03-21-2015, 02:46 PM
Stage 6, Day 10
Ok, lately I have been neglecting this tread it is time to give a update. I guess I will focus this update on girls because most of my focus lately have been on them and improving this side of my life.
Stage 5 and start of stage 6 was quite interesting in a way that I no longer notice so many stares from girls as before. I believe that is just because I am no longer interested in looking for them everywhere I go. That is very good because it mean my neediness for others acknowledgement is going down. Interestingly have been getting a lot of random discounts from cashiers girls (like -50% special discounts that cashier can only use for her self). On good side too I have become a little more social and fun, people seem to like me, want to talk to me and are attracted to me more than ever. Have been in few dates with a 10 after long, long pause from dating girls (I guess I had a some sort of fear for them before because I wasn't looking at any of them romantically and only cared for sex).
Dating adventure I had:
Another good thing is lately have been in few dates with hot and cute 10 and she seemed to be head over heals into me. From these few dates definitely noticed that I can generate that kinda "James Bond" sexual vibe even in casual situations. Love the feeling of sparks (or should I call flames?) shooting between our eyes.
In our 3rd date at late evening she brought up the topic about her last boyfriend and how much of a control freak he was to the point he would even allow her to meet her friends. She told me that she wanted a open relationship so she could socialize and flirt as much as she wants, but now she doesn't know what she wants because she really likes me and doesn't want that go to the waste. At that point I kinda got confused because in a long time she was the first girl I considered actually dating. Well now we come to the spot there I fucked up a bit, I have tried to kiss her after few minutes of talking, but she rejected me and told me she doesn't want to hurry. NOW moving to the crazier part is that then we were out of car and saying good bye to each other we locked our eyes and sparks started flying around again. After like 30 seconds of looking into each others eyes and talking I felt she started to tremble and then she pooled me in and gave me a long deep kiss and when saying good bye she told me to text her soon.
Well logic ends here, because after that date she really started playing hard to get, even dodged one meeting we have arranged, started to answer without smiles or sometimes not answer at all (totally different than before). I believe she is playing hard to get because after dodging the meeting later that night she messaged me asking what I am doing and then I answered she cut conversation again
. Few days later I have messaged her again, saying that I should be free in city that day and if she would want to meet, but she told that she is busy and have to pick up a friend from the airport. We exchanged few more messages and then she bluntly cut it again. Right now decided it would be best to just leave her alone and try to play hard to get myself, if she wants to meet she will message me her self or at least let me know she wants to communicate.
Of course any input or advice's from you guys are more than welcome, I always to learn!
Ok, lately I have been neglecting this tread it is time to give a update. I guess I will focus this update on girls because most of my focus lately have been on them and improving this side of my life.
Stage 5 and start of stage 6 was quite interesting in a way that I no longer notice so many stares from girls as before. I believe that is just because I am no longer interested in looking for them everywhere I go. That is very good because it mean my neediness for others acknowledgement is going down. Interestingly have been getting a lot of random discounts from cashiers girls (like -50% special discounts that cashier can only use for her self). On good side too I have become a little more social and fun, people seem to like me, want to talk to me and are attracted to me more than ever. Have been in few dates with a 10 after long, long pause from dating girls (I guess I had a some sort of fear for them before because I wasn't looking at any of them romantically and only cared for sex).
Dating adventure I had:
Another good thing is lately have been in few dates with hot and cute 10 and she seemed to be head over heals into me. From these few dates definitely noticed that I can generate that kinda "James Bond" sexual vibe even in casual situations. Love the feeling of sparks (or should I call flames?) shooting between our eyes.
In our 3rd date at late evening she brought up the topic about her last boyfriend and how much of a control freak he was to the point he would even allow her to meet her friends. She told me that she wanted a open relationship so she could socialize and flirt as much as she wants, but now she doesn't know what she wants because she really likes me and doesn't want that go to the waste. At that point I kinda got confused because in a long time she was the first girl I considered actually dating. Well now we come to the spot there I fucked up a bit, I have tried to kiss her after few minutes of talking, but she rejected me and told me she doesn't want to hurry. NOW moving to the crazier part is that then we were out of car and saying good bye to each other we locked our eyes and sparks started flying around again. After like 30 seconds of looking into each others eyes and talking I felt she started to tremble and then she pooled me in and gave me a long deep kiss and when saying good bye she told me to text her soon.
Well logic ends here, because after that date she really started playing hard to get, even dodged one meeting we have arranged, started to answer without smiles or sometimes not answer at all (totally different than before). I believe she is playing hard to get because after dodging the meeting later that night she messaged me asking what I am doing and then I answered she cut conversation again
. Few days later I have messaged her again, saying that I should be free in city that day and if she would want to meet, but she told that she is busy and have to pick up a friend from the airport. We exchanged few more messages and then she bluntly cut it again. Right now decided it would be best to just leave her alone and try to play hard to get myself, if she wants to meet she will message me her self or at least let me know she wants to communicate. Of course any input or advice's from you guys are more than welcome, I always to learn!
