03-14-2014, 08:36 AM
Dear all,
Just finished stage 2. While I haven't counted as many noticeable improvements as during the first stage, it's the significance of what's been happening that matters.
For the second stage, here is the order in which things related to the subliminal have occurred:
Compared to the first one, this stage was very tiring! I simply had to take 4 dispersed days off in total, which I recovered in the end. Each of the free days proved to be a blessing for my mind and body. Not sure why this stage was so much more intense and harder for me, but I sense it's for a good reason.
'Till next month!
Just finished stage 2. While I haven't counted as many noticeable improvements as during the first stage, it's the significance of what's been happening that matters.
For the second stage, here is the order in which things related to the subliminal have occurred:
- increasingly eager to go for the things I like and I'm good at.
- need to speed up paying my moral debts (want to do this much earlier than promised dates) and being more alert and careful in making new ones.
- polite, but firm in turning down even paid jobs I don't like (this happened at least once every week).
- sensing I'm on a great path of development (regular rushes of optimism and flashes about the future).
- more horny in general, but with the realization that I'm honestly not thinking of sex as a big / hard to achieve thing anymore (WOW - it's one thing to know it consciously and "kinda" get it, but it's a whole different story truly experiencing it !)
- a lot of confidence in talking to new important people (met 2 renowned personalities, as well as quite a few people with important functions in the city&country I live in).
- this was really fun when it happened - I was laughing out loud in the office and my colleagues thought I'd gone crazy: true sense of being decided and confident; accompanied by an intense flash of me telling Arnold Schwarzenegger "Come with me if you want to live!"
- wooow, my calendar is bursting: meetings with important people, more and more clients, peers asking for tutoring, associations inviting me as a keynote speaker.
- having a feeling of "I'm going to make it, and it'll be way sooner than expected".
- flows of kindness and spiritual understanding, love and appreciation that I'm here for a grand purpose, even though I've never been to spiritual so far.
- girls I interact with settle down very quickly and comfortably&openly show interest ("I can teach you how to do [...]", "why don't we go for a coffee sometime?", "you are sooo cute!", a girl locking eyes with me for 2 seconds just after getting on the bus and winking at me), but even if I'm committed and express it, it does feel good to know I steer up interest
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Compared to the first one, this stage was very tiring! I simply had to take 4 dispersed days off in total, which I recovered in the end. Each of the free days proved to be a blessing for my mind and body. Not sure why this stage was so much more intense and harder for me, but I sense it's for a good reason.
'Till next month!
