03-29-2015, 03:30 PM
STAGE 4 One week in.
I had to write this down. 4
So for the past month I have been working with my coach to get my up in the morning and we failed, we failed so bad that I didn't want to speak about it again.I wont list the methods we used. I figured that when I got my ADD medication my willpower would increase and I would be better able to get up when the alarm rang.
Wakie Wakie (google the app, cool stuff)
So I started my ADD medication last week Friday smallest dose I don't feel any change. Then I started Stage 4 Sunday/Monday 22 March. The day after I started I woke up and got out of bed before mu alarm rang, then on Tuesday my alarm rang and I got out of bed and I started freaking out. I thought it was a fluke that wud'nt last by then on Wens, Thru, Fri, Sat and Sun (today) I have been waking up early and fresh.
So sure if its AM4 without looking at the new suggestions but its so close to be luck.
Women and Playful Dan
Seems my child self image has faded a lot, I am been playful with older women all the time. A few years ago while working in a warehouse the mangers wife liked me and some guy told me she said so, but he said the problem was I am a mamas boy. I would act all decent and good like a little boy in front of his aunts who could tell his mum and get him in trouble.
1) Seems that's change. I was teasing my assessor last week, she got the sales manger to call me about not doing work and stuff and we ended up chatting about what we wanted to be when we grew up and having some banter.
2) Some women from a company I needed a quotation from gave me her face book profile and we chat over Skype all the time, she be starting convos like "Hi" and we just chat and have fun. She hasnt seen me but I can see her profile pic.
I am just taking more "risks" than I did with convos, not been up thigh and worrying about what to say or how they will take it. My dad said i was funny last week, so did my assistant, and I just been making people LOL alot.
I had to write this down. 4
So for the past month I have been working with my coach to get my up in the morning and we failed, we failed so bad that I didn't want to speak about it again.I wont list the methods we used. I figured that when I got my ADD medication my willpower would increase and I would be better able to get up when the alarm rang.
Wakie Wakie (google the app, cool stuff)
So I started my ADD medication last week Friday smallest dose I don't feel any change. Then I started Stage 4 Sunday/Monday 22 March. The day after I started I woke up and got out of bed before mu alarm rang, then on Tuesday my alarm rang and I got out of bed and I started freaking out. I thought it was a fluke that wud'nt last by then on Wens, Thru, Fri, Sat and Sun (today) I have been waking up early and fresh.
So sure if its AM4 without looking at the new suggestions but its so close to be luck.
Women and Playful Dan
Seems my child self image has faded a lot, I am been playful with older women all the time. A few years ago while working in a warehouse the mangers wife liked me and some guy told me she said so, but he said the problem was I am a mamas boy. I would act all decent and good like a little boy in front of his aunts who could tell his mum and get him in trouble.
1) Seems that's change. I was teasing my assessor last week, she got the sales manger to call me about not doing work and stuff and we ended up chatting about what we wanted to be when we grew up and having some banter.
2) Some women from a company I needed a quotation from gave me her face book profile and we chat over Skype all the time, she be starting convos like "Hi" and we just chat and have fun. She hasnt seen me but I can see her profile pic.
I am just taking more "risks" than I did with convos, not been up thigh and worrying about what to say or how they will take it. My dad said i was funny last week, so did my assistant, and I just been making people LOL alot.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
