Aventus's DMSI v2.2 Journal

[bogdy]

Subconscious urge to start listening to Models by Mark Manson again. Still have many fears and healing needed but it is definitely a start.

What do you want to say with this?

[Aventus45]

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Subconscious urge to start listening to Models by Mark Manson again. Still have many fears and healing needed but it is definitely a start.

im healing and its pushing me to listen to to a book by Mark Manson. I still have a bunch of fears and stuff blocking me from practicing his method but it is definitely a start.

[Aventus45]

Stopping v2.2 so I can test 2.3

[Aventus45]

Seems like I stopped at the wrong time. It seems like my aura just started to manifest into results.

So i went to the dentist today for some business. The cute assistant saw me and we locked eyes for a second or two and her face is mixed with confusion. Almost like a wtf?. I saw her before MSI and it was normal. She didn't talk much and she did her job well.

This time I tried to strike up conversation and she was awkward and quiet. At first I thought she was awkward because she was didn't speak English well. Turns out she is probably just awkward.

The second and less pleasant thing is when she makes these small mistakes around me. From trivial stuff such as preparing the tool trays and handing the tools to the dentist a certain way to more worrying stuff such as accidently skipping steps. It annoyed the dentist enough to ask for another assistant.

Not the best time to see iois especially when half my face is numb and I'm laughing from the fear of drills.

[chaosvrgn]

Seems like I stopped at the wrong time. It seems like my aura just started to manifest into results.

So i went to the dentist today for some business. The cute assistant saw me and we locked eyes for a second or two and her face is mixed with confusion. Almost like a wtf?. I saw her before MSI and it was normal. She didn't talk much and she did her job well.

This time I tried to strike up conversation and she was awkward and quiet. At first I thought she was awkward because she was didn't speak English well. Turns out she is probably just awkward.

The second and less pleasant thing is when she makes these small mistakes around me. From trivial stuff such as preparing the tool trays and handing the tools to the dentist a certain way to more worrying stuff such as accidently skipping steps. It annoyed the dentist enough to ask for another assistant.

Not the best time to see iois especially when half my face is numb and I'm laughing from the fear of drills.

Damn. Sounds like your aura was really making her nervous.

[Aventus45]

Seems like I stopped at the wrong time. It seems like my aura just started to manifest into results.

So i went to the dentist today for some business. The cute assistant saw me and we locked eyes for a second or two and her face is mixed with confusion. Almost like a wtf?. I saw her before MSI and it was normal. She didn't talk much and she did her job well.

This time I tried to strike up conversation and she was awkward and quiet. At first I thought she was awkward because she was didn't speak English well. Turns out she is probably just awkward.

The second and less pleasant thing is when she makes these small mistakes around me. From trivial stuff such as preparing the tool trays and handing the tools to the dentist a certain way to more worrying stuff such as accidently skipping steps. It annoyed the dentist enough to ask for another assistant.

Not the best time to see iois especially when half my face is numb and I'm laughing from the fear of drills.

Damn. Sounds like your aura was really making her nervous.

Hope there's more with V2.3 Lol. Are you going to run DMSI after AM6?

[chaosvrgn]

Hope there's more with V2.3 Lol. Are you going to run DMSI after AM6?

Oh yes, most definitely. 10 more days! I'm gonna give it a 32 day run, but then it's time to stop the "hedonistic / man-child" part of my life and focus on my business and mission. Run some single stagers to fix some long lingering issues.

[Benjamin]

Hahahaha but he if she got fired just after you left you could be like "don't worry, I know something that will cheer you up".

[Aventus45]

The healing effect is still there. I was lying in bed and suddenly this fit of anger is simmering in my mind. I decided to do something different, I consciously forgave this person, and it felt like a weight was lifted off my body. Following this forgiveness, I felt my heart, solar plexus, and sacral chakras free up and project energy. Awesome!

What is not awesome is the horrific zombie apocalypse dreams that came after. ;\

[K-Train]

Same here! The healing effects initially were punishing for me but eventually it really soothed me out emotionally. Even now I feel more grounded than previously. I'm really kinda disappointed that we're pulling the plug on V2.2. I was starting to see some good shit. The most suprising thing was when I was on campus and visited my boss in her office and she turned beat red while looking at me. Hopefully V2.3 enhances that.

One thing that's going to be interesting though is this: technically, since some of the guys have run V2.1 and V2.2 they've already been exposed to about a month's worth of healing modules. Thus, when they begin V2.3 there's a possibility that their results might take off like a rocket.

[Aventus45]

Sub is probably still kicking:

1. Is it supposed to shift my view of sex?

My view of sex transitioned from purely physical and "lust" to a mix of that, but also embracing the emotional side of it. Like the idea of getting to the point where a woman is being vulnerable and trusting to have sex is super attractive to me now.

2. Are dreams a reflection of the subconscious?

I had a crazy dream that felt so real I was consistently questioning whether or not it was real. The dream felt like a very clear memory leading me to be genuinely confused as it happened.

So Long story short, I was "cursed" to be haunted by a Japanese female ghost( Think scary grudge/ring stuff). The only way I could break the curse is to "go back to where it started". So im making my way through the dream. I get to this point where I had to face her, and....I then asked for forgiveness and hugged it. From that point on, the whole dynamic changed. The ghost isn't scary anymore; it even felt like a playful spirit.

I think it was something within me that i had to release or forgive but it manifested into this dream?