dissonance's LTU 5.0 Journal

[Paul1131]

Yeah, definitely. Also what I'm noticing is that every time I have a negative or bad thought or fear or limiting self belief come up in my mind, I'm much more consciously aware and active about keeping it out or rejecting it etc. Not sure if this is a specifically intended effect of one of the modules, or a product of my daily meditation, or both.

I’m getting that too.  I’m able to cut in and stop a cycle of bad thoughts before it can dominate my mind.  That used to be really difficult to do.

[dissonance]

Yeah, definitely. Also what I'm noticing is that every time I have a negative or bad thought or fear or limiting self belief come up in my mind, I'm much more consciously aware and active about keeping it out or rejecting it etc. Not sure if this is a specifically intended effect of one of the modules, or a product of my daily meditation, or both.

I’m getting that too.  I’m able to cut in and stop a cycle of bad thoughts before it can dominate my mind.  That used to be really difficult to do.

Yeah, do you meditate?

[Greenduck]

For sure. And to think that it's only been 2 weeks since I started the sub, and that the sub still has many upgrades coming in the future as well. I can't imagine how powerfully, effectively, easily, and speedily this sub will bring us into the 100% realized, genuine, free, unapologetically authentic, grounded, version of ourselves...

Side note, this sub is also markedly boosting my spirituality, spiritual awareness, and spiritual consciousness.

Will Shannon upgrade LTU with more stuff in the future? I though he said he wouldn't work on it again for 2-3 years.

Anyway. Great progress! Recognizing some things you are talking about but not quiet there yet.

[dissonance]

I'm not sure, I'd assume there will be upgrades, would be surprised if there weren't. I don't read the forum thoroughly enough to know if he said that 2-3 years part, but if he did, that's a bummer :O

[Benjamin]

Yeah I don't know where you got the impression that it will get many upgrades in the future. Shannon said it won't be until 6g.

[dissonance]

Yeah I don't know where you got the impression that it will get many upgrades in the future. Shannon said it won't be until 6g.

oh ok

[dissonance]

Just walked around the kitchen doing morning stuff while humming "i feel good" by james brown. I'm guessing what I was feeling and am feeling right now is the Gratitude & Appreciation, and Happiness & Joy modules. A genuine excitement for the future, and a deep KNOWING that I just need to take but a few steps forward to enter the next era of my life that has been pending and being procrastinated for years. Feels gooooood. A VERY good state to be in to attract, create, and manifest my life's path into my current reality.

[dissonance]

I'm now focusing intently on my music. I noticed there were multiple moments in the past few days where I would feel a weird sense of uncertainty or dread. I realized it was my fear that is caused by me being on the path that will lead me to success, which is to FOCUS and DEDICATE myself to my music. In the past, I would always (literally) self-sabotage by starting to play games or watch some porn or spend all day browsing the internet (which can have almost as bad effects as gaming or porn addiction, simply because of the dopamine desensitization aspect that is caused by it, and all addictions). Now, I haven't self-sabotaged as of yet. I'm focusing even more. Worked on music all day in the past 3 days. All I need to do is keep this up. Make this my obsession. Become "addicted" to my life's path and purpose (one of them).

[dissonance]

I'm noticing that I am breaking down the walls i put up between me and my family that prevent me from being open and converse with them on a level that allows even a smidge of personal/emotional connection. This is good. Family issues and subconscious hinderances and the walls and blocks that have been put up by myself between me and my family pain me deeply, and it is a major factor holding me back in many areas of life.

[Yous]

Hello, you were doing great, anything new?