AM6 STAGE 1 - Day 12
-I spent the newyear’s alone and pissed off, am extremely bored when around people, even before when I was younger and had a more activate social life guys would come with girls to my house and I’ll be like am cool am staying in tonight, (maybe if the meds don’t work am finding an cute shy introvert online, PLAN B).
-I Was listening more to the ADD book and it seems that my boredom with people and life and those types of moods is normal for the condition, I just hope the meds will help with this as described in the book or its back to the drawing broad.
- I just noticed another pattern of mine, conflict seems to excite me and I seem to unconsciously get into arguments and fights, it’s like my normal dope levels are so low I need extreme shit to get a normal dose
- I Had great sex dreams about some women I know, It’s been happening a lot I can’t say this has happened before, and I had lots of sex dreams on the 1st stage of AM5 too.
-I have decided to leave the other programming for now while on AM6, I’ll just meditate instead, it helps with the overall goal am trying to achieve, I’ll also spend 30 mins a day thinking of the person I want to become following the Think and Grow Rich and Born Rich suggestions.
- Also I seem to have been jogging every day, I need to keep a log, anyway am going to jog then bed.
-I spent the newyear’s alone and pissed off, am extremely bored when around people, even before when I was younger and had a more activate social life guys would come with girls to my house and I’ll be like am cool am staying in tonight, (maybe if the meds don’t work am finding an cute shy introvert online, PLAN B).
-I Was listening more to the ADD book and it seems that my boredom with people and life and those types of moods is normal for the condition, I just hope the meds will help with this as described in the book or its back to the drawing broad.
- I just noticed another pattern of mine, conflict seems to excite me and I seem to unconsciously get into arguments and fights, it’s like my normal dope levels are so low I need extreme shit to get a normal dose
- I Had great sex dreams about some women I know, It’s been happening a lot I can’t say this has happened before, and I had lots of sex dreams on the 1st stage of AM5 too.
-I have decided to leave the other programming for now while on AM6, I’ll just meditate instead, it helps with the overall goal am trying to achieve, I’ll also spend 30 mins a day thinking of the person I want to become following the Think and Grow Rich and Born Rich suggestions.
- Also I seem to have been jogging every day, I need to keep a log, anyway am going to jog then bed.
If you can't manage the little you have now, who will trust you with more, if you can't control yourself long can you rule over others for? Its easier for a king to rule a kingdom than himself and who does want an empire? Being unconquerable lies with yourself!
