worries, I'm used to it.
(02-20-2017, 04:03 PM)Snoop Wrote: [ -> ]At work, the second in command, dropped by and said that we should hang out. I did not know if she was joking as she knows that i am married.
She's feeling you out, it's not a joke. You say, "Yes," then she knows you're...uh, "open-minded."
(02-20-2017, 04:20 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ] (02-20-2017, 04:03 PM)Snoop Wrote: [ -> ]At work, the second in command, dropped by and said that we should hang out. I did not know if she was joking as she knows that i am married.
She's feeling you out, it's not a joke. You say, "Yes," then she knows you're...uh, "open-minded."
Yep. Thinking about it, you may be on to something RT. It's funny, I had a crush on her previous to my DMSI journey and it took awhile to get over the oneitis. She's good looking, very intelligent and recently divorced. But I know better now. From what I've gleaned through our conversations and overhearing from her convos with her female friends, she's had a wild life previous to and after her marriage.
At work we have a board where employees update their availability status, whether they are at a meeting, outside town, on vacation etc. Before leaving work, I went to the board to update my status for today and L, a petite brunette was there updating hers. She hands me the marker, pointed at someone who had written "Friday Off" and quipped "Looks like she wrote F@@k Off". I could clearly read "Friday" I laughed and said I prefer "F@@k On". She burst out laughing and eventually turned to leave and told me "Have a lovely evening".
I'm downloading the 3.1 version as I'm typing this. Needless to say, I'm stoked and looking forward to see what this one will do. Game on! Bring it on! I'm ready. Did my last run of 3.0.1 A yesterday and will see how much turbulence I encounter when I play this puppy later on this afternoon.
Did my two loops late this afternoon at work. FYI. I did not take a break between versions. Here are my observations. No negative effects to report. Did not feel tiredness like with the previous version. On the opposite, started to have this pleasant feeling of elation when I was at the grocery store. I wonder if this is the morphine drip and if it is in this version as well.
Today is probably one of the best days since I've been on DMSI. F@cking DMSI
Did my two loops in the morning before the start of the day. At the beginning of the year, we hired a student from the local university to provide respite care for our son. I usually drop him at a museum that he likes to go to and the care taker, a 21 - 22 year old student, meets me there for the drop off. Today, as soon as I met her, she was apologetic for not replying to my texts because she had lost her phone. I left the museum and went to the gym for cardio. At the gym, as soon as the receptionist saw me, her jaw dropped and her eyes were big as saucers. It took about five seconds for her to regain her composure. Throughout the time that I was there, she was really accommodating and smiling every time we crossed path. After 3 hours, I picked my son up and gave the student a ride back to the university campus. In the past, the ride back went without a hitch and we would make small talk to kill the 15 to 20 minutes it would take from the museum to the university. Today, was totally different. My son sat in the back and she was in the passenger side. Immediately, she started to twirl her hair and occasionally she would stroke her lips with her fingers or bring the hair she was twirling to her mouth. I would occasionally make eye contact with her and each time she had this silly grin / smile on her face. About five minutes into the ride, I saw her quickly open and close her legs, in a car wiper motion, five or six times. She became aware that I noticed and she suddenly went quiet and by the time the conversation resumed I could tell she was really nervous as she was stuttering and having difficulty stringing words to construct coherent sentences. She finally wedged her hands between her thighs I'm guessing to keep her legs from flapping. Fortunately for her, the ride didn't last hours as I'm almost certain that the end goal would have been reached had we'd been alone and my son wasn't there. I dropped her and wished her a good weekend.
Afterwards, I went to the mall and both the bank teller and a worker at the food court called me "hun" as business was conducted. Both men and women held doors opened for me, at least 2 or 3 times today. Walking through the mall, I must have caught 6 or 7 women, longingly looking at me some from a distance of 30 ft or so.
Internally, I know the script or part of the script is executing as I've been feeling relaxed and had this sense of elation for most of the day. I can also feel some energy emanating from both my face and upper chest. As a result, I've been feeling really hungry and ate more than I usually would.
EDIT: My pants are sliding down my waist, I keep having to bring them up. I will check if I'm losing weight.
When a woman starts windshield-wipering her legs apart and back together, that is an expression of a lot of energy. In kids it can be just energy, but in teens and adults it is almost invariably sexual energy being expressed.
It is also, in the case of sexual energy, a way to get her sexual scent out there and advertise her readiness to sex.
Hands between the highs mean she is trying to resist those desires and urges to do the windshield wiper thing, and the more hands she uses the harder she's trying to resist.
Yesterday I saw one I have never seen before... my server found an excuse to stand 3 feet away at another table and give me a nice long butt presentation, but I would not have known it was a butt presentation unless she'd stuck her hand between her legs and out the back. Somehow they seem to think this is preventing their sexual scent from getting out when they do this, or maybe it's a self sabotage move to express their desires regardless, while trying to stifle sexual energy.
I almost got a pic, but it took too long to wipe the chicken grease off my hands and unlock my phone. That would have been gold for the body language book I am working on.
Waiting for your book on body language, other book out there are so inaccurate its laughable.
It'll be a while. Still trying to find ways to get some of the images.
All that energy expenditure brought me to the point of exhaustion last night. Hit the bed and can't recall when I actually fell asleep but woke up 2 hours later than my usual wake up time. I feel rested and ready to tackle another day. I am near the end of my first loop, one more to go and I'll go out and see if I can reel in some fish
Yesterday was my third on the sub. No turbulence to speak off, unless I'm missing something. Brought my son skating at the local arena and was watching him from the players bench. About five feet away were two women talking away. They were talking about gym workouts but within two minutes of my arrival their convos changed to sex. Nothing else to report while at rink side except that while I was talking to another man, a skater slapped a puck which loudly hit the boards in front of us and jolted us from our convo. We both looked up and were wondering what his issue was as he was clearly glaring at us. The skating ended and on my way out in the lobby of the arena I lock eyes with a brunette who is sitting at a table 20 ft away with her partner. I walk pass them and my son is heading towards the water fountain for a drink. Out of curiosity, while he's drinking, I look in their direction and she's still gazing at me. Her partner is obviously absorbed in a hockey game on another rink and doesn't notice. There were other situations where I've observed IOI's while in a line up and at church this morning but will not report on them in detail for brevity. On another note, I was looking forward to test the new version on the red head who gave me those ridiculous IOI's at church but I haven't seen her for the last 3 weeks, unless she's sitting out of sight elsewhere.