AM6 STAGE 1 - Day 17
The energy drink side effects have faded last time am having them they are addictive. Feeling much better that I was. The pills are subtle but super effective, I got up around 15:30, when they came and went online to read the dosage, popped a pill and researched stimulates until around 20:40 (time just flew pasted), I actually paid attention to the details, read the scientific names and numbers and all, I cant say i've never done much a thing in my life.
Also I cleaned up with a sense of urgency, because of all the other things I needed to get done, which was also new, I would normally take my time until I got extremely bored with the task. Yesterday I thought I was kidding my self and wanted to give up and everything and just be content with my situation.
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But today NOW, I know more that ever that I will achieve, I now have the focus to aim all my passion and desires on my goals. Its an Amazing feeling. Its like I've broken thru another barrier now, I meditated too and for the first time in my life I could settle my mind and be in the moment for long periods of time, I noticed that it takes lots of oxygen to focus and my swallow breathing makes it harder to do so.Anyway, am sleepy as hell and I think, i'll be able to clear my mind until I fall asleep now.
I also have this feeling that the effects of AM6 will be a 1000 times better now that my actual psychical body is not resistance within its self.
Am really excited about the future, I mean the stuff I took inst even for ADD/ADHD , when I start working with my psychiatrist (for my deficits), the psychologist he is recommending and my ADD specialized Life Coach, I cant ever see my blame been limited because of my deficits/learning disability
The energy drink side effects have faded last time am having them they are addictive. Feeling much better that I was. The pills are subtle but super effective, I got up around 15:30, when they came and went online to read the dosage, popped a pill and researched stimulates until around 20:40 (time just flew pasted), I actually paid attention to the details, read the scientific names and numbers and all, I cant say i've never done much a thing in my life.
Also I cleaned up with a sense of urgency, because of all the other things I needed to get done, which was also new, I would normally take my time until I got extremely bored with the task. Yesterday I thought I was kidding my self and wanted to give up and everything and just be content with my situation.
[Post in violation of Amendment 2]
But today NOW, I know more that ever that I will achieve, I now have the focus to aim all my passion and desires on my goals. Its an Amazing feeling. Its like I've broken thru another barrier now, I meditated too and for the first time in my life I could settle my mind and be in the moment for long periods of time, I noticed that it takes lots of oxygen to focus and my swallow breathing makes it harder to do so.Anyway, am sleepy as hell and I think, i'll be able to clear my mind until I fall asleep now.
I also have this feeling that the effects of AM6 will be a 1000 times better now that my actual psychical body is not resistance within its self.
Am really excited about the future, I mean the stuff I took inst even for ADD/ADHD , when I start working with my psychiatrist (for my deficits), the psychologist he is recommending and my ADD specialized Life Coach, I cant ever see my blame been limited because of my deficits/learning disability
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
